So I finally got around to writing this little piece of awesome! It took me awhile to write up, but I think you'll love it!
Warnings: Lots of sex between two men. Affair. Cheating. If you see something else that you want a warning for just tell me and I'll add it!
Special thanks to kendra42 for reading over this and correcting all of my mistakes!
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A headache pounded louder than a fifteen-piece orchestra in Head Detective Carlton Lassiter's mind. Saying today was long would be an understatement, but thinking of a different word made the pounding all the worse.
Blue eyes looked at the clock once more only to let out a sigh of relief seeing that he could officially leave. Something that he normally wouldn't do. Going home on time didn't even happen when he was married.
Carlton prided himself on being at the precinct early and staying late. It wasn't as if he had anything to do in his personal life. His working life was all he had and he wasn't going to lose it anytime soon.
Standing up slowly the detective found himself holding onto his desk while the world spun. His stomach clenched angrily for a moment. He was afraid that he would spill his lunch if he moved anymore.
It was then that he remembered that he hadn't actually eaten today. He had wrapped up a case and between that and the paperwork eating had just fallen the side as unimportant. It always did.
Carlton had always wanted to be a cop. All his life had been working towards this goal and now he had it. Shouldn't it be as sweet as he had always thought it would be? Shouldn't it be everything he dreamed of?
It seemed so bittersweet now that he looked back. He didn't regret it. Being Head Detective was amazing and he wouldn't change it for the world. Maybe not making it his enitre focus would have been a good thing though.
Looking back he saw how much he lost or just completely ignored. This was the life that he chose though. One that he was probably going to live alone. Completely and utterly alone.
"Detective Lassiter?" a voice questioned behind him, "Are you alright? You look a little sick."
Turning to the voice Carlton saw the fresh faced Officer Buzz McNabb. He could remember when he was that green. Somehow he had changed so much that no one could believe he was like McNabb.
That was a lie. The other members of the force thought he was a robot incapable of feeling emotions. Maybe they were right. Maybe it would be better if he just completely ignored his emotions.
"Okay," McNabb spoke slowly, "Maybe you should go home, Detective."
"I'm perfectly capable of taking care of myself, McNabb," Carlton growled out though he made no movement.
"I'm not saying that. I'm saying I haven't seen you eat or even take a break since I came in. And you were here before me. Also, you look pale."
"I am pale."
"More pale than normal. If you won't go home at least let me take you to grab some food. You have to admit it would be a bit dangerous for you to drive like this and I'll even pay! Please?"
Carlton opened his mouth to argue only to freeze when he looked at McNabb. The young officer looked so hopeful and as much as he wanted to tell him where to shove his idea it just wasn't in him.
With a sigh Carlton nodded his head and grabbed his coat. McNabb seemed to light up at that. Which was saying something since the younger man reminded me Carlton of the sun whenever he was around.
Carlton had no qualms telling himself that he thought the younger man attractive. Not just his physical aspects either. Though having that tall, built body to look at was not something he'd complain about.
The men moved slowly out of the precinct. McNabb moved to the cars only to have Carlton shake his head. He might be exhausted and starving, but no one was driving his car except for him.
McNabb simply shrugged and followed his boss towards a close restaurant. At least that's what he thought they were doing. After almost ten minutes of walking McNabb stopped and turning towards the older man.
"We aren't going to get food, are we?" McNabb questioned pulling Carlton from his thoughts.
"What?" Carlton asked looking around.
"We passed five places we could eat in the time we've been walking."
"Oh. I was heading home."
McNabb cocked his head to the side in confusion, but followed Carlton anyway. While he knew the older man could take care of himself he still looked like a gust of wind would knock him over.
The walk was silent to McNabb, but to Carlton voices were screaming in his head. Every flaw, every wrong turn, every fail on repeat growing louder and louder with every passing second making him want to lash out at something.
Taking the keys from his pocket he turned towards his front door only to drop them. With a curse he started to bend down to retrieve them only for another hand to swoop down and grab them before he could.
