Kiss me.

Bo nods in understanding, well that's a lie. She nods because it's the only thing she can do without breaking down. Lauren wants to take a break; and she swears this is the closest she became to feel like dying. Because she's not making Lauren happy anymore; and that feels like a knife straight to her heart.

Squeezing her hands together, because she knows she'll try and touch Lauren; and that's obviously not what Lauren needs right now. If she ever needs it again.

It hurts because Lauren doesn't feel the feeling that you feel; that you always feel with her. Maybe she is just tired with everything, but you were supposed to be forever. The two of you were supposed to last for forever.

But Lauren wants a break from you; and you said you'd do anything for her. Including breaking your own heart. Because she's not happy... and you are. Because you're making her unhappy; and the thought alone is killing you.

Bo stands up, and walks to the front door, begging silently for Lauren to change her mind, to beg her to stay for anything. When it doesn't come, she turns round.

"This is just a break, right?"

You don't know why you ask; because you hope it is. You desparately want it to just be a break.

That's why you're looking at Lauren, whilst pleading yourself not to cry because if you cry now; you'll never leave.

But Lauren doesn't answer. And that kills you inside once again. Her head bows forward and you know she's going to cry. And you can't watch. So you choose to protect yourself and you rush out of the apartment.