"After everything that happened, how could I miss him?

But I did, I did." –Sarah Dessen, Dreamland

Sun shining through her windows forcing open her slumber spent eyes, from the sweetest dreams of her boyfriend. Hinata stretched as she walked into her bathroom to get her shower ready. Loving the sensation of the warm water running down her pale soft skin, she rinsed off the soap suds. Once she was satisfied she got out of the shower brushing her indigo long hair down. When her hair was dried she got dressed in a white summer dress that was just above her knee with black gladiator sandals that came up over her ankles, going down stairs ready to go have breakfast.

"Morning sweetie."

"Morning mom, is dad coming home today?"

"No next week he'll be here all summer, than your father and I will go to Japan for a month or two depending how long business takes hopefully not too long, we hate being away from you girls."

"We miss you guys too, I really miss dad can't wait till he arrives."

"Me too," yawned Hanabi as she rubbed her eyes from sleep.

"Just in time for breakfast sweetheart," said a smiling Hitomi as she served her two blessings their breakfast.

"Yay! So Hinata are you excited for today?" Hanabi asked with a mouth full of omelet

"Yeah actually I can't wait to see him."

"Well I'm sure he can't either sweetie."

"Mom you're still going to my volleyball tournament right?"

"Of course sweetheart once we're all done with breakfast we'll head out."

Hinata offered to wash the dishes after breakfast so her mom and Hanabi could get ready.

"Good luck Hanabi."

"Thanks big sis."

"Okay bye sweetie we'll be back later, oh and Hinata don't forget to always use protection."

"Mom! We haven't and we're not doing that," said a blushing Hinata.

"I know sweetie but you never know teens can be so reckless these days and," Hitomi was interrupted by the car horn of her black Maserati Quattroporte.

"I love you we'll talk later."

Hinata checked her phone still no text or call from her prince charming and it's almost time for their date 'Maybe I should text him' she thought 'Happy Anniversary my prince charming I love you!' she couldn't wait for the day to begin.

He woke up with a pounding headache from the party that he threw last night at his house; he convinced his parents that he was more than capable to live on his own. Feeling the weight on his chest he opened his eyes and smirked at himself when he saw the pink haired Sakura resting on his chest remembering their crazy night. He got up trying not to wake up his lover for the last year. He found his boxers on the floor next to a red lacy thong. 'Shit' he thought to himself as he saw what time it was he's over an hour late to pick up Hinata for their lunch date to start celebrating their two year anniversary. 'Why did I let Suigetsu convince me to have a party here last night when I have somewhere important to be today plus she hates it when I drink dam it' he thought as he raced to the shower. 'How can I keep cheating on my angel' he thought as he took a shower, remembering this all started when Hinata and him got into a fight about sex, he wanted her to be his and only his he was very possessive of her. When he got out he heard the doorbell 'shit please don't be Hinata' he thought. He was too late when he ran to the door he could already see Hinata staring at Sakura in her red bathrobe and then she saw Sasuke stop behind her in just a towel, he saw those lavender orbs become glossy with unshed tears.

"Hinata wait!" Was all she heard as she ran back towards her white Range Rover sport, as Sasuke saw his angel drive away he ran back got dress leaving a pissed off confused Sakura watching him speed off in his black Ferrari F12 Berlinetta.

'Why? This can't be happening' was all Hinata was thinking. When she finally got home she walked upstairs towards her room collapsed on her bed and sat hugging her knees close to her chest still hoping this was a horrible nightmare, but she knew better than that this was her new reality. 'This can't be happening he wouldn't break a promise, I should of known my father never liked him my mom just wanted me to be happy and Hanabi wanted the same, hell Neji never trusted him which means Tenten didn't either. Knowing him he'll want to talk to me say he's sorry and explain everything, but what will I tell him that I forgive him? My heart is shattered I let my guard down and he ran me into the ground. Is everything a lie? Did he actually love me or was I just a challenge because I haven't slept with him?' she was still hoping this was a misunderstanding but she knew better. 'One thing I know is true I that I love him, I love him even though he's egotistical, even though he drinks, and even when he would flirt with girls in front of me, yet I still loved him for him never tried to change him.' Finally she allowed herself to cry hard and loud until there was no air in her lungs. She couldn't look up around her room pictures of Sasuke and her of their favorite memories all lies now. She heard the front door open cursed at herself forgetting to lock the door, or maybe she left it unlocked without realizing she wanted to.

"Hinata," Sasuke whispered as he opened the girl's door.

When he saw his angel look up seeing those lavender orbs wet and red it hurt causing her this much pain. He started to walk towards her bed he reached for her and she jerked away from his touch.

"Why?" she whispered.

"I'm sorry Hinata I love you angel."

"You don't mean that," she whispered.

"Please Hinata just hear me out," he pleaded.

"Did you like it?"

"Don't ask me that we both know you don't want an answer to that,"

"Why?" she was trying to keep herself composed but she was going to crack.

"It started a year ago at one of my parties after you left from the fight we had about sex in my room," He didn't get to finish Hinata angrily cut him off.

"You've been cheating on me for a year now! That's why you stopped asking me isn't it? The fight was about you wanting sex Sasuke and me not being ready for that." venom in every word she said.

"Hinata you're always saying you love me and I just wanted to be with you could you blame me for wanting to sleep with you you're the most beautiful thing I've ever laid my eyes on you have a body of a goddess and I just wanted to make you mine."

"Please stop lying to me, if that were true you wouldn't have done this to me, if you really love me you would have waited."

"Hinata I'm sorry I have needs, and you didn't want to help me with them."

"Are you blaming me for this?" Angry she pushed herself away from him.

"I hate you get out," She cried.

"No you don't Angel please don't say that I can't stand to lose you," he reached for her and pressed her into his chest.

