Hey guys, Yamii-chan here! So, this is a requested story by Shadow lillies. Its not going to be too long but it will be a multi-chapter story (: Hope you guys enjoy it and don't forget to review :3


The words I'd never say

Chapter One

Drew's P.O.V

I hate him. I really do.

And I hate her too.

…..

Okay maybe I don't hate her. But that other kid I sure do.

I sighed and closed my eyes behind the glasses that concealed my emerald eyes, knowing that I don't, nor couldn't, truly hate either of them. I wish I could but I can't, not with our past.

May had been my best friend since we were 10. We're 17 today, so that's quite awhile. The only other thing is that she had two other best friends when we first encountered. Ash and Brendan. That's where the story unfolds. It all began that day when I meant her at the beach.

(Flashback)

I saw her from afar and the first thing I thought was she wouldn't make it passed the appeals round. I could tell that she was a beginner just by seeing that stupid Frisbee she held and her attempt to make Beautyfly look gorgeous while throwing it back at the mystery girl with gust. If it were any other person, I would have turned away and laughed insultingly towards them while passing by purposefully in front of them.

But I didn't. I felt myself wanting to say something slick but found I could not. Instead I continued to watch her from afar. Something about her was mesmerizing. Maybe it was the way her body seemed to move so gracefully. Or that smile that never left its place on her face. Or was it her determination to master this simple technique? At that point I had no idea.

Deciding I had seen enough, I walked towards her to give her some advice. Though Solidad would have said something about advice shouldn't be insulting.

"May that looks awesome!"

I stopped walking and looked up to see two boys cheering her on. Apparently the one with the white hair and black and red bandana was the one who complimented her while the one with the red, black and green hat was cheering.

Arecus, wasn't that irritating. I resisted the urge to tell them to shut up. For some strange reason I felt compelled to talk to her. As if all the mysteries in the world would soon be known if I spoke to her.

I stopped at a railing right in front of where she was training, still unnoticed as it seemed.

'Good,' I thought.

"Beautyfly, Gust! Again!" she yelled. I could help but think how pretty and melodic her voice sounded. Though it didn't appear all that important to me.

I watched as her Beautyfly performed the move. Something about her made it look better than other coordinators attempted this trick. She might just make to the second rounds even with such a simple trick. The way she moved her body to catch the Frisbees was very graceful, something coordinators need to know in order to succeed.

She seemed to forget there were three Frisbees and only caught two while the other came flying towards me. I closed my eyes and my arrogant Drew personality came on. I caught the toy perfectly within my hand and smirked.

She came running towards the ground just below me while screaming "I'm sorry!"

I twirled the Frisbee with my fingers and continued to smirk.

"Please don't tell me your planning on entering the Pokemon contest with a cheesy act like that."

She seemed furious.

"You have no-" I was cut off before I even finished.

"Who do you think you are talking to her like that?"

"Yeah, what's your problem?"

I turned and saw the two boys close behind her. They are seem rather furious. But the girl looked furious and dangerous.

"Well aren't you three sensitive? I was just giving some advice-" Again I was cut off.

"Advice isn't suppose to be insulting last time I checked." It was the girl. She made eye contact with me. Her blue eyes shimmered with determination of some sort.

"You know its rude to interrupt someone while their speaking."

"You shouldn't be talking about politeness," said the boy in the bandana.

"Exactly. What are you, a hypocrite?"

"Ash, Brendan. Shut up. This is my battle to be fought, not yours."

"Looks like you have yourself two little boyfriends," I smirked towards her once again. "Anyways, I was trying to offer my advice, since any other beginner would appreciate it coming from the Great Drew Hayden, but I guess I'm not wanted here. I'll be on my way."

I turned and started to walk off. After walking for about five seconds, I felt something hit the back of my head. I stopped a bit surprised that they threw something at me, the Drew Hayden.

"I don't care who you think you are but you are not going to walk out of here without a apologizing! Get your saggy, ugly butt over here before I go over there and drag you over here by your ears so you can apologize to my friends!"

I didn't turn towards her. I faced forward but either way I could feel her glare at me. Her actions shocked me a bit. I never had anyone talk to me like that,

I turned towards her slightly and smirked. "Is that a threat or a promise."

She crossed her arms, stuck out her hip, and smirked back at me. "Doesn't matter. Either way its going to happen if you don't get over here."

