Things I'll Never Say

Dean was sitting there in the old worn-out motel room they had gotten after a little hunt. Sam was asleep, and all he could so was smile. He looked so peaceful, his chest rising and lowering with every breath he took. He brother looked like a sleeping angel, though Dean knew he would never tell Sam that. It was a little before Sam had gone to Collage, that he developed some unnatural feeling for him. His small, very skinny and bony brother was now his well-toned, shaggy black haired, 6'5, very gorgeous brother. He knew the feelings were wrong, pure and utterly wrong, but to him, it felt good. He got up, and went for a walk. Not a long one, just one around the motel building. He had taken the mini radio Sam had gotten from one of the hunts. He turned it on, and grunted when all it had was the music he hated, but he listened to it, since he had nothing better to do while he was walking. There were some rap songs, and some other songs he despised. He took another lap around the building, since a Metallica song had come on, He wasn't even done the lap, so he just continued. A song came on, that he, for some unknown reason, related to. It wasn't his old rock type, it was some chick singing, and it scared him. He listened to it, and couldn't believe that it really did say pretty much everything that he was keeping from Sam. His very unnatural love.

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I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
coz I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
coz I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah

chorus
If I could say what I want to say
Id say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee...
Marry me today!
Guess I'm wishing my life away...
With these things Ill never say

verse 2
It don't do me any good
Its just a waste of time
What use is it to you, what's on my mind?
If it aint comin out
Were not goin anywhere
So why cant I just tell you that I care?
coz I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
coz I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah

chorus
If I could say what I want to say
Id say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today!
Guess I'm wishing my life away...
With these things Ill never say

bridge
What's wrong?
With my song?
These words keep slippin away...
I stutter...I stumble
Like I've got nothin to sa-ay...
coz I'm feelin nervous
Tryin to be so perfect
coz I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah

Da da da da da da da da da...
Da da da da da da da da da...

Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things Ill never say
If I could say what I want to say
Id say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things Ill never say

With these things Ill never sa-ay

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Yea, this song was practically made for him. With his very good memory, he remembered the whole song, and it was stuck in his head. He sang it over and over again in his mind. He went to sleep later on that night, happy as ever.

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A/N: Well there ya have it! I know the chapter is short, BUT I will make the others longer, I couldn't think of anything else to put. Next chapter will be in Sam's POV! Hope you enjoyed!