Hey Guys :D. Welcome to the sequel to "Confessions of an Internet Addict." So a few notes before we start. The title is a song from "The Lion King 2: Simba's Pride." Its by Kovu and Kiara and if you haven't heard it, GO LISTEN TO MY FAVORITE LOVE SONG FROM DISNEY! It's my favorite.

Also, this will kind of explain what happened with Mizki and her family.

Also I want to give big thanks to troubledwindchimes who reviewed every chapter of Confessions of an Internet Addict. Please feel free to PM me any time :D


Numb


"She said she's not hungry." Neru said walking into the dining room.

"I see." Gakupo murmured looking down at the food. They had made all of Mizki's favorites.. Again. It had been a while since Mizki left her room. He was worried that his oldest wasn't eating at all. She had spent her time between school and sleep. Her grades were still up, but she was slowly going down into a hole. "I'll go talk to her."

With that, the violet haired man got up. His two blond children stayed quietly while the baby was smiling, oblivious to all the turmoil in their home. He walked to the room and knocked on the door. "Mizki...?" he called silently.

"Go away!" a sad dejected voice called. "I'm not hungry!"

"We made your favorites..." He tried.

"I don't care! I'm not hungry! Leave me alone." she yelled.

"Please..." He pleaded with the headstrong girl.

"Dad..." A soft voice said from behind. Gakupo turned around to see Nero standing there with his head hung in shame. "I think I should say sorry..."

We all should after what happened. He thought remembering those moments.


"Dad! I'm not lying! He's not my boyfriend! We never even talked about something like that!" Mizki cried. "I fucking hate how you are being such a fucking hypocrite right now!"

"How the fuck am I hypocrite?" He roared angrily.

"YOU TRUSTED THOSE BITCHES WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE THEM! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!" She yelled before running into her room and slamming the door loudly.

"D-dad... Yukari just came..." Nero squeaked.

The purple haired girl came into the room. She handed him a stack of papers. "I logged onto Mizki's accounts and got all of her conversations with him. They weren't in a relationship, Gakupo-baka. There was a mutual feeling but neither would act on it." she said monotonously. "The boy is worried about her. He and Mizki talked a lot."

Gakupo looked at the papers in his hands.


"Nero... I think we're all at fault here." He said quietly while looking at the floor. Guilt flowed through him since that day. He recalled her eyes that had puffy with the tears of being wrongfully accused. Who was he to say that maybe that boy was probably a lot better than the others she had liked.

He walked into his room and began to read the stack again. He did that often to remind himself that he had ruined his child's life by not trusting her when she wasn't lying. Even the way Yukari looked at him made him feel like trash.

"Gakupo." Luka called.

"Yes..." He replied quietly.

"Will it ever numb?" She asked. He could tell her voice was hoarse. She way crying.

Tears come when you realize you have hurt what you love most. No, my love, this pain will never numb until our daughter smiles again.


Why am I so depressing? Anyways, that's chapter one for you. To my other reviewers please feel free to PM me as well. I love talking to peoples :D