Following the tan limb up he came face to face with McNabb. He must be tired because he had completely forgotten the young officer had been following him. Which was saying something considering how large the man was.
McNabb offered the older man a grin before making his way to the door. Carlton stood frozen in shock before following the man. For the first time that night he found that he couldn't look away from the taller man.
When he got to the door he saw McNabb fumbling with the keys trying to find the one that unlocked the door. Reaching out Carlton placed his hand on McNabb's causing him to inhale sharply as his eyes widened.
Watching the Head Detective closely McNabb felt a flame spark in his stomach. He couldn't stop his tongue from darting out to run over his lips with his eyes raked over the lithe form in front of him.
Most people at the precinct would tell you how unemotional and hard the older man was, but not one would say he wasn't attractive. Plenty of people, both male and female, wanted to have him in their bed for at least one night.
McNabb was not immune to these charms either. In fact, that was why he spent most of his time with the Head Detective. He knew nothing would come of it, but there was no harm looking. At least he thought nothing would come of it.
Slowly the door swung open letting Carlton stop inside his house. Turning towards McNabb the older man opened his mouth to tell him to leave but stopped himself when he saw eyes roaming over his body.
Everything in him was saying to close the door and forget what he saw. He was too tired to be thinking straight right now. The real world and the fantasy world were meshing together and that was never good.
Still, the thoughts did nothing to spur him into movement. His stillness, on the other hand, was enough for McNabb. Who bent down to press a small kiss to his superiors lips. Barely a brush against each other but it was enough.
Reaching up Carlton threaded a hand in thick brown hair and pulled the younger man down. McNabb went willingly with the movement until he could press their lips together once more.
Pushing the older man into the house McNabb kicked the door closed behind them. The noise echoed through the small hallway causing Carlton to pull back as a shock ran through him.
"McNabb," Carlton whispered in confusion.
"Buzz," the young officer pleaded running a hand down the body in front of him, "Call me Buzz."
"No. We can't... You should..."
Not wanting to hear the older mans reasoning, no matter how valid they were, Buzz placed a hand on Carlton's neck and kissed him once more. For a moment he was stiff and unmoving, but slowly he fell into the younger man.
Moving them backwards until Carlton was pressed against the wall Buzz slowly untucked the mans shirt. Slipping a hand under the shirt a soft groan of approval came from the officer when he felt the other mans chest hair.
Strong hands pushed Buzz back causing him to break the kiss. He opened his mouth to argue when he noticed Carlton tugging off his clothes. Buzz stood transfixed as a jacket, holster, and shirt landed on the ground.
"I need to put this away," Carlton announced holding his gun up.
"Right," Buzz breathed crowding the man back into the wall, "Of course."
The younger mans hands seemed to have a mind of their own as they danced over the newly exposed chest. He felt more than heard the mans breath hitch when his finger tips skirted over his nipples.
Buzz was distracted for a second when he heard metal scratching against the surface of something. Looking to the side he saw the older man putting the gun on the side table before he hands went back to the taller mans body.
That sent a heady rush of power to Buzz's head. If there was one thing that the Head Detective was known for it was his guns. To have him put it aside because he was distracted was one of the hottest things he'd ever seen.
Needing to hear more Buzz took the nipple between his fingers and gently rolled it. Carlton's groan echoed through the hallway as he head hit the wall behind him exposed his pale throat to Buzz.
Never one to pass on an offering Buzz placed a gentle kiss to the neck before playfully biting it. Carlton's hops ground forward letting the taller man know exactly how affected he was by their kissing.
"I didn't think..." Buzz started started licking up to the other mans ear.
"What?" Carlton gasped out a hand moving to the back of Buzz's head to keep him against his neck.
"That you'd be so...Submissive."
The last word came out in a growl bringing a gasp from the Head Detective as his hip more firmly. Needing to feel more Buzz pressed his superior into the wall stopping his movements.
"Sometimes," Carlton spoke his hands trailing over the still clothed body, "Equal opportunist."
"Are you?" Buzz spoke letting his tongue trace the shell of the other mans ear.
