Married to an abusive Hardy

"You stupid bitch you just don't learn do you"

He told me as I lie on the floor holding my ribs from getting hit every time he kick or punch me. My face was a mess I had a busted lip a black eye that I now that would have shown by now and a big brose on my left cheek where he had hit me the first time.

"I, I, I'm sorry" I cried out as I sobbed into my hands

"That's not good enough for me you peace of shit"

The next thing I knew was I was getting another kick to the ribs, as I coughed trying to catch my breath the door bell ranged throw out our house that's right OUR house even though It was mine.

"You better stay in this room or else"

I always hated when he sad "or else" let me take you back to the begging and take a look at how all of this started. Well my name is Larisa Johnson and I stand at about 5'7 with brown wave hair and I have light brown eyes I have a little tan so I'm not pale like some other chicks. I come from a normal size family you have my mom who is a doctor and there's my dad whose a business man and my lovely but annoying little sister and brother their names are Ashley and Michael. Me and my family live in a town called Durham it's on the outside of Raleigh I just had graduated from high school and now I'm a junior at the University of North Carolina i'm studying to become a psychologist. While attending UNC I meet my wonderful loving boyfriend name Chris Anderson we have been dating for about 3 years now. When I first met him he was someone I could go and talk to about anything and we just hit it off from there. But it didn't work out for us so we desisted that we was going to be friends and then that's when I meet him Matt Hardy we meet in class as friends then we started dating then we got serious with our relationship so we have been together longer then me and Chris had we been together for about 6 years now and then he asked me to married him so I said yes. Now enough about me let's get back to the story any ways now I'm trying to crawl to the bathroom and lock myself in it preventing him from attacking me anymore once in there I look in the mirror and I look a mess I can't believe he hit me again that's right I said it again this is not the first time he has hit me.

Matt walked down the stairs to answer the door to find none other Larisa's friend Kristin of about 13 years. Matt gives her a dirty look as if to say "why the fuck are you here" as he does he steps aside and let her in.

"So what brings you here" he said trying to play nice

"I was wondering is Larisa home"

"Umm...she's not here right now"

"Well do you know where she went?"

"No I haven't she left before I got home so I don't know where she had went to"

Then all of a sudden they heard a loud thumping noise coming from up stairs she looked at Matt like "what the fuck is going on"

"What the hell was that" she said looking at Matt

"I don't know, well any way I got to get going I have a lot to do before tomorrow so I have her call you when she gets in"

"Ok, thanks any way Matt"

"No problem"

As Matt closed the door he ran up the stairs to the room where he left her at as he looked around he couldn't find her so he knew where she had went to the bathroom. He walked over to the door and he put his hand on the door knob as he tried turning it to open he noticed that the door was locked so he knock low on the door.

"Hey baby are you in there" he didn't get a response back so he figures to give it another try

"Honey are you in there if so open the door"

"No" she said in a low moan

"Why not"

"Because you are not hitting me again"

"Oh no I'm not going to hit you" he said with a smirk on his face

That is what he does all the time after he beats me he tried to play the nice loving man I fell in love with. I have made that mistake already and I'm not doing that again I had learn from the first time not to open the door when he use that honey card on me. As I sit on the bathroom floor I wonder when Is he going to leave if he don't then I would stay in here until tomarrow if I have to. The next morning had came up and I was to meet up with Jeff and Kristin at a local café to talk about wedding plans that's right that son of a bitch is my fiancé. He probose to me about 7 months back that's when he was the fun and caring matt but now I don't know what the fuck to think now so I crawl up onto the counder but as I try pulling myself up my ribs are hurting like hell so I pulled up my shirt that I had on the previous day and I find I have a huge broose on my ribs on the right side and my face looks like hell. I walk to the door and I slowly unlocked it making sure he could hear it so I peeked out from beind the door to find the room empty I was releved to find it that way so I left the bathroom looking into the dresser to find some clothes to wear for the day. I looked at my side of the bed at the night stand to find my phone as I walked to it I had about 7 missed calls and 5 voice mails I figure they where from Jeff and Kristin but the other one was from Gil there father we got along pretty well when I first meet him. I didn't want to call them back until I was ready so I ran back to the bathroom with the clothes and everything that I need I turned the water on and I stepped in letting the warm water hit my sour body it felt good but then again it hurt like hell, as I finish with my shower I got dressed and I left my hair to air dry I had to but a lot of make-up on my face just to cover the broseing and the black eye the swelling had went down but you couldn't tell. I grabbed my phone and went down stairs to find matt in the kitchen eating. He looked up from where he was at to see me getting ready to leave he gives me a small smile before I turned around getting ready to get my purse he walks up behind me and turns me around. As I looked into his eyes I seen that he was sad and he was feeling sorry for what he did.