"I should hate you," she whispered as she stopped hitting his chest and allowed herself a moment of torture and enjoyed his embrace.

"Hinata," he whispered as he put his hand under her chin lifting up to kiss her.

"Get out," she said breaking the kiss not wanting to torture herself any longer.

"I love you angel, please let's talk about this, what do I have to do to keep you?"

"Keep me? You already had me Sasuke forever and always remember your words not mine," She couldn't keep it together anymore "I m-made y-you my w-w-world," She cried out.

"I know I'm not the best for you but promise that you'll stay" he pleaded.

"I c-can't this is our last g-goodbye, p-please just go" she whispered.

When Hinata heard the front door close a rattled sob escaped her chest as she sled down her door as the heavy sobs racked over her body hugging her knees as she shed tears. She felt numb it was better than the icy feeling she had coursing through her chest earlier. Drained from her bawling she went to her closet took off her white dress put on her sleeping shorts and couldn't stop herself from putting on one of Sasuke's black shirts on for the last time, grabbing up her hair in a high ponytail. She felt weak for missing him already 'can I forget him?' she wondered, checked the time four o clock it read. She couldn't stand the pictures of them together mocking her of the lie she was living. She got to work and started to put away anything that reminded her of Sasuke reminded her of how she believed they were forever and always. Her chest ached and felt cold 'is this how it feels when your hearts breaking' she wondered. It was already eight o clock when she had four boxes of pictures, stuffed animals, birthday and anniversary gifts, and clothes she marked them Sasuke with a black sharpie. She climbed into bed hoping that sleep would consume her whole but it eluded her, instead she was devoured by the immense pain her heart wouldn't let her forget. She laid there when she heard the front door open again.

"Hinata?" whispered Hanabi as she peeked into her sisters darken room.

"Hinata I know you're awake, and I know something happened usually you would be with Sasuke still." She started to walk to her sister's bed and climbed in besides her.

"Hanabi," whispered Hinata as she hugged her little sister.

"What did he do this time?" Hanabi was always there for every fight with her glue ready to put her big sister back together, which made her not like Sasuke much for causing her sister pain.

"H-he's b-be-been c-c-heating on me H- Hanabi for a y-ye-year now, w-what's w-w-wrong with me?" she chocked out tears once again warming her face.

"Hinata listen to me you did nothing wrong there is nothing wrong with you, you're the sweetest, girl I know plus you have a body to die for Sasuke's fault not yours," she stroke her sisters hair.

"Hanabi I-it h-h-hurts so m-much I s-s-still l-love h-him," Hinata chocked out between her sobbing.

"I know it hurts now Hinata you just need time to forget him that idiot never deserved you, you need someone who shows you how much they love you and who knows how to treat you right someone who respects you and cherishes the love you give them." Hanabi allowed her sister some time to grief while she held onto her as if at any moment she might disappear after half an hour Hinata's breathing was back to normal when she finally spoke once more.

"Hanabi I love you, thanks for always being there for me," she squeezed her sister tighter.

"Mom knows there's something wrong too, but I told her I would talk to you."

"Thanks not ready to talk to mom yet, ugh I feel like such an idiot I already miss him," she started to cry again.

"Its okay sis I'm here," she stroke her hair hating the man that caused her precious sister this pain.

The next day Hinata told her mom about the break up, but didn't tell her about the cheating too embarrass to tell her. She spent most of her day in her room 'what do I do with all that stuff?' she wondered as she looked at the boxes. Walking into her closet to grab the last thing she hasn't put in the boxes picking up the black shirt from the ground 'Still smells of him' she couldn't believe she was already swallowing the lump in her throat back down. Hinata wasn't the kind of girl who would cut out his face out of picture burn the cards or throw out any of this stuff away. She sat in front of the boxes with her legs tucked under her she knew better than to dwell in the memories of the boxes, but for the last time she wanted to remember being happy. 'This was my favorite picture we were already going out for a year at that point he was giving me a ride home, but it started snowing so we drove to his house instead to wait it out we took pictures of us playing in the snow, we took a picture of the snowman we built we went inside when it started to snow harder. We sat by the fire place drinking hot chocolate with little marshmallows in mine. I was talking when Sasuke interrupted me with kissing me; his kisses were always needy and rough.' She picked up a birthday card with two birds on it she thought it was cute opened it up to read the inside 'to my angel have a great birthday love you forever and always' Hinata notice something warm run down her cheek but she didn't dare touch it. She couldn't keep looking into the boxes with just two items she was already fighting a losing battle with her tears, she tucked the four boxes away in her closet. She decided to go take a bath to clear her mind than she would call her friends to let them know she hasn't been returning their calls or text and she didn't want to worry them.

"Yeah Neji punched him straight on the chin before soccer practice Kiba and Shino wanted to get a piece of him too but the coach stepped in." said Tenten recalling the event.

Silence soon fell on Hinata and her three best friends. It's been a week since she found out about Sasuke and her friends thought she needed a girl's night at Ino's house. Her friends were worried she was becoming a shell of her formal self her smiles were fake her laugh was forced. The trio hated Sasuke for doing this to their longtime friend and they were worried he would somehow manage to get her back. Temari was the first to break through the silence.

"What do you want to do Hinata?"

"I don't know Temari I still love him, but I can't forgive him, I can't get him off of my mind I drive listening to the radio and our song comes on or I drive by our favorite restaurant or where we had our first date, and my class schedules we have our classes together how am I supposed to avoid him then?" said Hinata trying to fight off any tears or sobs.

"Maybe you could go to my high school Hinata the soccer team has tryouts next week you could still make the team."

"Even though Tenten and I would miss you I think Temari has a point Hinata this could help you forget him," said Ino.

Hinata just nodded her head not trusting her words.