"I'm an adult"

"He's 16"

"It would never work"

"What about Akito"

"This is wrong"

"I need to stop this"

All these things

Run through my head

At once every time I

Hold him

Touch him

See him

Smell him

Think of him

I wish I could tell him

How I feel

But…

He'd hate me

I'm 27

He's 16

He'd call me disgusting

Perverted

Crazy

Well, I'm sorry, Kyo,

Sorry for loving you

But I can't help it

I love you

And I wouldn't stop this if I could

So now

Now you know that I love you, and that

I'm sorry.

So sorry.

Please forgive me.

Shigure Sohma

Signing off