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uhmm... this story is about kikumaru Eiji and 2 OC's
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Shiratori Ayame : POV
Ayame's Journal - August 2, 20XX
The dawn of spring, for this day is a special day; he is graduating at this very day. Thoughts rush through my mind of what should I do. Should I go? Maybe no.
My heart is leaping as fear crawling down my legs as I resist gravity for pulling me down.
I cannot concentrate, though I am miles from his location. As I look to my futuristic dreams for him, what I am wanted him to be is really far from what may happen. I cannot bear; I cannot presume that positivity would side with me. Even if I wish for it, my helplessness won't come to an end.
Tennis has been the core of his personality, the center of his time and effort, the only one that made his life much more meaningful.
Tennis, a great competition. A wall to destruct for me to build a bridge' or so to say, the one who ruin the bridge. The only thing that shatter my expectations. A silly athletic game to ruin what I may have started. But I don't blame it all for tennis, its because, I didn't do anything. I didn't protect the bridge from falling, that's because I am hopeless. I do. Well, I don't admit that I do.
Ru-uri University has been my target for years, Studying like crazy to get a scholarship. Hoping for something absurd that he would be there. Tennis has been his life. Would he continue it? Of course he would. He is talented and very bright. Nothing would come his way. Whatever that maybe. I should forget, be bitter, for I have found happiness already. I'm no hopeless girl. I have a dream that has nothing to do with him.
But then, there he was, waving enthusiastically in a pool of university students. Like a child jumping for joy in a crowded place looking for his parents. I don't know why, why has it come to this, I did wish for it, but—
"ki-kikumaru!" cajoled of my mouth as I speed up to get to him. I am in tears but I have the perfect alibi for this sudden show of emotion.
"aya-chii! I missed you so much" he greeted me with a warm hug that I almost lost my rationality.
"Hey, why are you crying? Did I hurt you? Did something happen?" only those words were enough for me to breakdown. I thought the bridge was broken. I guess, it wasn't.
"I am just so happy I get to bully you once and for all. Hey, tell me. Why didn't you continue to be a tennis pro? " though it's a good bluff for a middle school friend, iam so happy I just cant get over it.
"nah, I don't think tennis is my future, you know already that I want to be a doctor." He pouted cutely as I study his face. He's been grown a fine man, beaming with personality, an easy-happy going. Nothing in the world could match.
"well then, ill treat you for lunch. What do want? Tell me. I wont charge on you, promise."
"no! your tricking me again! I wont fall for that." A 'hmp' façade he gave is totally childish. That's what I like about him.
"you know I've been wanting to enter this university ever since middle school, you remember?" his attitude and eyes of a cat. Enthusiasm on his face for to see again a long time friend. As I smile and smiled throughout the whole chit-chat, He asked me a thing almost made my heart drop.
"I heard… you have a boyfriend. Is that true?" Though I am in the moment of looking for a glimpse of light, I have to be skeptic of my conclusion.
"yes. We've been going out for 6 months, you see. Haven't I told you?" He looked lost. For a moment he looked somewhere too far.
His eyes gave away the hit of 'I want to be alone' I despise myself being his friend and not telling him what had happen to me all these years when I was away.
I do love my boyfriend. But I cant help to feel guilty that I am still having my hopes up for someone that is impossible to reach.
He walked me home after we had some fun singing at the karaoke. On our way to my house, he talked nothing but hilarious nonsense. Some are from his tennis training and about seigaku members. He told nothing but humor.
I hope he stays like that for a while. Or should I say, I hope I would not loose my grip of what I think I was to him.
After taking a bath, I decided to sleep with my hair wet. His presence is like a big bulge to a smooth surface rock. I never thought he is serious way back middle school. His goal was nothing to be a studious person. None of my wish ever came true, Up until now.
As I burry my thoughts of middle school that keeps coming back, everything was wrong ever since I fell for someone not worth it.
I could not sleep that for now, reality is better than my dreams.
Kikumaru Eiji POV
Her in the crowded place of university freshmen. Her eyes flew to my direction as I wave idiotically off the bunch. Her eyes and feet leap as she saw an old friend.
She never changed. Calm, composed, proper, and very corporate. She that never fails to amuse me at this kind of moment. For then I knew she is still the person I knew she was.
This university I am aiming for is quite hard to get through. I would never like to break a promise I made with her. Even if tennis promised fame, none could match my feelings.
She promised me lunch as she used to before. The normal things she would like to know about me, and she always listen to my stories. And a question broke out a sudden she talked about her friends an buddies. Something in me wanting to know if my guess is right. Yes, it was. I went gloomy and sad yet I made a bluff for her not to notice. I could match the position of that guy, because I am just a mere friend.
As I walk her home, I talk nothing but nonsense. Nothing special as I laugh through every re-enactment I did just for her not to hear my heart pounding. As she got to the door a waved and promised to pick her up tomorrow morning.
I do not know what should I do next, for the girl that I love has been stolen away.
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