Helloooo :3 This is just a short one shot I thought of. I hope you like it! I'm obsessed with both Sparia and Spanna... Is that weird? ._. Anyways, i hope you enjoy! :D -Blondie
Disclaimer: If I owned PLL, Caleb would stay in Rosewood and Alex Santiago would be back in town. But we can't always get what we want, sadly.
I never saw the day when I would fall completely in love with Spencer Hastings.
Everything about her was absolutely beautiful. Her long brown hair, her mesmerizing eyes, her contagious laugh, everything about her is perfect, too perfect.
I fell in love with her when she helped me study for an English test. I couldn't help but notice the way she bit her lip while reading "To Kill A Mockingbird" out loud, or the way she put her hair behind her ear while she explained the book to me. It's too bad I was too busy staring at her to actually hear anything that she said; maybe I could've passed the test.
"Hanna?" Spencer said, pulling me out of my daydream.
"What?" My head snapped up, my cheeks burning a crimson red.
"Tell me everything I just said about To Kill A Mockingbird."
"Uh, It's about a bird who... mocks people?" Just then, Spencer's phone beeped.
"It's Aria, she wants to meet up for dinner. Can we do this another time?"
"Sure, no problem. I think my brain needs a break anyways." I laughed slightly, looking down. Why can't I be the one taking her out to dinner?
"Thanks Han, you're the best," she gave me a quick hug, and headed for the door.
"Spence?"
"Yeah?" She looked at me with those mesmerizing eyes.
"Thanks for helping me, I really appreciate it." Spencer gave me a sincere smile before walking out the door.
Was it noticeable? Did I stare at her too often during class? Did I start blushing like crazy when she said my name? What made Spencer avoid me? I keep asking all of these questions that have haunted me forever. Why wouldn't Spencer Hastings love me back? Deep down, I knew exactly why.
No, it can't be. We are meant for each other. We are complete opposites, and I love it. God, she's so smart. Am I that hard to love? Is it my weight? My Hair? My annoying comments that she corrects every 5 seconds? No.
The answer to all of these questions crush me every time I think of them. It's not because of my appearance, my blonde comments; it's not even the constant stares.
Spencer Hastings didn't love me because she is in love with someone else. And god, I was jealous.
I can't stand the way they hold hands together in the hallway, the way they stare at each other like they're on another universe, the way they love each other.
Who am I kidding? I can't compete with her. She's funny, tiny, and gorgeous. She is the luckiest girl in the world. She gets to kiss Spencer every day, lie in her lap while watching old movies, and tell her how they're going to get married one day. I wish that it could be me, but it isn't.
Spencer Hastings is in love with somebody else.
She's in love with Aria Montgomery, and she always will be.
