Disagreements

My life in Forks, Washington is not easy anymore ever since Charlie found out about my motorcycle, thanks to Jacob. He was angry and enforced new rules upon me. Now Edward could only come over if I asked and I had to drive my self home from work and school.

At least Charlie didn't know that Edward came to my room every night and stayed with me. We had been apart for so long that I didn't want to let him out of my sight, and if not for Charlie, I wouldn't have.

"Why can't Edward come over?" I said with a tone that was sure to infuriate Charlie, but which is nothing compared to the anger I felt at his response.

"I think you have been spending a little too much time with Edward. He is not good for you Bella. He left you and then as soon as he comes back you welcome him right back into your life. I will not have him coming over tomorrow. You can see him at school."

I was so angry with Charlie that I knew it would not help my chase if I stayed in the room and argued with him any farther, so I went to my room to let off some steam. Edward would be here soon so that cheered me up a little, but I still hated all these new rules. How much I wish I could just tell Charlie exactly why Edward left, but I knew even if he could know, my chances to at least be able to date Edward were better with out him knowing that I was in love with a vampire.

Edward had still not let up on the issue of my becoming a vampire. He wanted me to marry him first, which would not go over well with Charlie or Renee. I was bent on becoming a vampire though and was not going to let it die down or let Edward have his way.
When Edward came, I tried to talk to him without getting upset but that was impossible.

"Bella why are you so eager to end your life, and be damned to an eternity of being a monster?" Edward had a look in his eyes that I could not quit place.

"I won't be giving up my life Edward, and you are the farthest thing from a monster. The only thing I have to live for now is you. I don't want to get old. I want to be with you forever." I could not hold my pain back any longer and I started to cry.

"Bella, please don't cry. I love you. Marry me and you can be a vampire when ever you chose."

"It's not that easy. I can't just marry you. Even though I want to. Renee has a strict policy about me not getting married before I'm thirty, and Charlie doesn't even like you any more how could I convince them to let me marry you when Charlie won't even let you come over anymore?"

"You could let Carlisle change you when you graduate." I knew Edward didn't mean this because his eyes looked hurt and troubled.

"I want you to change me Edward."

"Bella, can we please talk about something else tonight." there was such a pleading in his voice that I dropped the subject.

"Fine, but we will talk about it soon." At least Edward was here with me. I really had missed Edward even though I saw him only hours ago at school, to me it seemed like ages. Every minute I was apart from him it felt like part of me was gone. I didn't want to ruin this time that we had together with arguing. I seemed to be doing a lot of that lately.

Edward had his arms wrapped around me, making it hard to move while he sang the lullaby he wrote for me. I was almost asleep when I felt Edward leave my side. I didn't need to ask what was wrong because by now I was used to him getting up in the middle of the night. Charlie was coming to check on me.

Ever sense I had gotten back from Italy, Charlie would check on me every night, and every night Edward would get up and hide. Only to rejoin me when Charlie decided that I was not going to sneak out. Less than a minute later Edward was back at my side, his cold arms wrapped around my waist.

I tried to turn to look at his face but his iron grasp made that a difficult task. When I finally managed to turn over Edward looked beautiful. His pale face glowing with the light given from my alarm clock. His eyes were closer to black today so I was going to have to be careful not to push him too far.

"I love you Edward"

"I love you too." Then his cold lips were on mine. He was not as careful as he had been in the past. As soon as my lips started to part, he pushed me away as gently as he could.

"Bella you are driving me crazy."

"I'm sorry." I said sheepishly, but I could see the look of humor in his eyes.

"Bella you are being absurd! What on Earth are you sorry for?"

"For driving you crazy." It was hard not to laugh though because we both knew there was nothing to be sorry for.

"Bella come here." Laughing he pulled my face up to kiss me for a second time. This time I tried to be more careful and keep control of myself. It was hard to behave with Edward kissing me. My heart felt like it was about to beat out of my chest. I knew I was blushing which Edward was sure to notice.

"I love you Bella."

"I love you too Edward." Then I drifted off to sleep in his cold, hard arms.