Here is a new story, I hope you like it
It will basically be conversations between Emma and Snow, scenes that I think are missing in this amazing show
hope you like it
I will be posting two or three conversations for each episode so if there is any conversation you wanted to take place, I am open to ideas
hope you enjoy this story as much as I enjoy writing it and I hope this makes the hiatus easier I cant wait for season 5 to start
Chapter 1
Taking Henry seemed like the best option at the moment, but it was wrong. Everything August had told her had scared the shit out of her and the only thing she wanted to do was run away, run as far away as possible and never come back. That's why she had thought taking Henry was a good idea, because as long as Henry was here in StoryBrooke she'll always have a reason to come back, and that's something she didn't want to do
Everyone needs you Emma, you're the only one that can help us
August words were the only thing she could think about, how could everyone need her, how could she be responsible for everyone's happiness when she couldn't even find her own, how could he expect her to believe that Snow White was her mother when they were the same age, it was both impossible and ridiculous
But if it was so ridicules then why did she feel the need to run away from it, why run away when everything he told her was impossible, why run when…
"Oh, I thought you'd left" Mary Margaret's voice interrupted her thoughts
"Mary Margaret…" she started, but one look at her roommate told her she was done taking Emma's bullshit
"But I couldn't tell for sure, because you didn't bother to say goodbye" she said in a sad tone "do you remember when I left? When I ran? What you said to me?" she asked "you said we had to stick together. That we're like…family"
"Yeah I'm sorry" Emma mumbled in a sad and ashamed voice "I shouldn't have left"
"You're right" she said with anger in her voice, she couldn't believe that after everything they had gone through Emma had just left without even saying goodbye "you shouldn't have. So why after everything did you just go?" she asked and couldn't help but noticed the sad look that took over Emma's face
"I don't want to be sheriff" Emma yelled back "I don't want people relying on me, I don't want this, any of it" she said in such a broken tone that had Mary Margaret not been so angry at her she was sure she would be holding her in her arms and never letting go, but she couldn't do that, she had to make sure Emma knew what she did was wrong
"What about Henry" she asked
"I took him with me" Emma said in a small tone, and that was all it took to make Mary Margaret angry at her all over again
"You abducted him"
"Maybe"
"So you don't want people to rely on you, but you took your son" Mary Margaret yelled in disbelieve "Now that sounds like a stable home for him. What the hell is wrong with you" she said in anger, disappointment and disbelieve, she couldn't believe Emma had done that
"I want what's best for him" Emma answered back, a little ashamed, she hated the look Mary Margaret was giving her, she hated disappointing the only woman that had ever been there for her
"And running is what's best for him?" she asked "or is that what's best for you? You are reverting Emma. Into the person you were before you got here. And I thought you had changed" she said with so much disappointment in her that it broke both of their hearts
"You thought wrong" Emma said defending herself, she was done looking vulnerable in front of Mary Margaret, she couldn't afford it
"Well regardless, you have to do what's right for Henry now" Mary Margaret said in a strong voice
"What's that" Emma asked with such a childish voice that for a second Mary Margaret forgot she was talking to her twenty-eight year old roommate, and in that second she wanted to forget everything and pull Emma into her arms, but she couldn't, she had to let Emma know that she couldn't do things like that, she wasn't alone anymore, she had people that cared for her now, and she couldn't just leave them, leave her
So she put on a strong face and looked into her roommates broken eyes "oh, I don't know" she said strongly, her heart breaking a little at the sight of Emma' so broken "you're his mother, that's your job, so you figure it out" and with that she left, leaving a broken Emma behind
"Emma" Mary Margaret said as she came into the room "what are you doing" she asked in shock as she saw the blond putting things in a bag
"You were right" Emma said, not daring to look her friend in the eyes as she placed another thing in her back
"Emma I…"
"No Mary Margaret" Emma said before the woman could finish "you were right when you said I had to do what was best for Henry, you were right when you told me I was being irresponsible, because I was and I'm sorry"
"For what"
"For not saying good bye" Emma said in a small voice "It's just that…it's just that I was so scared that you would stop me…I…"
