To: -meyer .com

From:BeccaB .com

subject US

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Leo,

I feel like I have to say this or I fear I never will. I don't know what this is between us, nothing between us feels like it used to and I don't know what I am doing anymore. We never seem to see each other your always at sea bobbing around in the coral sea or where ever and I don't blame you I never could. I have to do this. I can't stand on the quay side and wait for which ever ship your serving on to come back in to port or move across country every time you get a new post but nor would I ask you to give it all up. I just don't belong in your world anymore and I thought I could but I cant

The truth is I have met someone and he is kind and amazing and there for me. And I know you would if you could but you belong in the Navy saving lives and steeling monkeys smuggling them back on board the ship

I think we were destring to fail we are too alike and yet so dissimilar at the same time. Your always playing practical jokes and I love them but I need someone more serious in my life.

I have to do this now it wont wait till you come home I cant do this and watch you. Its too hard even like this. I need to do this for me and I hope you understand and I hope you find some one who deserves you and will love you the way you deserve.

So this is goodbye

All my love Becca