Title: Wilsons return book one

Rating: T (mainly for language)

Description: After fifteen years Wilson decides to return to Princeton-Plainsboro teaching hospital, taking back his old job and hoping to find forgiveness. But what will he do when he finds things more different than he would like? Eventual Hilson. Don't like don't read!

Disclamer: Seriously, I'm depressed enough that I don't own them, why do I have to keep reminding people? Ok, I do not own any of the characters, places or songs that you recognise here. Talli, Talli's motorbike, Talli's helmet and Talli's guitar are mine!!!!

Please read and review!!!!


AN: Woop, my first proper Hilson fic!! Yayyay! Oh and my other fics are hiatus as my muse is being a bloody pain in the ass!! Hopefully I'll get more than 2 chapters of this posted!


I sat in my car outside Princeton-Plainsboro Teaching Hospital, breathing deeply. The last time I had been here was what? 15 years ago? What on earth was Cuddy thinking re-employing me as head oncologist? What if House couldn't forgive me for leaving? Wait scrap that, House wouldn't forgive me, after all I did leave for 15 years. If only he'd accepted that I just couldn't be who he wanted me to be?

I climbed out the car and started walking towards the hospital, when I got to House's motorbike I stopped to look at it for a moment, 15 years and it hadn't changed, I made to move but suddenly a second motorbike next to House's caught my eye.

It was orange with a green cross on either side, the helmet almost identical accept for the fact that the cross was on the top not the side. I vagually wondered who's bike it was before making my journey to the hospital doors.

Of course I wasn't starting work on a normal day, oh no. For one, no one apart from Cuddy knew I was the new head oncologist. The other thing was that I was going to watch a concert before beginning work.

Cuddy had explained to me how she had set House a challenge saying that he had to put the diagnostics team into a band, then organise 4 songs for them to sing in 2 weeks, she had walked away from him saying, good luck you'll need it! So, as normal, House had done the near impossible and actually completed the challenge. Cuddy said I should watch the concert, then mingle with the crowd after, so that I was gently re-introduced to the hospital. I agreed and, well, here I was!

As I entered the lobby I only managed a brief glance around before I was enveloped in a hug from Cuddy.

"James" She said warmly, pulling out of the hug to smile at me

"Lisa" I replied, returning the smile "It's been too long"

"That it has James that it has, come on, the concert is about to start" She started walking towards the events hall and I followed suit.

"So, any news?" I asked casually making it sound for all the world like I was talking about the hospital, but really hoping for news about House

"Two and a half additions to his team, but other than that no" Cuddy informed me, easily reading my hidden question

"Two and a half?"

"Well, Doctor Holmes from A&E occasionally helps them, mainly in confusing me long enough for House to perform whatever thing I wouldn't approve of. And Talli and thirteen are officially members of the team."

"Oh so thirteen made it then?" I queried, When I'd left thirteen, as she'd been nick named, was about 9 or 10. but when she was 7 a case had led to House meeting her and she'd been so incredibly smart that when House was unable to save her parents he told the team they were to take turns in looking after and private tutoring her to be a part of the team when she was older. That decision had baffled everyone, but no one questioned it. No one dared after House punched Forman for refusing to take his turn in looking after her.

"Yes, she's twenty-five now"

"Wow, sometimes it escapes me just how long I've been gone. So who's Talli?"

"That's for House to tell you when he feels comfortable" Cuddy replied mysteriously, but before I could press her further, the lights dimmed and House limped onto the stage.

Suddenly nothing else mattered other than drinking in the man before me. With his rolling stones T-shirt and black jeans, designer trainers and the cane with he flames on the bottom. The clapping around me fell on deaf ears as I marvelled at those bright inquisitive blue eyes. Except something was off I realised as I continued to watch him, his limp was more pronounced, his walk less confident, and the eyes weren't bright and inquisitive, they were dull and haunted. Oh gods, have I done this?

"Jerks and Jerkets welcome to a concert that the diagnostic department was shamelessly bullied into by Dr Cuddy" His voice was bitter and held none of the teasing tone I was used to.

"Now, for your complete entertainment, and because Cuddy thought it was fun, Our concert begins, with none other than our own Thirteen and Talli!" And he made a point of limping off the stage quickly.

