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It Ends Tonight

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(NOTE: uhhmmm… how should I say this…but uhmm… you see… I actually don't know Ouran. Eep!! hides ok ok so you see, I practically know nothing about it aside from a portion of the manga –that I've seen on the net– that shows how Haruhi cuts her gorgeously long hair because of a stubborn gum clinging to it… sighs so, here comes my obstinate little friend and insists me on making this… again sigh. And she comes screeching on how she loves the Haruhi and Kaoru pairing. Weee… so she gave me some info: Haruhi- brown hair and eyes, Kaoru- golden eyes… nice. Very. Informative. So this might be tad bit AU and pretty much is just some tremendously SHORT and stupid drabble –I don't know them for God's sake!!!– so don't tell me I haven't warned you… so, uhmm… enjoy? It Ends Tonight by The All American Rejects [oneshot)

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The feminine figure snuggled on a bit to a relatively masculine body. She had fallen asleep just after a few minutes watching a late night TV show and had her petite head rest on Kaoru's broad shoulders. Kaoru had invited Haruhi to his humble abode for the snow outside was looking like it would never stop. And now she rests on him not knowing on how his golden eyes look at her with such strong, fierce emotions of what? He didn't know. Still, as intense as they may look those were outmatched by his unsubdued gentleness –as this was the nature of his real self– he stroked a bit of his side-swept bang as he contemplate on the memories of him and his host club's very own… hostess…

Your subtleties

They strangle me

I can't explain myself at all

And all the wants

And all the needs

All I don't want to need at all.

A small upward curve formed right across his angelic features. How hard was it to talk to her… it was… just… so difficult. Somehow he wanted to be more like his brother, more blunt, more straightforward, more courageous, more apt to say that… he… loved her.

The walls are breathing

My mind's unweaving

Maybe it's best to leave me alone.

He didn't know what to do. Heck, anyone on this situation might not be able to know just exactly what. HE and his own brother, his twin had developed a certain liking to the chestnut-eyed damsel. Just what is someone to do on this far-fetched conditions?… but fact is: blood… is thicker than water.

A weight is lifted

On this evening

I give the final blow.

His mind had long ago decided upon this. At these times he usually goes to his twin and had his brother tell him what in a blink of an eye. Those two seem that they never will break apart. A certain bond that seemed to have absolutely nothing to cease it. A certain passion for his kin. Brotherly love of whom nobody can compare. He loved his brother so much that he would eventually… give up.

When darkness turns to light,

It ends tonight

He damn knew well that this was their last. He mumbled words saying…

It ends tonight.

A fat, wet tear found its way out of his swollen eyes. But at least content at the pleasant sight of the girl resting by his side, he then snaked his arm and let it drape over her shoulders. He was determined. He knew he was. But still, such sacrifice… is petrifying.

A falling star

At least I fall alone.

He knows that his brother would take care of her, even give her more of love and care he can possibly give. He damn well knew that. Why else would he give up on her –an extremely rare treasure– to the hands of undeserving ones?

I can't explain what

you can't explain.

You're finding things

that you didn't know

maybe now, she might've guessed… that Hikaru was giving her what she might've well just needed… affection. Kaoru smiled.

I look at you with such distain

And yet another tear slipped from his red and puffy eyes. AS much as he was trying to avoid it, the harderit seems for it not to fall. But this was their last moments, might as well… cry.

Just a little insight

won't make this right

It's too late to fight

He thought of this already. No one can ever stop him now. His plan was long made. And he was to fulfill it.

It ends tonight.

He tilted his head upwards not wanting to soil Haruhi's clothes with his small sobs. He was then, trying to comfort himself. Trying to keep himself unto thinking that this was for her own good. Trying to mentally slap himself and tell that there is still a tomorrow awaiting him.

Now I'm on my own side

It's better than

being on your side

It's my fault when your blind

It's better that I see it

through your eyes

He suddenly remembered the very first time Haruhi's rich chocolate eyes drowned him unto sudden oblivion. How her movements have their unique kind of grace and have no flaws stain on such angelic actions. How she shines above the rest even when just a fragment of her short-cropped auburn hair flows on with the wind. How she made him feel love.

All these thoughts locked inside

Now you're the first to know

Now, uncontrolled sobbing took over.

Tonight

Insight

When darkness turns to light,

Now was the right time. He looked once more to his so-called sleeping beauty and gave one last look. He tattooed every inch of her to his memory. A part of him that would never fade. He was to remember that this was the girl whom he loved so dearly… that he would whole-heartedly give up to someone much of worth, Hikaru. An unforced, true, sincere smile was last of he can give. For he knew that…

It ends tonight.