You don't know what's more messed up. The fact that you're having sex with one of your best friends. Or the fact that the girl you love is in love with her. How could even do this to her? Why are you letting yourself get away with this? It's not right. It feels good, but you wish it was her. She's all you've ever wanted and if she finds out about this she'll never talk to you again. She'll never touch you, she'll never look at you. You'd never be able to take that. You need her. You've always needed her. When you were best friends, when you dated her, and now. Right now you need her. And why you think that having sex with the girl she loves is going to help this whole situation, is beyond everyone. You're a slut. You're disgusting. You're filth. You don't deserve her, at all.