"Hun, you know I'm sorry what happened last night"

"Yea I know" what the fuck am I doing apologizing to the son of a bitch for I said to my self

"I wanted to let you know how I felt…where are you going any way"

"im sapose to meet up with Jeff and Kristin today"

"oh yea that's right I almost for got well have a nice day" he said giving me a kiss on my cheek which hurt still

"alright" I said as I open up the door

I couldn't wait until I was out of that house I got into my car and I headed for town where I was going to meet up with them. I backed out of the drive way and was on my way, it felt so good to get away from him and that house I could all most cry…yea right. I arrived at the café in about 20 minutes as I got out of my car and headed inside I looked around for them until I herd my name being called I looked to my left and I seen Jeff calling me and waving his hand so I headed that way. As I made it to the table I gave Kristin a hug and when Jeff gave me a huge I flinched in pain I didn't want to tell him that his brother had beat the living hell out of me.

"are you ok" he ask with a concern look on his face

"yea im fine just a stiff back that's all"

" man I know how that feels in the morning." He said with a little laugh

"So how's every one"

"I'm doing good...i came to your house last night and matt told me you wasn't there I also told him for you to call me when you get in"

I looked at her in shock he didn't tell me that she came over and that I was suppose to call her, that bitch

"Oh well he didn't tell me that"

"Well maybe he forgot to tell you, you know how matt get sometimes" Jeff said

"Yea, so what are we going to talk about today?"

"Well we was deciding on what types of flowers and the color of the wedding" Kristin said

"We was thinking maybe me and matt could get together and decide on the colors…I want it to be blue and white but I don't know what matt might want so that's where I'm at in my head" I said

"Yea that would be great but I know where a grate place to have the reception at" Jeff said

"Oh yea where at and It better not be a crazy ass place I now you to well for that" I said with a smile

"Not this time I promise" he said with his hand over his heart

"Alright where is it"

"I can't tell you it's a surprise" Jeff said

He knows I like a surprise that's what I always liked about him unlike matt who never surprises me with anything that asshole.

"So how many people is coming and how many people is attending" Kristin said with a pen and paper in hand

"Well half of my family's going to be there" Jeff said

"And half of mine as well so I think what that's about 200 people that's coming" I said looking at Jeff

"Yea and about 20 of them are in it" Jeff said

"So we have to get the invitations out right away" Kristin said in her serious voice

Me and Jeff started laughing at her...we always laughed at her when she does that it's so funny.

"What is so funny?"

"You are doing that voice again" I said trying not to laugh hard but failed

"Oh whatever" she said whit a smile

After about an hour and a half trying to figure out some of the things we desisted that we all were going back to my house and call some of the guys over so we all can party. I don't know about what matt might think but right now I don't give a fuck I just want to party. It was getting late so we stopped at the liquor store to pick up to liquor been for we went to my house. We pulled up to the drive way and headed in side.

"Hey baby we are home" I shouted throw out the house but got no response

"Yo bro where are you at" Jeff said as he walked into the kitchen.

Jeff walked out and shrugged his sholder's I looked at every one before I walked up stairs to our room the door was shut so I turned the knob I slowly open the door to find him in the bed sleep so I walked over to him and I stared to place soft kisses along his cheek and down his neck he started to move a little but that was not working so I started to move done his neck to his collar bone and by then he opened up one eye and looked at me.