Once he'd gone the stage lights went out and the curtains opened, suddenly a spotlight came on, illuminating Dr. Holmes as he began to play his violin, this lasted about 15 seconds before 3 more spotlights came on illuminating, Forman, Taub and Kutner, and A young woman whom I recognised to be thirteen as they all began to play their instruments too, Forman the drums, Taub and Kutner clapping into a microphone and Thirteen on a shockingly pink keyboard at the front of the stage. The crowd had began clapping along and suddenly another Young woman was illuminated playing the guitar.

And what a strange guitar she had it was bright orange with a luminus green cross on the body.

"That's Talli" Cuddy whispered and I nodded in understanding before Talli and Thirteen began to sing

I go ooh ooh, you go ah ah
lalalalalalalala

I can't lie lie lie lie lie lie
I wanna wanna wanna get get get what I want
Don't stop
Give me give me give me what you got got
Cause I can't wait wait wait any more more more more
Don't even talk about the consequence
Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me
And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think think
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye (bye bye bye)

Next to me I could hear cuddy laughing slightly

"Typical" She muttered before joining the crowd in singing along to the chorus

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched
And I need you so much

See you, breathe you, I want to be you
Alalalala alalalala
You can take take take take take time time
To live live the way you gotta gotta live your life
Give me give me give me all of you you
Don't be scared
I'll see you through the loneliness of one more more more
Don't even think about what's right or wrong, wrong or right
'Cause in the end it's only you and me and no one else is gonna be around
To answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today
You've still got me to hold you up up
And I will never let you down (down)

Remebering the song from a disco not long ago, I decided it might be fun to join in the chorus to this time.

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

The light show the guys in tec where putting on was amazing, House had really only had two weeks for this?!

Untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched
Alalalala alalalala
Untouched
Alalalala alalalala

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, untouched, untouched

This time once the curtains were closed Taub walked onto the stage, next to me Cuddy sighed in relief.

"After Houses… uh… speech earlier, I guess nothing much could top it, sooo, performing for us next is, the wonderfull, beautiful, Talli!!!!" The crowd of Doctors, nurses and patients roared as Taub jogged off and the curtains opened.

In the middle of the stage there was a grand piano, with House seated in front of the keys and Talli sat on top. In this lighting, I couldn't help but think about how her blue eyes, hair colour and general appearance was similar to House's, I shook my head, it was the importance of the evening messing with my head. Lurking near the back of the stage was Dr Holmes, violin in hand.

Not long after House began to play a soft tune, Talli began to sing, and, oh what a beautiful voice she had!

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

Unlike in the last song, the crowd was completely quiet, mesmerised by the soft, yet strong voice filling the hall.

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Next to me it looked like Cuddy was fighting back tears, several of the female nurses had already given up the fight and were weeping openly, several of the men were gaping in shock

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

As the song ended and the curtains began to close, the hall erupted in clapping, cheers and even a few wolf-wistles! As kutner walked onto the stage he had to yell several times for quite before everyone settled down. Once they were all quiet, he grinned.

"Well it's going to pretty hard to top that but I'm sure House and Talli will try!! Yep that's right, Talli and House are up now and, oh… hello Taub"

Taub had just run onto the stage, a note clutched in hand, he began to whisper in Kutners ear.

"Mmmmhum…yer…ok…yep…got it… thanks!" and with that Taub ran off again minus the piece of paper.

"Well folks, looks like House has got a message!! Shall I read it?"

The crowd cheered the affirmative

"Oh I'm not sure I should"

This time there was crys of annoyance and Taub continued to banter with them for a bit, trying to read it upside down and backwards. Wow, he's good with crowds. Finally he gave in.

"Dr Lisa Cuddy, this song has a message, we can see through the lies!!!" The crowd burst out laughing and Cuddy blushed, as Kutner walked off and the curtain opened.

Forman was at the back of the stage on the drums, and house and Talli were at the front with their guitars. They began to play with a sudden explosion of sound.

WOO!

