Intro of the Story

Smoking cigarettes and weed makes me feel good. I don't know why but I did it because my life sucks. I hate everything about me right now. I wish I could just live my life alone. Hi my name is Lightning Farron and my real name is Claire just call me Lightning instead. I'm 16 years old and I am in 11th grade a junior in High School. I have a sister name Serah, she's 13 and she's in 8th grade in Middle school. Also Serah doesn't know if I'm smoking and if she does she'll go crazy on it and she will tell some people I Know. I smoke for my life because my parents died and people in my school starts with me sometimes and it really is annoying. I know smoking is bad for me but I do it to make me feel good so I won't be crazy and plus it help me be chill when I had terrible days. I have some of my friends who smoke with me after school, Jihl Nabaat a, Cid Raines, and Yaag Rosch. Jihl and Yaag Rosch are both 17 years old and their 12th grade seniors while Cid Raines is in the same grade as me. There are not bad but they are sometimes trouble makers in my grade. I also have other friends that are good they don't smoke and also they don't even know if I smoke or not or hang out with bad friends. Their names are Snow, Fang, Sazh, Hope, and Vanille. Snow and Fang are in the same grade as me, Sazh is in 12th grade senior, Vanille is in 10th grade sophomore, and Hope is in 9th grade freshman. I have different personalities to bad friends and the good friends.