Ash is never going to forgive me. I will never forgive myself. I know I really love Ash, and I want him more than anything, but…I don't think this was worth it.

I thought I was a good person, but exactly one hour ago, that theory was proven wrong. I am evil. I am horrible. I did the one thing that I have always joked about, have always laughed to May about, but never have I thought of actually doing it. I never thought myself capable of such a thing.

All of my innocence is gone now. No one is going to trust me anymore. Everyone is going to fear me.

I'm just so stupid. I completely screwed my life up. I'm going to jail, and I get to rot in there while Ash will gloat and cry.

I know murder is wrong, and I know what I have done is wrong, but it was going to happen. With her around I became a ticking time - bomb, and now I have erupted.

There she is. Lying there, with her blue hair stained of her blood. I have done it. I Misty Waterflower have killed Ash's girlfriend: Dawn Martin.