Just a little something I wrote in less than 50 minutes... to get the edge off the confused mixture of feelings I feel at the moment...

Disclaimer: I don`t own Resident Evil


It happened again. I fell in love with someone and when I confessed the answer was: "Sorry, I really like you, but not in that way. I like Alice."

Alice, why is it always Alice? First Rain, then Jill and now Ada. No matter who I start to like, Alice takes them away from me. When I first met her I really liked her, she was nice, charming and funny. But after some time I realized that no matter who we are with, everything is always about Alice.

But you know what? I`ve had it with that. No more miss: "Ok, I understand..." I will tell her that for all I care she can go to hell.

"Alice! Open the damn door I need to talk to you!" Yeah, come on open up so I can beat the crap out of you instead of your door.

"Claire? Hey, what is it? It`s like... 4am." The fuck I care. I`m just gonna come in and then you will meet your worst nightmare!

"Woah, Claire. If you want to come in you could have just asked me to step aside you know..." Aren`t you listening? I fucking don`t care about any of that!

"Claire?" You are ruining my life!

"Claire." What have I done to you that you are doing that to me?!

"Claire!"

"WHAT!"

"Why are you crying...?" What the fuck? I`m not crying. I can`t be crying... I...

...

"Claire?" What? No stay away from me. What are you doing? No! Don`t touch me!

"It`s ok Claire. I`m here for you." Why are you hugging me? Why are you torturing me like that? Why do you even care?

"Why..." Dammit, where do these tears come from? And why are you chuckling like that?

"Cause I love you Claire. I loved you from the moment I met you." What? No... That can`t be true...

"What you don`t belive me?" Of course not...

"Didn`t you ever notice that no matter who came to me and confessed, I always turned them down." Jes... but that was because... because...

...

"I know you don`t feel the same as I do. And I`m sorry all your previous loves turned out to be... well... into me. I know that hurt you very much and I know your angry at me because of that..." What? I`m not... wait... I am... but it`s not like it`s... your... fault...

"It`s not your fault." Why are you so surprised? It`s true isn`t it? Sure I came here to beat you up cause of it but... I guess... I was just... angry for no reason...

"I`m sorry I barged in like that..." And now you laugh again. Why? I haven`t said anything funny. Damn what is wrong with you women?

"It`s ok. I would let you barge in at 4am in the morning any time, if that means I get to hold you this close."

...

"Claire?"

...

"Claire...?" No. Don`t let go.

"I`m sorry. You must be pretty shocked." Jes, but that doesn`t mean I`m against it!

"I... sorry... if you want to you can sleep on the couch... I... I`m sorry Claire..." No! Don`t just leave me here! Come back! You won`t just run away like that! Not when your... oh my god... you are crying. Please don`t cry. What do I have to do to make you stop crying?

"Alice." Your cheek feels so soft. I wonder if your lips are also soft.

"Claire? What are y-" Just shut up and kiss me.


Well, that`s it. Hope you liked it.