Where do I begin, with this life we're living in
Market youth their uniform, make us all fit in
But do you think, that we're that blind?
That we can't see through all your lies

The crowd was jumping up and down, singing along enthusiastically, House, Talli and Forman looked like they were thoroughly enjoying themselves. Cuddy looked slightly annoyed, but she was smiling too.

Cause it's no good
Burn burn the stations
We'll burn it down
Burn burn the truth
Enjoy the flames
In celebration
Enjoy the sound
For us, for them, for you

I know that I've been told
My intergrity was sold
Priced and placed upon the shelf
It's worth it's weight in gold
But do you think we've lost our minds?
Yeah we can see through all your lies

House pointed thearaticly towards Cuddy, who scowled at him for a moment

Cause it's no good
Burn burn the stations
We'll burn it down
Burn burn the truth
Enjoy the flames
In celebration
Enjoy the sound
For us, for them, for you

Burn burn the truth the lies the news
Burn burn the life that you cant choose
Burn burn the hate that gets you through
Burn burn for us, for them, for you

Burn burn the truth the lies the news
Burn burn the life that you cant choose
Burn burn the hate that gets you through
Burn burn for us, for them, for you

Burn burn the truth the lies the news
Burn burn the life that you cant choose
Burn burn the hate that gets you through
Burn burn for us, for them, for you

Burn burn the truth the lies the news
Burn burn the life that you cant choose
Burn burn the hate that gets you through
Burn burn for us, for them, for you

Burn burn the truth the lies the news
Burn burn the life that you cant choose
Burn burn the hate that gets you through
Burn burn for us, for them, for you

Burn burn the truth the lies the news
Burn burn the life that you cant choose
Burn burn the hate that gets you through
Burn burn for us, for them, for you

Burn burn the truth the lies the news
Burn burn the life that you cant choose
Burn burn the hate that gets you through
Burn burn for us, for them, for you

Burn burn the truth the lies the news
Burn burn the life that you cant choose
Burn burn the hate that gets you through
Burn burn for us, for them, for you

Cause it's no good
Burn burn the stations
We'll burn it down
Burn burn the truth
Enjoy the flames
In celebration
Enjoy the sound

For us, for them, for you

For us, for them, for you

For us, for them, for you

For us, for them, for you

For us, for them, for you

The song finished and everyone wooped and clapped. The curtains shut and Thirteen walked out in a cat suit that left NOTHING to the imagination, half the hall wolf-whistled in unison, thirteen blushed.

"Shut up, this was Houses doing, apparently he wanted the opening of the last song to be, and I quote enjoyable"

Everyone laughed

"Anyway, the last song is House performing, on cuddys orders, as he likes to tell me, but secretly, I think he wanted to anyway."

The crowd laughed again

"Anyway, before I say anything else to get me killed, here's House!!"

The curtains opened to reveal Talli on a small piano at the side of the stage, Forman on the drums on the opposite side and House with his guitar Center stage. What House song next really made Wilson think.

(It starts with)
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

As House finished singing the he pulled something silver out of his pocket and held it to his head, What is it I wondered is it a… oh gods no! It's a gun! The next few seconds where a blur as Talli seemed to come to this realisation too and as me and Cuddy sprinted towards the stage, she jumped for Houses arm pulling it downwards as he pulled the trigger, making the bullet lodge in Houses shoulder, right next to the main artery in his neck.

The crowd suddenly realising that this wasn't an act began to scream and pile out the door, Talli in her frustration called them all cowards and disgraces to the doctoring society. As Cuddy and I reached the stage a travelling hospital bed arrived and we helped Talli lift House onto it. Before deseratly wheeling him towards OR were Chase was already preparing for his arrival having been warned by pager.

Talli, suddenly realising my presence, turned to face me as we were running.

"Who the hell are you?"

"Dr James Wilson newly re-instated head of oncology" I replied absent mindedly House what were you thinking?!

Talli's jaw dropped.

"You"…


Woop! Cliffy!!! Don't worry, i'm in the process of writing the next chappy now and providing my laptop doesn't throw a hissy fit and refuse to connect to the router it shall be up soon!! Please read and review seeing as i gave you and extra looooong chappy!!! Cookies and ice cream to those that do! (Reivews are like burbons to me becuase i miss eating them sooo much since i've had my braces.)