Hi this is a new story that I am going to do along with IFMWIWL. This Bella will be a little different, and has some past events and history that doesn't match Twilight. For now this will be told from Damon point of view. You will hear from Bella but will not be for some time, as I would like to keep some information about her hush hush.
Ages.
Damon 24/176
Bella 17
Stefan 17/ 169
Elena 18
Bonnie 18
Caroline 18
Jeremy 17
Jenna 28
Alaric 36
Pairing
Damon/Bella
Stefan/ Elena
Alaric/ Jenna
I Am Not worthy!
Summary. Damon is stuck look after his brother Stefan. With Stefan comes Elena- a girl who doppelganger of his ex, an ex that hurt him. But Damon has an attachment to Elena; one he doesn't understand. When is friend Alaric bring his niece-in-law to Mystic Fall, she may just hold the answers, or bring him many more question.
All normal disclaimers apply. All thing Twilight and Vampire Diaries belong to their owners. No copyright is meant.
Thanks goes out to kselzer for Beta this for me.
Chapter 1
What is the meaning of life? Fuck if I know-all I have ever learned about life-over my many years of being alive- is that it- sucks! My name is Damon Francesco Salvatore I was born on the October 30th of 1839. Back then life was very different from what it is now. It was simpler, calmer. Back then people knew how to be a part of a community; they worked and helped each other. Now everyone seems to be on the go, needed to get some place never taking a moment to stop and just look, look at the people around them.
Don't get me wrong life back then was hard. When we worked we work, and everyone in the family was expected to help out, and help out others in the community; more so my family.
My father's grand-father was one of the first families to settle here in Mystic Falls. He along with several other families came to be known as the town's founders. This gave them and the other founder's responsibilities, but they also had centre rights, rights that are now enable me to keep my brother-Stefan and me safe.
My baby brother Stefan Antonio was born in November 4, 1846. I was seven at the time I doted on him. When our mother died in 1858 my love and need to protect him increased. However our father, who hated me for whatever reason, made it so much harder for me to do that.
My father always found a way to make me feel like I was failing him, my deceased mother, and my brother. I tried for years to feel worthy of him; I even joined the army.
Even now after all this time, I still can't talk about what I saw, did, when I was Confederate Lieutenant in the American Civil War. When I came home I found-at that time-who I thought was the love of my life.
Katherine Pierce appeared to be a sweet eighteen year old. She had such confidence in everything that I just flocked to her; as did a lot of men.
After months of me chasing her she began return the attention. I was already-or at least I thought I was- deeply in love with her. To find out that it was all in order to make Stefan jealous almost killed me. Even when she got him she didn't let me go. By that time she found she had a use for both of us.
It was just the start of the summer dance, that I found out Katherine was a vampire. But that didn't change how I felt about her. Stefan found out a few months later but he was afraid and went to our father; who in turn plotted to get rid of Katherine.
Stefan and I both tried in vain to help her and ended up being killed by our father. On the early morning of September 25, 1864, Stefan and I woke to the transition. All that was needed to complete the transition was fresh blood. I, at that time, believed that Katherine was dead, and wanted to die too.
Stefan made the mistake of going home-he wanted to say goodbye to our father. That, as you can imagine, didn't go well and he ended up feeding upon him. He must have then thought 'I don't want to live alone, I know what I will do I will get my brother to feed too.' Since that day I began my life as a vampire!
Stefan didn't take to his new life well and went on a killing frenzy. He killed in such a way that he was more commonly known in the vampire world as the Ripper. During those years I chased, cleaned and stopped others from killing him-if anyone was going to kill him, it would be me. I found out that Katherine was alive, but trapped in a tomb.
By this time Stefan was cured and on the Bambi diet. That gave my life a new mission. But, to break the barrier on the tomb it needed to be done with the right people on a certain day, where the planets had to been inline. This line only happened every fifty to sixty years. As I had some time to kill, I spent it by tormenting my little brother, having random sex with girls, and basically doing what I wanted. There has been a time I felt alone, need of some company, but find people, vampires and I just don't get along. After some time, and me being me, they find that I am not worthy of them. That makes them feel the need to change me, which pisses me off, and I become an even bigger dick, and then they just stay disappointed.
I arrived in my home town in August; even brought some college girl with me and I was ready to party. Only, I find my brother, with who I thought was Katherine, fucking in his old room.
I just managed to stop myself from killing them and luckily I did as it wasn't Katherine but her doppelganger Elena.
Still feeling pissed off I started to mess with Stefan-what can I say it is a fun way to pass my time. But, I have become a somewhat friend to Elena.
On the day that marked 152 years of becoming a vampire, more importantly Katherine's imprisonment, I managed to get the tomb open, only to find she wasn't there; she was never trapped. She had been free the whole time; I know deep down she knew where I was and just didn't give a rat's ass.
It has been two weeks, but I am still in Mystic Falls. I have nothing to do so I am bored out of my skull.
I tap my finger on the bar getting the attention of the sexy bar maid. "Bourbon," I husk out to her, making her chuckle lightly.
