My breath is coming out from my chest with difficulty. It's hot. Hot like my red cheeks. My lips are moving calling your name. My hand is cold, searching for the warmth of yours. Every beat of my heart is hurting me. My eyes are close. They are too heavy.
But yesterday it was so beautiful. The tears of the sky were touching my cheeks and they were mixed with mine. You could see the clouds in my eyes as my eyes were mirrors. I was standing there with a small umbrella on the on hand and a paper bag on the other. Waiting with patience…
Suddenly, a strong wind took the clouds away and brought the sun back. The sound of your arrival was in the air. My world was full of colours that time like the small lakes that the raindrops had created, which were colouring from the rainbow. I could smell your perfume. My heat was beating faster but you were coming to me faster and faster.
You stopped in front of me, you putted away your helmet, you let the wind to play with your blonde hair and you smiled at me. I sat behind you, I put my hands around your waist and we became the wind again. The trip was really short, it lasted only some wonderful minutes that I thought I was flying. We stopped in a beautiful beach where we could stay alone for a little. The waves were touching gently the rocks. We sat on the rocks and we were watching the sunrise without speaking.
While the magic of the moment was gone, as I wanted more, I stood up, I touched your hair and I gave you the bag. You looked me with your green eyes and you opened it. You took the small box , you opened it without saying a word. The red scarf with the gold seams was soon in your neck and a smile in my lips which after a while were mixed with yours. You touched my cheeks softly and you kissed me again. You thought I forgot this day, you thought I forgot your birthday…
But today I can not come to find you. I am not strong enough to leave my bed. I was standing in the rain all day yesterday. But it was so beautiful and the wind was your voice which was whispering my name. Now I am cold and warm in the same time. I am whispering your name. Someone is knocking the door. It is you who calling me. You use the spare key and come to me. I am standing up slowly and I am coming toward you. I don't want you to see me like this. I am trying to smile its difficult. Finally I am collapsing in your hug and I am staying there. Cause your hug is my heaven.
