Disclaimer : I don't own Gakuen Alice but I do own the plot . (: and I suggest you listen to Forever by Stratovarius while reading this (: it kinda goes with the flow .
Have you ever love someone so much that you sacrifice your happiness for theirs ?
By the time you hear this , I'll be dead by Pancakezxc
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"There's so much to say and so little time ... So where do I start ? ... I have a bad case of asthma since I was young . So bad that my parents did not allow me to step out of the house. At first I would only have breathing problems at night . But I started to cough frequently . By the age of 15 , I was diagnosed with cystic fibrosis , or better known as 65 roses . The doctor said I only have 2 months left , 3 if I was lucky . But I'm selfish you see . I wanted to look around the world before I died . Since my parents is rich , I get to taste the medicine the doctors were trying to make for my disease . They said that it would only helped to stop the cough . Not the disease itself . I still took it anyway .
So I traveled around the globe . 2 months passed , Then 3 months . And I'm still breathing . Days became months and months became years . I survived from death for 2 years . At the age of 17 , the medicine didn't work for me anymore . My coughing became so serious and I thought that I've finally saw the light . I was returned to Japan and was quickly charged inside the hospital . One night I think to myself . Since I'm going to die anyway , why not kill myself now ? So I escaped at night and walked towards the lake . I tried to jump inside but I was held back .
That was the first time I saw Natsume Hyuuga . He was the best thing that ever happened to me . Instead of asking why am I trying to commit suicide , he asked me whether I could pretend to be his fiancée and move in with him. I agreed without asking why . It was love at first sight to me. I even convinced my father to let me out of the hospital and let me take the stronger dose of medicine to reduce my coughing . But to him , I was just.. A toy . There's this girl .. I couldn't quite catch her name .. Natsume always look at her longingly . Later I learned that she was his ex .
During this period , I was to return to the hospital for a checkup . The doctor gave me a sad face and said its almost time . I will be gone soon . That day , I prayed . I prayed to god to let me live . If he let me escaped death for two years , why don't he let me live for another two then ? I asked myself , What is my purpose in life ? They said everyone had a purpose or meaning in their life . So what's mine ? I keep thinking and thinking . Until I found it . My purpose , is to make Natsume Hyuuga happy by making him get back with his ex .
I brought the subject of his ex to him .. And he confessed that he still loves her . It was the first time I heard him talk to me for soo long . Usually he would only say 'hn' 'yeah' or 'idiot' to me .. I admit , i feel jealous when he said that . He looks so happy. So I make a plan to get them back together . With the help of Hotaru , I managed to reserved a one week trip to the world class resort that was just newly opened . I told him to go with me , and Hotaru would convinced his ex to go. I told him to go without me on the day of the trip and that I would followed him later . He agreed . Later that night , Hotaru told me that they were happy . Happy .
Oh , why am I crying ? I'm supposed to be happy for him ... *cough* *cough* ...
Sorry about that .. So as I was saying , during the time he went on the trip , I packed my stuff . I moved out of his house and took the next flight to London. I threw my old hand phone number and only kept in contact with my father to informed him that I am still alive . *cough* *cough* 1 week had passed and I still hadn't heard from him .
...so what's now ... ?
*hic* I don't want to die ... I .. Know I'm selfish , but I want to be with him... *hic* *cough* *cough * *cough*
Oh , how foolish of me . I didn't get the chance to introduce myself , did I ?
My name is Mikan Sakura . I'm 18 , and is currently on my death bed . By the time you finished listening to this , I would most probably be 6 feet underground .
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Thank you . For listening to me . "
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Hello ! Pancakezxc here ~
This story is probably rushed . I was planning to make it a multi chapter story but decided against it in the end . Please ignore all the grammar mistakes .
For all those DYBIF fans , I will update it soon (: For those who haven't read it , please do!
Love ,
Pancakezxc .
