I sat there on my bed looking down at one sign that has changed my life. How can one little plus sign ruin your life you my ask? It ruins your life when you are seventeen, an elite gymnast secretly seeing another elite gymnast and nationals is months away. If Sasha ever found out I was pregnant he would kill me. And Nicky. What do I tell him? How could one night go so wrong?

*flashback*

I laid there on his bed making out with him as I decided I was ready. We've been secretly dating for 4 months now and I was convinced that I was in love with him. I was ready to take the next step. I broke away from Nicky's kiss and looked into his eyes.

"Nicky?"

"Yea." He breathed trying to steady his breathing like I was.

"I love you." I said looking in his eyes for an answer to my unspoken question.

"I love you too." He smiled as he pulled me into another kiss. We continued kissing for a while until I decided it was time. I rolled over so that I was on top of Nicky and began to kiss him passionately. I started to unbutton his shirt as he broke the kiss and looked at me.

"Are you sure?" he asked me.

"I'm positive." Nicky pulled me head back down as we continued where we left off.

That night was the first time I had sex and it was the best night of my life. I have never loved anyone more then I love Nicky and that was the best moment I have ever shared with him. He loved me and I loved him. I cried as I began to think about what his reaction would be. Would he leave me? I called him up and sat there as I listened to the dial tone.

"Hello?"

"Nicky?"

"Well hello my love. What's up?" How do I tell him?

"Can you come over? My parents aren't here and I need to tell you something."

"Sure…Can you wait ten minutes?"

"Sure."

"See you in 10. I love you."

"I love you too." I hung up on Nicky and sat on the couch for the longest 10 minutes of my life.

"Hello?" I turned around to see Nicky walk in the door looking as sexy as always.

"Hey." I smiled. I walked over to Nicky and placed a soft kiss on his lips. "Come sit with me."

I walked over to the couch and sat on Nicky's lap.

"So what's up?"

"Nicky I need to tell you something." I started to breath in shallow breaths. How was I going to do this?

"What's wrong? Your heart is beating really fast."

"Please don't be mad." I said as I started to cry.

"Pay, what's wrong?"

"I'm pregnant."

He sat there looking at the ceiling as if words escaped him. I started to cry even more and began to think the worse things that could happen. What if he leaves me?

"Nicky?"

"Yea?"

"Please don't leave me." I whispered.

"Leave you?" I nodded my head as my tears streamed down my cheeks.

"I could never leave you Payson. I love you and our…baby." He said as he wiped away my tears.

"Really?"

"I love you and I could never dream of leaving you or our baby." I leaned in and gave him a soft kiss.

"Thank you." I whispered. "But what are we going to go? We weren't allowed to date in the first place never the less get pregnant. I can't hide this baby too long, I'll begin to gain wait, and you probably can't be doing gymnastics when your pregnant."

"First we will go see a doctor to make sure you are really pregnant and see what we have to look forward to."

"I can agree to that."

"We will have to tell our parents."

"Can we tell them after we go see a doctor? You know when everything is finale."

"Sure but we are going to have to tell Sasha sooner or later."

"I chose later. After the whole Carter and Lauren/Kaylie thing I think we should hang low for a while."

"Fine but I don't want you or the baby to get hurt."

"I promise we won't get hurt."

"We should probably go to the clinic tomorrow."

"Yea."

"When are your parents coming home?"

"In an hour."

"Do you want me to leave?"

"Can you stay awhile?"

"As long as you want me too." Nicky pulled me deeper into his arms and placed my head against his chest.

"Everything will be ok right?" I asked looking up at Nicky.

"Everything will be fine, I promise." Nicky leaned down and placed a soft kiss on my lips and he hugged me closer to him.

"I love you." He said breathing in.

"I love you too." I whispered.