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"Ehhhhh…." Talking

´Lalalalala… Thinking

"Grrrrrr…" Kyuubi Talking

´Che…. Kyuubi Thinking

Chapter 1

Can I be loved?

Can I feel safe?

Can I live?

Do I even have the right?

After all I'm just a monster.

A demon. Yeah, that's what they call me, demon.

I wish I could be loved… I really wish someone could love me.

I wish I could be happy if only for a little while.

I wish I could live.

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It was cold, was the first thing the badly beaten boy noticed when he started to gain consciousness the second thing he noticed was the darkness and the third was the pain.

´Where am I? What happened…Oh, right I was beaten again. I hope I can get home. Itai! My ribs hurt, hmmm…must have broken at least one. I hope the damn furball takes care of it until tomorrow, we have training, not that any of them would actually notice if something is wrong. No one cares anymore, even if they didn't care so much before but since I succeeded with the mission of bringing Sasuke back when he left to join snakeface they have become more cold, more unfriendly I guess. I better get home and get some sleep before training. The bloodied and severely injured boy stood up on wobbly legs slowly taking support from the wall closest to him in the dark alley where he woke up. He slowly started to walk towards his apartment which was close by, he had almost gotten home when the drunken villagers attacked him and since he didn't want to hurt anyone and thus give them a real reason to call him a monster he didn't fight back. He stayed in the shadows trying to stay hidden so no one would see him even if the chances of someone being up at this hour some shinobi can actually be up. When he finally reached his apartment he locked up the door and stepped inside, he managed to close the door and lock it and then take a few step towards his bedroom just to collapse unconscious on the floor. His blood pooling out from various wounds. And no red chakra healed him this night…

08.56 in the morning a knock was heard on the front door belonging to a certain blonde loudmouth ninja. When said blonde didn't answer a harder knock was heard…who am I kidding it was more of an, BOOOM BOOOM BOOOOOOOMMMMMM. Thanks to a certain pink haired kunoichi. When no one even answered that the door was beaten to crumbles, literally. It was lucky Naruto managed to take a few steps last night or the door, or a large piece of it anyway, would have fallen on top of him.

"NARUTO BAKA YOU ARE LATE FOR TRAI….AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!" Sakura screamed. The missing team mate lay in a puddle of blood, unconscious.

"KAKASHI SENSEI!!!"

"Huh?" came from a lazy white haired pervert who at the time read his oh so beloved book, Icha Icha Paradise Volume 2 Special Edition with an autograph from the legendary perverted toad sannin Jiraiya.

"Naruto!" Sakura said and pointed towards his blonde student.

"Damn! We must take him to the hospital! Let's go. Sakura go to Tsunade-sama and tell her what happened and get her to the hospital as fast as possible, Sasuke you come with me. " and with that the copy-cat ninja lifted the blonde in his arms bridal style and dashed through the door and started to hop on the rooftops top speed with one of his two other students after him towards the Konoha hospital and the other heading to the Hokage Tower.

To be continued…

I hope you all enjoyed it!

Well I am going to have a little voting for the pairings. Who will Naruto be with and other pairings. Just to warn you this will be a yaoi fanfic and Naruto-chan will be uke. Now this will be the pairings you can vote for when it comes to Naruto:

Kakashi/Naruto

Itachi/Naruto

Gaara/Naruto

Neji/Naruto

Kiba/Naruto

Shikamaru/Naruto

Kabuto/Naruto

Shino/Naruto

(Sasuke/Naruto) I'm not sure if I wanna write this pairing since there are tons of them already but if you have a good reason I might consider it.

For the other pairings, well you help me come up with that. But I won't do:

Sasuke/Sakura

Neji/Hinata

Kakashi/Sasuke

Itachi/Sasuke

Or Lee with anyone but Sakura

Or Gai with anyone…Shivers…

I think there will be some mild Sakura bashing, but I'm not entirely sure yet.

R&R

Ja ne minna-san