"Hey honey" he said in a sleepy tone of voice

"Hey" I said with a small smile

"Back so soon"

"Babe its 9 o'clock"

"Oh damn"

"Yea now get out of bed and come down stairs we got company"

"Like who?"

"Like your brother and some of your friends and mine"

Matt takes and rolls his eyes as he slowly got out of the bed and headed to the bathroom, I turned around and went back down stairs to the rest of the people.

"He was up stairs asleep" I told everyone

"Is he coming" Shannon said

"Yea he will be done in a minute…..NOW LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED" I shouted

Our entire guest started opening up all the beer and liquor we had music blasting throw the speakers. Then matt joined the party he looked happy and enjoying himself I was happy as long as he was happy. My thoughts were interrupted by my other best friend and bridesmaid Jaleesa.

"How are you doing?"

"Oh, I'm good you enjoying the party so far" she said, she had came in with her long time boyfriend Randy they were expecting there second child.

"Yea I am so far yea"

"So what did you guys choose the color would be?"

"Oh me and matt didn't get to that yet I was going to talk to him tomorrow about that and see what he things and we will go from there."

"Ok, do you have a place for the resection yet?"

"Well you have to go and ask Jeff that because he said it's a surprise and he won't tell me but he just might tell you" I said with a smile on my face

"I just might, hey let me go and find randy"

"Alright you do that make sure him and the guys are not doing anything stupid like brake something"

"Alright see you later girl" and with that she left

I didn't feel all that great standing due to the fact that my side and back is hurting like hell so I went and take a seat down on the cough next to one of Matt's friend from the WWE Shane, he looked at me and he offered me a smile and I returned it with one of my own. I wasn't in the mood of talking to any one right now all I want to do I go upstairs and take a long and hot bath and get into the bed but I couldn't have done that to all of the people that showed up here. I got up and went up stairs to the bathroom but I didn't shut the door because I was the only one up there but I guess I was wrong I heard a knock on the door I jumped and when I seen it was Jeff he started laughing.

"That was not funny" I said with laughter in my voice

"I couldn't resist"

"Oh really"

"Yea, so what are you doing up here"

I didn't look him in the eyes I wanted to tell Jeff so bad but I couldn't but I don't know how he would react to it. He walked into the bathroom over to me and he gave me a hug I flinch again so he back up and looked at me with a sad look in his eyes.

"Did I hurt you again?"

I shook my head before I gave him an answer. I cleared my throat before I started talking

"Remember today at the café I told you that my back was hurting"

"Yea"

"And when I said I had a stiff back"

"Yea, Larisa what's going on?"

All I did was raised up my shirt that I was warring that day to show him just how big the brose that was on my side was. It hurted like hell just trying to show him. And the look on his face tells all he was so shocked he didn't even know what to do. He slowly reached his hand out and toughed it and I jumped and I seen the hurt look on his face.

"How did you do this?"

"I didn't" I said in a low voice

"Then who, come on you can tell me anything"

"I don't want to tell you then things would get worse"

"Come on tell me please"

I took a deep breath be for I told him

"It was, was matt" I started to cry but the more I cried the pain would get worse

I had manage to slump to the floor and I just cried into his chest I couldn't believe that I just told him that I just hope he don't go back and tell him that I told him and oh hell will break loose. I'm so damn scared right know I don't know what to do next.

"I can't believe that my own brother would do something so fucking stupid" he said under his breath

I looked up at him and he wiped my tears away

"How come you didn't tell me about this?"

"I don't know I didn't want any one finding out"

"How long have he been hitting you like this"

"About 6 months now"

"Do you think you need to go to the hospital?"

"I guess so but I don't want anyone know in"

"Ok, I'll take you when everyone leaves ok"

"Ok" I said with a little smile

Me and Jeff both come back down to the party and found some of our guessed pass out every where so I walked into the kitchen to find matt just sitting there so I walked over to him. He looks to have something on his mind so sat down next to him and I put my hand on his and he looked at me and gave me a small smile.

"hey look i'm about to go and leave with jeff we got some things we need to pick up"

"at this hour"

"yea"

"well ok be back soon ok honey"

"alright" and with that I gave him a sweet kiss on the lips before me and jeff left.