Hello! ^_^This fic focuses on Gwen and Courtney's interactions in TDAS, with a bit of aus, headcanons and homossexuality :P This is more like an alternate timeline in wich Gwen has more than a friendcrush on Courtney ;) The story show's Gwen's POV, and her new feelings towards that hispanic sexy brat haha. Oh well, rated M because of langauge (sexual innuendos and swear words) and I intend to put smut in a near future. So, enjoy, rate and review! 3
Gwen was feeling a bit down lately, she hated to be on that stupid island and to deal with Chris. The only reason she came back for this shit was to make up with Courtney, and it wasn't working. It was a night after Courtney was put in the villians team, she was already sleeping alone in her bunk bed, while Gwen was trying to in the one she shared with Heather. No matter what, she couldn't sleep. There were so many things going trough her head, she couldn't find inner peace. All of those unnamed feelings and weird sensations, she wanted to talk to Courtney so bad. Wanted to tell her all the things she has done in the last year, her toughts, her opinions and, most of all, hug her. The goth girl was so anguished she started to cry, using her pillow to muffer her tears. Then, she felt her cellphone tremble. She checked it, and it was a text message from her boyfriend, Duncan:
"Hey pretty, watcha' doing?"
Gwen them grabbed her phone and in a kinda lazy way, replied:
"Nothing, really."
His response came afterwards:
"I am behind your cabin wanna meet and make out?"
The goth girl was refuting to meet him, but she agreed anyways to meet the punk boy. Maybe he could cheer her up a bit? Who knows. She got out of her bed, put a pair of slippers on, and, still on her pj's and greasy bed hair, went to meet Duncan. It was just a few steps from her bed 'till the back of the cabin, and there he was. Duncan had a sexy smirk in his face, and was wearing a robe. His hair was barely done, his mohawk looked more like flophawk than anything. She greteed him with a soft kiss on the cheek, and short after, he started talking:
"Are you ok, sweetie? You look a bit down."
"Uh, it's nothing..." She replied, trying to not look directly at him.
"Are you sure?" He said, with a worried look in his face.
Gwen just nodded with her eyes closed, she didn't want to talk about these strange feelings with him, because she knew he wouldn't understand.
"Good!" He told her, with a grin in his lips. He proceed to grab her waist with his both hands, pushing her onto him and putting his tougue inside her mouth, thus starting a forced kiss. Gwen was shocked, she didn't understand what he was doing. She immediately pushed his chest away from her with both hands, and shouted:
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?"
"Uh... kissing my girlfriend?" He replied, looking a bit confused of her reaction.
"Ach! You don't get it, right?"She said, angrily and annoyed of his attitude.
"Uh.. No. I sent you a message to meet up with you because I wanted to make out. And when I asked if you were ok you said you were. What the fuck am I supposed to do?" He replied in a soft tone, still confused of her reaction towards him.
"Look duncan..." She said in a slow and disappointed tone, looking town. "It's nothing wrong with you, ok? It's me. It's only me. I'm sorry. Go back to your five stars hotel, ok?"
"Sure, fine, whatever." He told her in annoyed tone, leaving her all alone in the back of her cabin.
Gwen sat on the floor for a moment, and started to think what had just happened. Why she felt so disgusted when Duncan kissed her? Why his touch creeped her out? It used to turn her on. Lately spending some time with him was only done by obligation, she didn't feel like to talk to him. Sure, he was a good friend but she didn't like when he touched her. Why she was feeling like that? He is her boyfriend, she should like when he kisses or touch her. She used to. She then knew that it would be better to break up with him, since she was not being the girlfriend he expected. Her mind was to messy to deal with relationships. Not just these new feelings towards Duncan, but the new ones towards Courtney. She couldn't understand why she wanted to hug her so bad. To talk to her. She just wanted to be with her. Gwen just wanted Courtney to like her again.
She sat on the floor for hours, thinking about her feelings and her life and what she wants to do and what she will do next. She decided to break up with Duncan. Gwen decided that getting rid of the reason that made her and Courtney apart would be the first step to make up with the CIT. She really liked Duncan, heck, she could even say she loved him. But, once she started to feel disgsuted by his touch and annoyed to meet him, she knew it was over. And you cannot date someone while having another one in your mind, right?
After all that thinking, it was almost morning. She rushed back to her cabin, to at least pretend she slept there all night. Once she stepped in, she saw Courtney sleeping without her blanket. Apparently, it fell of her bed during the night. Gwen grabbed the piece of cloth that was lying on the floor and put it over her. She stared at her with a happy look in her face. She tought of all the things she liked about her. Her beautiful shiny brown hair, her cute round face, her delicate freckles. She couldn't stop staring at her. Gwen, in a toughtless action, gave her a quick "goodnight kiss" on her cheek, and went to her bed. She didn't know why she did that, but she's happy she did. Now she waits for the morning, wondering if it will be the day she makes up with Courtney.
