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Behind These Topaz Eyes
Seems like just yesterday.
I was a human.
I now stand so tall.
And I am so strong.
My arms around you tight.
Trying not to break you like; a breakable, tiny human.
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Now I don't have to breathe.
No I don't have to sleep.
But I'm barely hanging on.
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Here I am for eternity.
All alone.
Because I left you for your own good.
I am so lonely.
Just a vampire deep inside.
So you wont get to see the tears I can't cry.
Behind these topaz eyes.
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I never told you anything.
You figured it out yourself.
You made me stiffen from your sweet sent.
Now all that's left of me.
Is a soulless monster, you see.
So together, and nothing on the inside.
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Now I don't have to breathe.
No I don't have to sleep.
But I'm barely hanging on.
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Here I am once again.
Thinking I should leave you.
But I love you and you love me.
Can't believe you haven't ran.
Still someone deep inside.
But you still wont get to see the tears I cant cry.
Behind these topaz eyes.
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I'll suck your blood, won't spit you out.
But got self control, there is no doubt.
Smelling you, it kills me now.
No I don't cry anymore now, ANYMORE!
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Here I am once again.
Thinking I should leave you.
But I love you and you love me.
Can't believe you haven't ran.
Still someone deep inside.
But you still wont get to see the tears I cant cry.
Behind these topaz eyes.