"Might... Might have something to do with your uniform."
Buzz backed away enough to look down at himself. He had truthfully forgotten that he had been in uniform. Though if this was the result he'd find every reason to wear it. Not hard since it was everyday attire.
"You like the uniform?" Buzz smirked.
"I like you in the uniform," Carlton replied curling a hand in his shirt.
With a grin Buzz threaded a hand in surprisingly soft, black hair. Scratching the scalp gently the younger man he was surprised when Carlton took his hand and motioned further into the house.
Backing up to let Carlton pass him a devious smirk came to Buzz's lips as an idea popped in his mind. Moving forward the taller man wrapped his arms around the pale figure and pulled him back to him.
Bending down to nip at the lightly freckled shoulder Buzz ground his erection into the older man bringing the most beautiful breathy groans from his lips. Dark eyes slipped shut letting himself enjoy the older man.
"McNabb," Carlton groaned his head falling onto the taller man shoulder.
"No," Buzz growled spinning the older man around staring into the ice blue eyes, "Call me by my name. Please, call me Buzz. Please."
A strong, tan hand slipped into Carlton's pants and underwear gripping the hard length. Grasping the younger mans shoulders Carlton ground into the hand loving the feeling of his callous roughened hands.
Suddenly a hand grabbed Buzz's causing him to gasp. The hand pulled until the officer let go of Carlton's cock and slipped out of his pants. He swallowed heavily wondering if he did something wrong.
Without saying a word Carlton led them through the house. Biting his lip the younger man followed until they got to a closed door near the back. He thought he knew what the room was but nerves still raked through him.
Opening the door Carlton pulled Buzz in slamming the door behind them the taller man opened his mouth to question him when he got a look at the older man slowly removing the rest of his clothing.
"Buzz," Carlton practically growled running a hand over the clothed chest going down to cup the officers cock, "Fuck me."
Hearing the older man gravelly voice coupled with the hand on his crotch caused him to break. Gripping the older man Buzz crushed him against his body backing them up until they fell onto the bed.
Hands flew over Buzz's uniform pulling it off as the couple kissed. Thrusting against each other Carlton rolled them over so he was on top. Bending down the Head Detective kissed down the newly exposed chest.
His tongue traveled down the fit body traveling over the plains of his muscles. Groaning Buzz gripped Carlton's hair as he back arched off the bed. He never thought he'd be this good with his tongue.
Pulling him up Buzz drug the man into a kiss. Their tongues dancing together distracted the younger officer from noticing Carlton reach over and pull out a half used tube of lube and a handful of condoms.
Breaking the kiss Carlton took over of the condoms and rolled it over Buzz's erection. Moaning softly the younger man moved to lean on his elbows while his lips traced Carlton's neck drawing a sigh from him.
"Buzz," Carlton groaned squeezing the penis.
Flipping them over Buzz ground their erections together causing Carlton to throw his head back. Picking up the lube Buzz grabbed a pillow and put it under his hips rubbing his hands over the strong thighs.
"I love the way you say my name," Buzz growled digging his nails over the pale skin.
Carlton opened his mouth to respond only for a lube slicked finger circle his hole slowly. Gasping his eyes rolled back in his head as his body pushed back towards the fingers wanting more.
Pushing his finger inside the willing body Buzz let his eyes wonder. He couldn't say he had never dreamed of this, though the situation was reversed. He just never thought he'd actually get it.
"Not gonna break, "Carlton ground out, "Fuck me."
Pushing a second finger in Buzz tried not to think about other men that saw the older man like this. How many had been able to push their cocks inside the wonderful heat and fuck him raw.
Feeling jealously that he knew he shouldn't Buzz pushed a third finger in. Carlton continued to fill the room with gasps and moans as his hips rocked trying to get the fingers to move deeper.
Pulling the fingers out Buzz slicked his dick before lining it up the older mans hole. Before pushing in he let his eyes roam over the body spread out of him. How did he get so lucky?
