It is too late
To be sorry
For the comments I made in the past.
Back then,
We both wanted
To help humanity live.
But you
Kept on taking
More than you could handle.
The people obeyed
When you told them
To relinquish their pain,
But they all forgot:
Who would
Take your tears,
Fears,
Pains,
And despair away?
They forgot to,
And you, wanting to be strong for all
Even pushed me,
Your other half,
Away.
I was born to destroy,
Though I had no say.
I would have much preferred
To be made to hug your wounds away.
But, in my anger and sorrow,
I only hurt you
With cruel, now-forgotten words.
I wanted to apologize,
To ask forgiveness
From you, whom I love.
But things
Got out of control,
And before I could,
You took on another weight
That finally left you crushed.
I alone was left
With less power to fight
And with dead words
That burnt a hole in my tongue.
I can't apologize now.
All I can do
Is sit here
And keep him from you.
The days were shared
Are long gone,
But I still cannot
Allow myself to run
From the loved one I harmed.
There is no way that I can
Move on.