I watch, as she turns, my eyes drop to her ass that is moving from side to side. As she turns back around my eyes slowly move up her body. As if on cue her heart skips a beat and starts to race. Going by the smell coming from her, I would say she is turned on.
"Your Bourbon Sir," she says in what she must think is a sexy voice. She leans a little forward giving me a great view of her tits.
"What time do you finish at?" I ask, feeling the need for some loving, but more importantly a feed.
"Eleven," she replies batting her eyes at me.
"Damon"
Great Saint Stef is here to try and ruin my fun.
"Come and find me, and I'll give you a night to remember," I husk to the girl, ignoring Stefan.
"Damon," Stefan grits as the girl chuckles nodding her head. I give her a wink as she moves away.
"Damon," my name this time is a little softer and coming from a female.
"What?" I hiss and I turn to see Elena and Stefan both frowning at me.
"We need to talk!" Stefan says crossing his arms over his chest.
"About what?" I ask downing my drink. There is just something about Stefan and his overbearing girlfriend which makes me want to drink.
"Family stuff," he hisses to me.
"Nah, I don't feel like talking about family." I have to hold back my chuckle over the fact the vein on his forehead looks ready to burst.
"Please Damon," Elena says sweetly as she places her hand on mine. Her large doe eyes look into my eyes, pleading with me. There is a part of me that wants to say fuck off; but for some reason my heart seems somewhat attached to this girl. Not in a romantic way-thank god, who besides Stefan would want to date their ex's doppelganger? But sadly for me there is something holding I back from hurting her; I can't even seem to let others hurt her.
I have been staying clear of Elena since I didn't find Katherine in the tomb. I have been afraid that my anger over the spiteful bitch would be taken out on Elena. But whatever that small piece of my heart is, it has been keeping my anger low key with her.
This whole thing has me unnerved, but my behaviour has Stefan convinced I am also in love with Elena like he is; making him frightful that I may steal her away like he did with Katherine-the evil spiteful bitch. If she was in the tomb I would now gladly allow Stefan to keep her all to himself.
But, in saying that it was not finding her in the tomb giving me back my freedom. It also helped get some space; I saw I was unhealthily obsessed with Katherine. My father, who did not want her to date me, and the fact she was the first girl that I had to really try with all to my want to win her heart. I have a feeling if it was me she picked, we wouldn't have lasted anyway. I am destined to be a loner; that's not so bad. After all I will get to make love with different women, and that just what I am planning on doing.
I get up and even add a small sigh: I may as well act the part of the love sick vampire. "Fine," I mumble making Elena grin, as Stefan hardens his stance.
I give the barmaid one last look, Sweet Jesus look at what I am giving up, just to wind my brother up. I follow Stefan and Elena out to my car to drive to the boarding house.
I pull up and use my vampire speed to enter my home. "We" I cut Stefan off by holding up my finger singling him to wait. "Damon," I sigh but I hold up my finger again; I get a drink and then make myself comfortable on my chair.
"You can now talk."
"Damon," Stefan yells out as if he is disciplining me. I raise my eyebrow and he just sighs.
"The tomb vampires want to take over the town."
"And?" Really this is way he pulled me away from the sexy barmaid?
"You make it sound like not a bad thing?"
"Is it bad? And why should I care?"
Stefan just shakes his head at me, but the look there in his eyes say clearly and loudly 'I knew you were a waste of space.'
"We can't let them kill people Damon, its wrong," Elena judges as she kneels in front of me. "I thought Alaric meant something to you, I thought I was your friend?" She carries on in her scared little girl voice, but there it is that tug that says I need her later, her being alive is important.
"I'll talk to them, but I am only one person, and they out number and age me," I grit out walking away. I just reach my room when I hear her soft thank you.
"You're becoming a sap." I mutter out to my empty room.
I strip, grab my bed clothes and head to the shower room; I always seem be able to think more when I am in here.
I'm still not over sure how I will manage to convince a bunch of vampire that have been changed in a tomb, some for hundreds of years, to just let it go.
I lay down in my bed placing open hand behind my head.
"Hey," a soft voice husks into my ear as an arm wraps around me. I feel her soft lips kissing my back. I clasp hold of her hand as my other arm grips hold of her. She giggles and I pull her around so that she is in front of me. Before I can even make her out my lip are on hers.
I let her lips go, moving to her neck, kissing her as my hand runs all over her body.
"Love you," she whispers into my ear, and my heart takes off, and I move a little away from her. One of my hands grasps hers and I place it over my beating heart.
I look right into her dark brown eyes that are looking at me with wonder. "I love you too," I say pronouncing each of the words. As her face lights up there is a large banging. I look to the door and then back to her, but she just tilting her head at me.
"Run," I scream out at her, but she looks at me shaking her head.
I pull her to standing. "Run," I tell her again as the door bursts open with a large group of men, holding crossbows and torches, all barge in. I look over my shoulder, seeing the girls brown hair blowing in the wind as she runs. I feel someone hit me on the side of my face, but I know I must fight I must give her the chance to escape, even if it means my death.