With a deep groan Carlton wrapped his leg around the younger mans waist and pulled him closer. Feeling the warmth of the body below him encompass his cock Buzz pushed in until he could feel his balls rubbing against Carlton's ass.
Nails dug into Buzz's shoulders dragging down his arms leaving red lines. Something in the back of his head told him that leaving marks was a bad idea, but Carlton can't bring himself to care when the head of the cock rubbing against his prostate.
"Buzz," Carlton glared up at the younger man, "Come on. Fuck me."
Smirking the officer bent down to kiss and nip at Carlton's neck his hips slowly circling just to torture the man. The body below him shook as he tried to get the man to move or do anything.
Red marks littered across Carlton's neck bringing a proud smirk to Buzz's lips He always loved the ability to mark the person that he was with. It was one of his favorite things to do whenever he had sex.
The older man tried to move his hips to get the man to thrust into him. The feeling of desperation clawed at his insides. It was deliciously heady feeling that Carlton both loved and hated during sex.
"Buzz," Carlton gasped his eyes blown wide with lust, "Please."
"What?" Buzz whispered staring down at his superior.
"Please, fuck me, Buzz. Please."
Hearing the proud man plead had Buzz's heart pounding loudly. Leaning down he pressed a sweet, innocent kiss to Carlton's lips. A smile appeared on the older mans lips as he pulled back and placed his hands on either side of Carlton's head.
Slowly pulling out Buzz thrust in roughly Carlton threw his head back a long moan falling from his lips. Keeping the pace the younger man found himself staring down at his lover watching him closely.
"More," Carlton demanded, "Harder. Please. Need harder. Please."
Never one to deny his lover anything Buzz thrust harder, quicker. The small room was filled with the sound of skin slapping together and heavy breathing. It was a sound both men loved to hear.
The shorter mans hand traveled down Carlton's body wrapping around his cock. Not feeling as if he could last long the older man let the thrusts of Buzz's hips push his dick into his hand. It was blissful torture.
"Buzz," Carlton moaned gripping his arm with his free hand, "I'm...Fuck...Going to...Ahhh!"
"Yes," Buzz groaned thrusting all the harder the headboard hitting the wall over and over, "Come for me. Want... Need to see it. Come for me, Carlton."
Hearing the taller man say his name for the first time Carlton's spine stiffened as he spilled between them Buzz groaned feeling the willing body tighten around him as he fucked him through his orgasm.
Slowly the older man fell into the bed boneless. Soft whimpers came from his lips as Buzz continued to fuck him. He couldn't say he didn't enjoy the pain though. Especially knowing it was bringing pleasure to another.
Panting heavily Carlton ran a hand over the tan chest. Nails dug in periodically. Nipples were pinched bringing them to hard nubs before the hand tangled into the younger mans hair pulling him down.
"You feel so good, Buzz," Carlton spoke their lips brushing together, "Come on. Show me. Show me everything, Buzz."
The words were too much for the younger man. Burying his head in Carlton's neck Buzz shook through his orgasm. A strong hand scratched gently at the taller mans scalp as he came down from his high.
Pulling out of the relaxed body Buzz fell to the side. Reaching down Carlton wrapped a hand around the younger mans cock before slowly pulling off the condom and throwing it away. Once it was in the trash he picked up a pair of underwear and wiped them down.
After both of them were cleaned up he maneuvered them under the covers. His heart slowly getting back to normal as Buzz rested his head on his chest as he curled tightly into his side.
"Are you going to kick me out?" Buzz whispered keeping his eyes closed.
"I should," Carlton sighed staring at the young man, "There are so many reasons we shouldn't have done it."
"But..."
"There is no 'but', Buzz. You're married and I'm your superior."
"You're not kicking me out."
"Not yet. We..."
Leaning up Buzz pressed his lips to Carlton's shutting him up. Letting his eyes shut the older man let himself get lost. He'd have to end this soon enough. He could be selfish for a little longer.
"Tomorrow," Carlton said breaking the kiss.
"Okay," Buzz nodded cuddling further into him, "I'll..."
"Shh. Just... Go to sleep, Buzz."
