OK I'm re-posting this. I need a beta for this fic, because I know that Mpreg is not for everyone. A beta will be really good, because my spelling is really horrible, so please???

Disclamer: Supernatural, Sammy Dean and John are not mine...I'm just a poor fanatic that really love this show.

Chapter 1. Awake.

Pain. Blood. His dad possessed. Sammy is screaming. Sammy…his Sammy. He just loves him, he just loves Sam, his brother, his lover, his Sammy.

He needs to open his eyes. He can hear the nurses and doctors talking about him, the monitors to his side. His father is near him, his voice is soft, very soft…he is fine…surgery good …sorry …baby… can die… Samuel … miscarriage… I'm sorry…What baby?? Miscarriage?? Who is pregnant?? Dean is thinking, me? No way.

Dean opens his eyes. White ceiling. Well nothing new. Pain is his chest, dry throat, heavy hands…and…alone?? Not Dad? Not Sammy? Wait…he was hurt and bleeding and his dad just was shot for Sam in the leg so…so where is everyone?.

"Oh Mr. Forester, you are awake. Nice to see you". Nurse Rhonda smiles, the hot nurse Rhonda tells Dean. She checks his vitals and gives him water.

"Where is my Sam?" Dean can see the change in the nurse face from cheerful to a dark frown that makes Dean want to cry right there. "Where is he? Is he ok? What about my father? Please?"

"Ok wait here I'll call you doctor"

The nurse just walks away and Dean is afraid of what happened, he just doesn't understand why Sam is not here. Now he can just think is what was Sammy trying to tell him.

"I need talk to you, please Dean just listen to me, please".

"You are leaving? I know, no a surprise. Nothing new".

"Is not that, please?"

"I need find Dad. I just don't want to fight with you. Ok?"

"I need that too..."

"Yea right…"

"Dean listen please…I'm…well I'm…you are gonna..."

"Mr Forester, nice to see you awake" The doctor's voice just makes him back to reality. "Don't worry the surgery went really good and the injuries are now healing, your vitals are ok, and you just need rest and…"

"My Father? Sam?" Something is wrong with his family.

"Mr…" the doctor tried to say.

"Listen I just want to know what is happening with my family... please... Sam¡¡¡¡¡ Dad¡¡¡¡" Dean is desperate, now he is completely sure that something really bad happened.

"Mr Forester you need to relax, screaming like this-"

"Shut up …where is my family?"

"Ok, nurse Rhonda will call your father" the doctor looks the nurse and she nods.


For John seven days, seven horrible and painful days.

He can remember the slam in his side, the pain in his leg, his sons completely broken and bleeding. And then voices and hands on him, waking up, pain in his side, asking for his kids, and fear and pain after know the true.

For John is worse that a nightmare, his boys are hurt, his son almost dies, and the other is dying slowly. He knows that Dean is going to be ok; he will need rest and peace. Jajaja. Dean resting is no going to happen because he is so imperative, so commanding and well... he loves Sam, not just like a big brother to his little brother, but like a real lover, like a man to a man?? Anyway…and in the minute Dean open his eyes his first word will be Sammy. And that is the problem. Sammy.

Dean is ok. Now. But after he found out about Sam...well he is not so sure. How can he tells Dean that he is gonna be a daddy, that the changes is Sam's mood now have a explanation, all the cramps, all the sickness now have a explanation and is a little person growing up inside the man that he loves, how can he tell him that he is gonna have a baby but Sam is not gonna be with him??

A baby, a little baby part of Sam and Dean. A little and innocent soul that maybe they never could meet. Three months are not enough for the baby be strong if there are changes in Sam's body, he has some internal bleedings, a low blood pressure, he is in an unresponsive state, and possibly organs failure.

Too many things god…his baby boy is gonna has a baby…When the doctors told him he just was speechless, happiness and shock, but when they told him that Sammy will never wake up again he just cried, and cried for his son and his grandchild.

But now there is a possibility, after the surgery and some other thing, he was in Dean's room when the doctors told him, they get Sam in a stable state where he is not any worse but not any better and maybe the baby can be saved...not Sam.

John can't do anything, not a damn thing, just sit here in that uncomfortable chair and pray and cry for Sam, for his baby boy and for this baby, Sammy's baby.

TBC????