The two boys, Ash and Brendan I think their names were, cooed "Oooohhhh" simultaneously.

I couldn't recall ever thinking twice about what to do next. I'd always been three steps ahead but this was unpredicted. For a second, I contemplated whether I should apologize or not. Something I'd never done in my days of coordinating. I lowered my head in thought.

I hardly meant the girl, yet she was leaving an impact on me.

"Your name," I said simply.

"What?" She answered caught off guard.

"Your name," I repeated

She stayed silent. I lifted my head and made eye contact with her.

"May. May Maple," she finally answered.

I nodded and held eye contact for a few seconds before turning and walking away.

(End of flashback )

How we became friends after that, is one the biggest mysteries of life. It wasn't planned, it just fell into place.

I sighed as those memories replayed themselves in my head. I gave up hope on spying any longer. I took off the ridiculous brown wig I had on top of my head and the leather jacket I was sporting.

'What the hell am I doing?' I wondered. 'What the hell am I going to do?'

I know I have no right to be spying on May and Brendan. I have no right to be jealous. I have no right to want to smash his face in. I have no right to want to kiss her senseless. I have to right to want to run away with her, away from the chains that tie us down here.

Away from him.

What was I saying?

I walked my sorry ass to a nearby bench that faces the water. I stared at the pond for who knows how long.

"Hey Grass Head!" I heard someone say.

Knowing they were calling me, I looked up and saw no other than May running towards me with a smile on her face. I couldn't help but feel ecstatic and tingly instead. Not that I'd ever tell her. I erased any trace of thought from my face and smirked that oh-so famous smirk of mines.

"Well, well, well, if it isn't Little Miss May."

She smacked my shoulder and I pretended to wince. "You know I hate it when you call me that! I'm not little, okay? I'm 17 just like you. And Ash. And Brendan."

"But unlike myself, Ash and…" I struggle to not growl his name, "Brendan, we didn't just turn 17 last month." I smirked knowing that I could still get to her.

She was shaking with irritation. "You never cease to amaze me Drew."

"I know."

"Anyways, mind if I join you?"

"Shouldn't you be with Brendan," I struggled once again, "your boyfriend?"

"He actually had to leave. I was on my way home when I saw you and your lettuce head over here. Its been a while since you and me just hung out, with me being with Brendan all the time. And you and Ash having your bro-mance." She smirked at me while I shot her a glare. "Aw, you know you love me," she said as she sat down next to me.

She didn't even know the half of it.

"Whatever helps you sleep at night."

"Anyways, I really missed you."

"Wha-"

"Ever since me and Brendan got together, it seems like we have no time to hang out, just you and me. Out of the three of you guys, you were always my closest friend. This is nice, you know? It's only two and we have the rest of the day. Maybe we could chill like old times?" She was looking into my eyes, with a gentle smile on her face.

She's probably the only person I'd actually smile too, so I did. "I'd like that."

"Great!" She jumped up from her seat, which I never that she was sitting upon, and started fist pumping. I couldn't help but laugh at how goofy she looked.

I looked around the park and noticed nobody was there. 'Why not join in?' I thought. So I got up from my seat and starting grinding and fist pumping along with her. She did the same. We were roaring with laughter, by the time we finished.

Yes, I know what your thinking. Who would have ever thought the Drew Hayden would ever act like that. Well shut up, this is May who I'm doing this with. If it were anyone else, it would never in a million years,

"How about we go to my place and hang out over there?" I asked her.

"Actually, can we go to my house? Its much closer."

"Tsk, tsk, tsk, Maple, your getting to lazy." I tapped her nose and ran towards her house knowing she'd follow me.

When she finally caught up to me I was sitting on the porch swing.

"Your getting slower Maple," I teased.

"Maybe your just getting faster," she retorted.

"Could be."

"So you admit it."

"Guilty as charged," I smirked.

Silence. "Jerk," she mumbled as she unlocked the door.

I stood up and walked after until…well until the doorway.

She turned to close the door but realized I still wasn't in.

"I'll never understand the fact that you will never walk into anyone's house unless told to. What are you, a vampire?" She stepped aside and made a gesture motioning me to enter.

"No, but unlike you I came from an elite family and was showered in having good manners. The habit kind of stuck to me."

"So what if I didn't come from an 'elite' family? I still have manners just not your point."

