I know that nothing is easy

I know things always get messed up

But why does everything go wrong

When you just got back from a trial

A trial of hatred and love

You stand alone in a dark room

Memories swarming over you

Everything that went wrong

When you leave the trial

The one you love is gone

Forever…

I keep myself from crying

I have to fight the pain

But Inside I'm Screaming

Why did Frank have to leave?

A single memory remains

Of his face

Smiling

At me

Now he is dead

The kind smile

The acceptance

The love that is gone

I whither inside

Broken

The outside I maintain

But Inside I'm Screaming