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Behind These Topaz Eyes

Seems like just yesterday.

I was a human.

I now stand so tall.

And I am so strong.

My arms around you tight.

Trying not to break you like; a breakable, tiny human.

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Now I don't have to breathe.

No I don't have to sleep.

But I'm barely hanging on.

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Here I am for eternity.

All alone.

Because I left you for your own good.

I am so lonely.

Just a vampire deep inside.

So you wont get to see the tears I can't cry.

Behind these topaz eyes.

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I never told you anything.

You figured it out yourself.

You made me stiffen from your sweet sent.

Now all that's left of me.

Is a soulless monster, you see.

So together, and nothing on the inside.

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Now I don't have to breathe.

No I don't have to sleep.

But I'm barely hanging on.

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Here I am once again.

Thinking I should leave you.

But I love you and you love me.

Can't believe you haven't ran.

Still someone deep inside.

But you still wont get to see the tears I cant cry.

Behind these topaz eyes.

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I'll suck your blood, won't spit you out.

But got self control, there is no doubt.

Smelling you, it kills me now.

No I don't cry anymore now, ANYMORE!

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Here I am once again.

Thinking I should leave you.

But I love you and you love me.

Can't believe you haven't ran.

Still someone deep inside.

But you still wont get to see the tears I cant cry.

Behind these topaz eyes.