*A/N This is a BL story between Chris Griffin x Kent Lastname, I own this story but I do not own Family Guy or its' characters

Also if you are not comfortable with BL, you are free to leave now I am not forcing you to read the story*

"Chris, I said I was sorry. What more do you want from me?"

"Shut up Meg and leave me alone" I shouted at her. My big sister, the one that was 'suppose' to love and protect me. Not try and drug me to test if Kent lastname was truly gay or not .

I mean, so what is he's gay, that is his choice and his right. Who is she or anybody else to say that he's confused about his sexuality.

'Chris, I'm sorry...I just really liked him and that decision alone guided my judgement and made me want to believe that he wasn't gay'

Deep breaths Chris, deep breaths...counted down from ten

Ten

"Chris"

Nine

"Chris, did you hear me?"

...eight

"Chris Griffin are you seriously ignoring me right now?!"

Deep breath, seven

"Unbelievable, we're gonna play that game? Really?! What are you, Stewie's age?!"

I swear if she does not shut up I'm gonna- NO, calm down, don't explode

I squeezed my eyes shut, feeling my fists ball up

...six

"Gawd Chris, if anything you should be thanking me.."

Is this bitch for real?!

"... I mean think about it, what girl would ever in their right mind, want to get together with you fat ass huh?!"

F-five

"If anything I did you a favor with all this, this was going to be your ONLY opportunity to lose your virginity and guess what? You blew it! Almost like you do everything else in your sad, miserable life."

Four

"Ha, who are we kidding?, it's only a matter of time before Mr. Herbert finally has his old way with you. I was just trying to help you lose it semi-willingly to someone in OUR age group."

Three

"But now I bet, -

"FUCK YOU MEG! you think I don't know about Mr. Herbert, why do you think I don't like to be touched?! You think I don't know about the way he looks at me with his sunken eyes or the words he says to me when I'm around him?! Gawd, I'm not that stupid, unlike you who can't seem to get it through your skull. Heck I get it the guy is handsome, sweet, funny, kind, and has a great smile. he can basically anyone he wants and for some reason he liked me, how was I supposed to know that the feelings were mutual ?! But then I saw how much you liked him so I put my feelings aside for YOU, SO YOU COULD BE HAPPY but he doesn't like you or any other girl and you can't seem to get that it always going to be a guy for him, not you and it NEVER will be you!"

I screamed out

"..C-Chris"

"No, I'm done, you're suppose to be my big sister. You're suppose to be there for me, to love me and support me and protect me. But all you've done since the day I was born was humiliated me and criticize me. Now you try to drug me just to prove to someone who already knows about their sexuality that they're wrong?! I am not guinea pig for you to do your lab test on, Meg.

...I- I'm your brother"

"..."

After that Meg was silent, my vision blurred for a second so I blinked

Am...am I crying?

I wiped my face on my arm but the tears continued to fall. Though blurry eyes, I looked at my shocked sister one more time before running out of the house

Where to... I don't know