Hawk Nelson
Zero

These are the thoughts of Fang as he reads Max's suicide letter. Line by line, it's his reaction to everything she writes.

Max wrote this (not really, Hawk Nelson did) in song form. She killed herself after Fang left the flock.

So Fang's thoughts are in italics, Max's letter is in bold regular.

Your Life dreams are shattered, Oh, Max…
Now you're gone away.
I'm so sorry I left
We've cried here for hours,
So did I
And the hours turn to days.
So many days away from you
We know you regret this,
I do. God, I do!
Leaving us here,
I'm so sorry
With portraits and memories
That we've held so dear.
I couldn't take my eyes off your photograph

When I hear your name, it's not the same. I'd hoped that you'd hated me, so you wouldn't hurt like I did
No matter what they say, I'm not okay.
Why did I go?
And we started at zero, and went different ways.
I wasn't-
Now we're all out here wasting away.
I found the flock…

And if we started at zero, then how did things change? I wasn't strong enough
It seems like just yesterday we were the same.
I asked you to come

It's been three months since he left us. It seemed like years
So far nothing's been the same.
It wasn't the same, not even better. I had to come back
And my question without answer is:
No, don't ask it…
Am I the one to blame?
No! How could you even think that?

He was such a good description of a favored future man. No one likes what I have become
He spoke well of other people, and they said the same for him.
The ones I liked, anyway

When I hear your name, it's not the same. I'm so sorry you felt like that about me
No matter what they say, I'm not okay.
How could you be okay? I told you I loved you, then I left
And we started at zero, and went different ways.
I was weaker
They say they're sorry, well what are they sorry for?
For loving a loser
How can they possible know what I'm going through?
They couldn't…only I did, and I fled

I feel like no one's ever had to deal with the pain that I'm dealing with right now. I did. I did Max!

Does anyone have answers? Did you find your answers, in Heaven? I know you went to Heaven, you were an Angel
Just Six months ago everything was fine. or so it seemed.
You waited in agony for six months?
What turn of event caused him to go downhill?
I couldn't live that way anymore…

His girlfriend's depressed. So is your boyfriend…
What was he thinking!?
The whole time, all I thought about was you

And we started at zero We became more than friends
And went different ways
I ran; ran from my fears
Now we're all out here wasting away Wasting away
I ruined such a great leader
Wasting away
Oh, Max, my Maximum…

And we started at zero I love you
And went different ways
I ran from my problems
Now we're all out here wasting away
Why did you go back to Colorado?
And if we started at zero
I was the zero
Then how did things change?
I changed
It seems like just yesterday we were the same
I never stopped loving you
We were the same
Why didn't you come with me?
We were the same
No we weren't, you were stronger

Maximum Ride

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