I'm just gonna start right away
I'm just gonna start right away. Discalmer: I don't own kay?
It felt as though I was in a trance at the time when I stabbed you. I suppose I was. I remembered everything like I had awoken from a terrible, nightmare. Going back now I think I could have prevented this some how but as I contemplate it further I realize that it is only my fault this happened.
I had been so angry, so horribly angry, revenge was my thought and I went searching for that man. Muraki. You warned me to not go to not look for him but I did and now look what I've done.
I was under his spell, hypnotized similar to how Maria was. For days I did his bidding, killing, stealing their lives away and not even realizing it till the trance was gone. I was locked away like the cell I used to live in and I would sob knowing that I had done such a horrible thing.
You were his final target and he sent me to kill you. He knew you wouldn't dare hurt me but now that I stand here a bloodied knife in hand I can't believe I did it and with a clank the knife falls. You lie in your own blood staining you with crimson. The cruelty in Muraki released me now and I want to kill him for it but I can't, because this was me that did this not him. I fall to my knees hopelessly and move you to my lap clinging to your lifeless body. The tears just won't stop.
I stare into your once sparkling amethyst eyes, now dank and dark. You've moved on I know it and I want to go with you. I pick up the knife that your blood still drips from and hold it with a shaking hand. The far off sounds of running only ushers me further. Quickly I place a kiss upon your lips, tasting the coppery liquid that you sputtered out when I stabbed you, before I take the blade and place it to my throat. With one deep swipe of it across my neck the blood seeps down my body, weakening me to the point where I fall back to the ground, still holding you to me.
I can hear them, our comrades, friends, coworkers. They are distraught by the scene but there is nothing they can do at this point and they know it. The last thing I hear before I die is them when I hoped it to be you.
Badly written… well I think it is. I don't know. I was going for a Romeo and Juliet-esque scene. I hope you liked it and leave me a nice review though.
