I didn't think it was possible, I didn't want it to be true, Didn't want to believe.
''That's why feifer said you weren't safe.'' I realized, I didn't look at him, Not even through the bit of fringe that had fallen in my face. I had dropped my head and cleared my mind. ''I didn't want you to find out t-that way.'' Came his quiet reply. His soft voice touched me in a way that almost felt like an inaudible, 'I'm sorry, Don't leave' ''Bertolt.'' I muttered. I heard the shuffling of hesitant feet, then two hands placed themselves on each of my shoulders. Not just a Titan, A colossal Titan, The Colossal Titan. I'd seen it with my own eyes! It was him, emerging from the Titan's neck. I was hesitant, afraid, I knew what would happen the minute I looked up; I would start yelling, Then crying, Then hugging him.
''Does this mean, It's- I mean, Whatever we had, Is over?'' I inhaled sharply, like I'd just had my foot stepped on. ''You...'' I bit my lip and looked back Up at him, trying to seem composed. ''Does this mean, That the next time I fly into a rage, You'd try to kill me?'' I furrowed my brows, Feeling angry at myself for earlier, Feeling angry at him. Angry that'd he'd even dare to ask me that. But you're too young for love. The words of my mother echoed through my head. She was wrong. I felt the familiar stinging sensation in my eyes and I fought, blinking rapidly. Crying now would make me appear weak. I waited, Retraced my thoughts again and before I held my breath for about two minutes and then Exhaled.
''No.''