'You could be,' I thought. I sighed mentally that it'd never happen.

"Are your parents home? What about Max? I haven't seen them in a while either. It's only common courtesy to say hello to everyone else in the house."

"Oh, Mom and Dad are some business trip and Max tagged along. So it's only me for a while."

My blood boiled. Being a teenager, first thing that popped into my head was May alone with Brendan whenever she wants too for a couple days. It absolutely enraged me.

"Hey, you okay?"

"I hope your using protection and your on the pill," I responded very bluntly and somewhat of a growl. I'll shoot Brendan if she tells me he's gotten in her pants. What happened to her wanting to wait for marriage?

I looked at her. She was crimson red.

"DREW!" She all but shrieked. "First of all, I'm waiting for an 'I do'. And second, that's none of your business if we…if we did that."

A sense of relief washed over me. At least she was still a ….virgin. The thought oddly felt rather weird thinking about her like that.

I felt May's hand intertwining with mines. She only does this when we're alone. She does a lot of thing she's not suppose when its just me and her. A small smile crossed my features from the comfort running through my body.

'Just like old times,' I thought.

I looked at her with the same smile. She smile brightly back at me. She led me upstairs to her bedroom, her hand still in mines, just as she's been doing for years.

Of course nothing happened. Nothing ever happened. Her beliefs and my morals always kept us in control. Yes, we did cuddle, and held hands, slept over each other's houses. And maybe there was a kiss or two involved but nothing ever serious. It was just what we did. The kisses were just to shut each other up.

I hadn't been in May's room for a while, but it didn't seem at all like this place changed. That's when I noticed the one thing that was different.

The spot where the frame that held our picture which always stood on the nightstand, which was always the first and most noticeable, was now no longer there. Instead there was a picture of Brendan holding May from behind and her kissing his cheek, with ours next to it. Second best, in her eyes apparently.

A twig of pain ran through my chest. Unconsciously, I dragged May along with me towards the table stand, admiring our picture.

"Cute, isn't it?" She asked.

"Yeah," I responded even though I was staring at our picture while she was mesmerized by Brendan's.

Our picture was from junior prom a couple months ago.

The four of us agreed to go as a group instead of taking a date but that changed when Ash ended up taking Misty and Brendan took some girl named Sydney. It was only a couple days till prom night and everyone was taken already. We were the only ones left single.

Putting two and two together, you'd figure out I escorted her to the prom. That night, after getting dressed in simple tux, I drove to May's house in my BMW. I remembered seeing her in that dress. She looked gorgeous. She wore a scarlet red dress. It hugged her every curve perfectly. It was strapless and had a big ruby stone incrusted onto it in between the breast area. It hugged her chest down to her mid thigh where the fabric seemed to be tied together by another ruby stone. The dress slightly flowed down from there. The dress covered her ankles, and heels. She accessorized a diamond and ruby necklace. No words could described how beautiful the necklace looked. Though I was 159% sure she only made it look more extravagant. Her hair, which had grown much longer after the years, cascaded down from the left side of head to the right side of her body in a lose side French braid. It stopped just below her breast bone. In other words, she could rival the most gorgeous girl on the planet. Her makeup was simple but it definitely brought out her eyes. Her lips were plumped and her cheeks were rosy. She noticed us waiting around the staircase and smile at us.

Her parents, Max, and I admired her as she walked down the stairs slowly trying not to rip her dress. She continued to smiled gently at us. I stepped forward and took her hand in mines. When she was completely off the staircase, I slowly wrapped the corsage, which help two red roses that matched her dress perfectly, around her gentle wrist. The rest of the night was a blur all except for the pictures we posed for.

Caroline, who was aspiring to become a photographer, poised us and took plenty of pictures. When she wasn't looking I turned May around and placed my forehead against hers. "You look absolutely gorgeous. Most beautiful person I have ever laid my eyes upon." She smiled at me and I smiled back. She snaked her arms around my neck and I moved mines to place them on her waist. We stared into each others eyes with a smile never leaving our faces. At that moment, Caroline snapped a picture of us.

That night we kissed. Not just to get a turn to say something when needed to, but a real genuine and passionate kiss.

'I love you,' were the words I' never say.

Especially to May.

'I love you' were the words she wanted to hear.

….

And Brendan was the one who spoke them first.


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