EPOV:

*flashback*

Ring

Come on Tanya

Ring

Ring

Pick up the phone

Ring

Ring

Ring

Pick up the godamn phone

"Hey it's Tanya you know what to do"

Tanya, this is tenth time I have tried to call you. WHERE ARE YOU? You were supposed to be here TWO hours ago…look I know that we didn't leave things that great this morning…..but ….please this day is for Alice….you know how much it means to her to have you here…this isn't about us…. you….just….PLEASE call me back.

*click*

God dammint Tanya I can't believe that you would pull a stunt like this, on the day of your best friend's wedding. Our relationship has NOTHING to do with theirs

*ring ring*

*Caller ID*Seattle Presbyterian Hospital

You have got to be kidding me it's my god damn day off.

"HELLO"

"Is this ?"

"This is he, what is this about because honestly I am NOT coming in on my one day that I take off the cover for some "sick" ass who…

""

"What?"

"I'm afraid that this call has nothing to do with your shifts, you need to come down to the emergency room immediately your Wife Tanya Cullen has been involved in a car accident…."

Flash back over

Beep. .Beep

I rolled over to look at the calendar

May.14.2010

Two years to the day that I lost my wife, my soul mate, my reason for living, Tanya.

It all happened so fast…. one minute she was slamming the door to our apartment after the fights and the next lying in a hospital bed unmoving

I find myself wiping away a stray tear that fell down my face from thing about her.

I rolled over to look at my phone

5 missed calls

Undoubtedly 4 are from Alice and 1 from my mom….. The only people who even bother talking to me anymore according to Emmett I always "bring down his mojo" whatever the hell that means

Since the hospital knows that this is the anniversary of Tanya's death I am banned from the hospital until tomorrow morning…great so now I can spend the day wallowing in the guilt that I feel for my wife's death by myself in our…..*sigh* my apartment

I don't think that I have spent more than five hours at a time in this place since she die or rather since I killed her.

*sigh* I'll just go for a run to try to edge off some of the thousands of calories that I will consume at my pity party

I pulled on my running sweats and sneakers then grabbed my cell, I-pod, and house keys

As I ran, I pushed myself to my fastest and kept it up to feel the pain in my lungs as they begged for air…call me a machinist, but I deserve every ounce of the pain….I kept it up for a while when suddenly I full force collided with something …or rather someone the force throwing both myself and the stranger to the ground. I quickly jumped up to offer my condolences and to help them up…but when I looked up I realized that I must have hit my head because clearly I was seeing an hallucination of an angel. For lying in front of me was the most beautiful women I have ever seen….She has long brown wavy hair that was strewn around her from the fall and her eyelids opened to reveal a gorgeous pair of milk chocolate brown eyes that looked at me quizzically for a minute before switching to looking around to try to see what exactly happened. and for a moment I felt something that I hadn't felt since before Tanya's death…..something that was hard to put an emotion to ….was it maybe…..no….impossible…I don't even know her name ….but I know the feeling ….I didn't even know this girl but I was already in love with her….god I should seriously go see that therapist Emmett recommended because clearly I have issues.