A.N. Yeah first story uploaded! This is a oneshot kinda emoish...it's set to Linkin Park's No Roads Left. It's my first songfic. This is kinda like a prologue to another story I'm writing,which is going to be ItachixSai ,so if you don't like shonen ai don't read it...(if I upload it) This one is only about Sai. It's not usually my style ,but check it out and review pls.

No Roads Left

When did I lose my sense of purpose? Darkness fell. Sai looked toward the stars. Blood would flow tonight. 'I am stone. I feel nothing. I know only the blade, the kunai, the shuriken. I am nothing. I am one without a true name.' Can I regain what's lost inside? Then his mission began swiftly and silently, no sounds echoed in the corridor. He seamlessly carried it out. The slice of his blade, the slight scream of his target, quickly silenced, and that was it. It was over. His non-existing existence would continue. Why do I feel like I deserve this?

Day after day, mission after mission, He did not know when it began and there was no end in sight. He could not be a day over sixteen, yet he had seen more death than the soldiers of the 1st great ninja war. Of course he could not really judge, he did not know much of history… nor did he know his age. He knew nothing, but what he was told. He was called Sai. This was nothing, but a lie, a fabrication. He did not have a name. He did not have an identity. He did not exist. Why does my pain look like my pride?

Smile. All he could do was grin. In my fear and flaws. It made it seem like he was normal, like he had something other than blankness in his thoughts. I let myself down again. Smiling is the ultimate hiding place. It hides your pain, your fears, and your flaws. All because, I let myself down. A smile could be the rise or the downfall. It could save. It could destroy. Depends on how you use it. In my fear and flaws. He used it to hide behind, to deceive, to run. I run.

The silence was deafening. Till the silence splits me open. He was alone. He was breaking, but he could not feel it. I run. Loneliness is a silent and cruel killer. Till it puts me underground.It feeds on pain and destroys innocence. Till I have no breath. It follows. And no roads left but one. There is no good or just escape once it has you in its clutches. No roads left but one.

Ok,yeah time to hit that button of magic and wonder to review or my minions will be despatched to hunt you down :D