For the first time in ages I went out, I walked into a café and sat down and ordered a coffee, and then the music started:
Closed
off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you
know it you're frozen
I was never interesting or pretty, so that day when I arrived in forks I never expected anything to happen, how wrong I was.
But
something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart
melted to the ground
Found something true
And everyone's
looking 'round
Thinking I'm going crazy
It was like love at first sight, that's what you would murmur in my ear, I crumbled beneath you, so kind, so caring so loving,
But
I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to
pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's
crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open
and I
Keep
bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep,
keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
You left me to die, you tore open my heart, I was nothing to you, that's what you told me, I was left with a ripped open heart, left to let the blood pour out. They don't understand me, they don't know the truth. You told me I would forget, I thought I would hold my self together how wrong I was
Trying
hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds
fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that their
goal
Is to keep me from falling
They try to keep me alive, but its like living of drugs, you have the moments of happiness, but I can not be happy with out you. I am not real, I am a ghost, they are holding me up so I do not fall
But
nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And
in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone
around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe
I am crazy, but all I see when I close my eyes is your face, every time I blink, no sleep with out you. You lifted me so high, just to drop me down again.
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love
with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the
truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep
bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
So here I am again a zombie, a shell, you took my soul and ran off into the night with it.
And it's draining all of me
Oh they
find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
for
everyone to see
I will never be the same again; everyone can see the scars, the emotional scars of what you have done to me. Never fading, etched forever on my heart
I don't care what they say
I'm in
love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know
the truth
My heart's crippled by the pain
That I keep all
closed in
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep,
keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep
bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep,
keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep,
keep bleeding love
That's me, forever bleeding the love, can't talk bout it, I am falling to piece, clutching the chest at the mention of your name, what have you done to me?
I stood up and walked out, how ironic that the first time I go out in months I hear a song that tells my story perfectly.
