Sadness, overflowing tears, pain …

She traveled so far away from Kyoto, started creating a new life for herself and the person she completely trusted, leaving all those painful memories behind. She tried her hardest to succeed and find a new meaning to her life but somehow she couldn't really escape. She wasn't strong enough to… No, he was the one not strong enough to help when it was truly needed. Maybe his filings for her weren't strong enough to finally bring even the smallest bits of happiness. Kyoko experienced yet another betrayal and this time it hurt even more than before, not because of what he did or all the bad things that happened in the past or present. The true reason was the final acknowledgement of Kyoko's most hidden fears – everything her mother said turned out to be true. She didn't deserve love; someone like her will never be good enough to inspire such strong, pure filings in another person. No one would find her worth enough the trouble of reaching his hand and bringing light in all that darkness.

Muffled screams, eternal wounds reopened each night

After some time she even started laughing at herself. Yes laughing because from deep inside her hart yet another fear started making his way outside. Fear of crying until her small fragile body became completely drained and lifeless. She would be forever trapped in a cold, dark castle, frozen in the most painful moments of her life like a princess in some old fairytale but with a small difference – Kyoko didn't dare to dream about her prince, she didn't allow her true feelings to be shown again. The new feelings which are consuming her whole being, making her hart sore to the frightening heights and yet bringing her to the state of unimaginable happiness as well as sadness, now neatly wrapped in the deepest corners of Kyoko's soul inside the Pandora's box under the four letter code - LOVE, safely protected and waiting the right event to finally activate them.