This is a one shot from tonight's episode it's a lot the same but, the ending is a bit different if you want this to continue let me know...

Lauren's POV

We were outside the cafe Lucy and I, I was at my last straw with the sly cow that is Lucy Beale she is beyond twisted so jealous and so hurt herself but I don't care anymore she deserved everything that was coming to her! I couldn't believe what I was hearing saying she would do whatever he asked her to do and that she was a novelty to him because she isn't his cousin she already convinced the only boy I ever loved to leave me but, rubbing it in my face when I'm broken that is a step too far! One nil to Lauren I thought as I heard the snap of her jaw I punched Lucy in the face it felt amazing and that was only the beginning for that slapper. Think before you act that's what you're supposed to do but, there was no way I'm backing out now why should I she took everything that ever made me truly happy! I stood there smirking at her holding the sugar in my hand which was raised in the air threatening to chuck it in her face I screamed at her "DO YOU WANT A PEICE OF ME, HA DO YOU WANT A PEICE OF ME LUCY!" She began to scream "No!" Joey, my only one true love who she stole came hurrying out of the cafe noticing the state I had put his bloody precious Lucy in he started yelling at me "LAUREN PUT IT DOWN, PUT IT DOWN!" I looked dead in his eyes completely outraged but, emotionless at the same time was he trying to protect Lucy I thought staring at him as his arm was raised at me trying to stop me from throwing the glass container that held the sugar. I replied finally understanding that he didn't give a toss about me anymore I lifted my free hand pointing my finger in his face and yelled back" YOU DON'T GET TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO ANYMORE, NO ONE GETS TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO!" I didn't give it a second thought I chucked the sugar full force into the cafe window smashing the glass I'm done I thought storming of if anything is going to make me happy anymore it's going to be my comfort vodka. Vodka was the only thing I have left, finally I proved that I'm a waist of space drunk and I don't even care that everyone that ever told me I had a problem was right I thought stomping back down the market away from the victorious scene I crated! I stopped dead in my track of rampage hearing a very vulnerable but, familiar voice "Lauren I love you." I turned looking back at Joey who had followed me I replied more angry than I had ever been in my whole life "YOU LOVE ME, DID I HEAR THAT RIGHT, YOU LOVED ME SO MUCH JOEY THAT YOU LEFT ME HIGH AND DRY, JOEY I LOVED YOU SO DAMN MUCH I WAS WILLING TO GIVE UP DRINKING FOR YOU, BUT NO YOU BELIEVED HER DIDN'T YOU, JUST GO BACK TO HER SHE NEEDS YOU, I'M NOT WORTH YOUR TIME, AND BY THE WAY I HATE YOU!" I strutted my way to Walford station chucking my phone into the nearing bin not turning back, I made a quick stop on the way though picking up two bottles of vodka. My life as I knew it was over everything I had is gone so I got the first train not knowing where I was going or what was going to happen all I needed was my vodka and I would be fine.