Hey, guys! I'm back whit my first one-shot!
Hope you enjoy it, thought it's sad.
Please...
You can't stop me, now.
Please...
You won't say the words.
Please…
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
Isn't something missing?
I had to end this, I couldn't take it anymore. He didn't love me anymore, I knew it. He didn't even seem to notice me anymore. And when I sat there crying, I had only one wish: I wanted him to save me, to run to me and say the words, I knew he won't say…
You won't cry for my absence I know,
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
I knew he will feel guilty and maybe even a bit sad, it would just make sense, we were married for 15 years, for God's sake, but I knew, he wouldn't be sad, because he loved me. No, the simple truth was, He didn't love me. He loved Her. Every single time they were together I saw how they looked at each other, I saw how He looked at her, the same way he had looked at me a long time a go.
Even thought I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.
Thought I die to know you loved me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?
I couldn't take it anymore, the way he looked at her, the way she smiled at him, the simple gestures, which shoved how they felt for each other. I couldn't take her scent in his shirt, when he had come home really late, and excused himself whit a lot of work. I couldn't take how he simply just didn't saw me anymore. And the most I couldn't bare to find her panties, in his jacket, It sent me off the edge. I had to end it!
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know, what you did to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out:
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
I couldn't stay in way of his happiness, even if that wasn't with me. I realized, how hard for him it has been to be with me when he wanted someone else. When he wanted Alice.
Even thought I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.
Thought I die to know you loved me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't somone missing me?
I couldn't live with out him, so there was just one possibility. So I cut my veins, deep and let out tears of pain, but not just because of bodily suffering but because of my lost love. Still there was a small piece of hope that he would save me.
Even thought I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.
Thought I die to know you loved me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?
'I did this for you, Edward' I thought ' I did this for your happiness. I can't live with out you, but I can't let you suffer, no longer because of me.'
And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep, just to dream of you,
I'll wake whit out you there.
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something…
The last thing I knew, before slipping into darkness, was that he wasn't there, he didn't save me. He didn't say the 3 most important words to me…
Even thought I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.
Thought I die to know you loved me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me
3 simple words… " I Love You"
Please…
You can't stop me, now.
Please…
You won't say the words…
Please…
So what do you think guys? I really hope you liked.
Review!! Please!