I try to fight them off but they seem to be so much stronger than I. I see the arrow almost at the same time it pierces my chest, as I drop to the ground, I pray that she got away, that they don't get her.
I pant as I sit up on my bed. I use to have that dream in my human life, but when I turned into a vampire it became less frequent. This is the first time in about a hundred years I have had that dream.
I move into my bathroom, washing my face. I close my eyes and try to see the girl face, but it doesn't come; it never comes. I only seem to remember that she has brown eyes and hair.
"I wonder if the fact this girl has brown eyes and hair, is the reason for my attraction to girls like that," my inner mind questions.
I snort and shake my head "It's more likely one of the book you read, several time through your life that you are now dreaming. You even read some so often in you human life that you could dictate nearly every word written." I chuckle back to myself
I move back into my room, as it's almost morning I get dressed, heading out to the blood bank needing to get something to drink.
I have already compelled some of the staff which makes it easier for me to get the blood bags. I sit with one of the bags drinking in the morgue.
"Want some," I ask the stiff that is one the table. "No, okay suit yourself." I chuckle down most of the bag. "You know what gets me? Stefan, he keeps going on about not drinking from the human's, and how we should try and protect human life, and that I need my humanity back. He doesn't even want me here, because my mood swings get a little bumpy when I am upset. BUT- when the going gets tough, it's me he and his Scooby gang run to. "Help us Damon," I mock out in a high pitched girl's voice. "When I do what they want me to, none of them are here to thank me- I go back to being the bad guy." I sigh taking the last of the blood bag. I roll my eyes at my complaining "You sure were a good listener," I tell the stiff hitting his shoulder. "But, I have to go and play the hero."
I pull up at Pearls home, before I am out of my car; three of her henchmen are out to greet me.
"Damon, it has been a long time."
"It has?" I smirk out at her.
"Still an arrogant little shit."
"Still a stuck up bitch," I argue back.
"I have years on you little boy. I could kill you quicker than a human could blink their eyes, and you know it." She hisses out at me.
"Let's just get down to business."
Pearl bobs her head in agreement and waves at me to follower her.
I take a quick look around to see that there seem to be seven vampires that I can see; there are also some humans that have been compelled.
"Well," I draw out.
"Don't get smart." One of the male vampire's hisses at me.
"We want to get the tomb removed so that we never have to face that again," Pearl says along with a sigh. "I want to get back into the council, get a say in the going-ons," she says waving her hand.
"No, we should kill them," the same male vampire that hissed at me, yells.
"Frederick."
"Why not? They trapped us with the intent to kill us, if it weren't for that witch."
Pearl gives Frederick a look and nods her head to the side; he stomps out.
"I'll give you one month to get things rolling. We will be getting our way whether the town agrees or not; we will be taking control over this town," Pearl declares.
"Can you control your baby Vamp's till then?" She raises her eyebrow at me.
"I can, just make sure the town is ready for us to take over, it is the only way they will live, understood?"
"Yep," I mock, walking back to my car. Right now I am not overly worried about Pearl, but this Frederick guy looks as if he could be a problem."
I sit in my car for a few minutes before driving to Elena's, knowing that Ric will be there, and there is a high chance that Stefan will be there too, following Elena around like a lapdog.
When I arrive at the house I just walk right in, but before I can get a word out I see that Ric looks frantic as he moves around the living room pulling it apart, as if he is searching for something.
As he passes me without even a hello, I take a hold of his shoulders, "Where's the fire?"
"Damon not now," he grits out moving away from me.
"Don't you want to hear about the tomb Vamps," I ask.
"No," Ric yells out. "Jenna, I can't find my car keys," he says. I look down, seeing that they are on the table, I pick them up.
"Your plane leaves in two hours," Jenna tells him while handing him a bag.
"Great, but I can't find my keys."
I shake them, making Ric rolls his eyes before taking them from me. "Are you going somewhere," I ask still having no idea why he is running around the house.
"Yes," is all he says before walking out.
"What have I missed," I ask Jenna, and she looks at me. I then that I see she looks upset and is holding back tears.
"What's happened?" I ask again.
"Liz was just here" she starts and I bob my head at her. "Alaric's brother-in-law, Charlie, was killed along with his ex-wife Renee in a home invasion." I gasp.
"Oh," I mutter trying to think if he ever talked about this Charlie or Renee.
"There is more," Jenna sighs. "Charlie and Renee have a teen aged daughter-Isabella. She was there too, but she is still alive. Liz said the police she talked too told her that Isabella is a mess, and doesn't have anyone else. Alaric has gone to get her."
I bob my head thinking over what she said. "Charlie was Isobel's brother?" Jenna bobs her head.
"Great, just what we need," I mutter not needing anyone of that damn family here.
That chapter one, you'll meet Bella soon. I am looking for a per-reader and beta if anyone would like to do this, then PM me please.