"Of course I would have stopped you" Mary Margaret said as she got closer to her "Emma what you did was…"
"I Know" Emma said before Mary Margaret could finish "it was irresponsible and stupid, it's just that, I knew that as long as Henry was here, there would be no way of leaving this place for ever and…"
"You wanted to leave and never come back" Mary Margaret asked in a broken voice, she knew when they talked in the mourning what Emma had planned to do but hearing it from her just made it more painful and real
"Yes" Emma said with her eyes down, she couldn't bear to look at the broken look that was sure to be on her roommate's eyes
"What about me" Mary Margaret asked
"I…I…"
"I thought we were family" Mary Margaret said in a broken voice
"You are the closest thing to family I've ever had"
"Then why are you leaving" Mary Margaret asked in a broken voice "why are you leaving me"
"Because…"
"I know you are scared Emma, I know you've been alone your whole life and having people now scares you, but running away is not the answer…Emma…"
"That's not the reason I'm leaving" Emma said and by the look on Mary Margaret's face she could tell she didn't believe her "well not now" Emma said "yesterday that was the reason I was leaving but now it not"
"I'm not sure I follow" Mary Margaret said in confusion
"Yesterday I was leaving for me" Emma said in a low voice "and you were right I was crazy for doing it, it was stupid and wrong, but this time I'm not doing it for me, I'm doing it for Henry"
"Emma…"
"After what you told me in the morning I went to see Archie" Emma interrupted before Mary Margaret could continue "I asked him if me being in StoryBrooke was what was best for Henry and he said, he said it wasn't" she said in such a broken voice that Mary Margaret promised herself that after she was done with Emma she was going to kill that therapist
"Who cares what he thinks" she said with anger
"I do" Emma said "I do because he's right"
"Emma…"
"Me being here is hurting Henry" Emma started
"That's not true, the first time I saw Henry smile was when you decided to stay" Mary Margaret defended
"Regina is crazy" Emma said ignoring Mary's words
"And you want to leave Henry with her"
"She loves him" Emma said in a small voice "she's never going to let him go, and if I fight for him, if I fight for him Mary Margaret the only one that's going to end up hurt is Henry" she said with a sad smile "and I don't want to hurt him, one of us has to move out and since Regina won't do it I will"
"Why" Mary asked
"Because it's the right thing to do" Emma said "you told me I had to do what was best for Henry and that's exactly what I'm going to do"
"That's not what I meant"
"I know" Emma smiled
"I don't want to lose you" Mary cried
"I don't want to lose you either, but it's the only way"
"Please, don't go"
"I promise I'll call" Emma said "everyday"
"That's not enough" Mary mumbled
"It will have to be" Emma said in a small voice as she placed another object on her bag
"You deserve love Emma" Mary said in a last attempt at getting her friend to stay "don't run away from it, please"
"I'm not running away" Emma said in a sad tone "I'm just doing what's best for my son"
"And how many times would you have to tell yourself that to convince you, because you are not convincing me Emma, you are not fooling me, you are running away"
"Well I'm not" Emma said a little irritated, why couldn't Mary Margaret see that she was doing this for her son
"Yes you are" Mary Margaret said as she opened the door, if Emma wanted to run away then she wasn't going to stay there and witness it, she couldn't, losing Emma felt like losing a part of herself she didn't know existed
"Were are you going" Emma asked in a confused tone
"I'm not going to stay here and watch you leave" Mary Margaret said with anger "I can't" and before Emma could say another thing, Mary closed the door behind her
"I'm sorry" Emma said as she watch her friend leave "I don't want to leave, but I have to" she said
Henry was on the floor and as much as Emma yelled at him to wake up he wouldn't.
What the hell was happening, Emma didn't waist anytime calling the ambulance and while waiting for them to arrive she had to make another call, she needed her friend, she couldn't do this alone
She called Mary Margaret and to her luck the call went straight to voice mail, so she was still mad at her
"Mary Margaret" Emma cried into the phone "I know your mad, and I know I deserve it, but I need you" she cried "please come to the hospital, we are taking Henry there and I don't know what to do, I need you, please, please don't leave me" she cried even harder as the ambulance came in "I'm scared" she said before she hanged up the phone
"Emma what happened" Whale asked
"I don't know" she said putting a strong face, crying wouldn't help her save her son
I look forward to your reviews and opinions please let me know if I should keep going with this story
I really hope you like it
