My Mixed Up World
Disclaimer: I don't own anything that is related to or in Stephenie Meyer's Twilight Saga.
Summary: What would happen if Bella found out the horrible truth about her mother's past? How would it affect everyone? Edward? Jacob? Her relationship with her parents? [Bella/Edward Bella/Jacob Bella/Sam] Rated M for Language and Mature Content
Note: Yes, they are a bit OOC but I have my reasons for doing it.
My first fan fiction that I am allowing people other than my best friend read.
Chapter One – Disturbing Truth and Surprise
POV: Bella
Lately I had been feeling completely confused, angry constantly, and a complete emotional wreck. Even at the smalls remarks would make me scream with angry or break down and cry. Charlie had it set in his mind that I was pregnant but everyone knew that wasn't the case. Edward and I had finally decided to let Charlie in on the news that we were engaged, surprisingly he wasn't mad about it he just said that I had to be the one to tell Renee. I braved up and called her the same night that we told Charlie, she wasn't exactly as happy as I wished she would have been but gave us her blessing.
Now, three weeks after telling my parents; Renee was coming to visit, saying she really needed to talk to me about something before the wedding. I couldn't understand why she just didn't wait because, we decided that the wedding wasn't going to happen for awhile but she insisted that she come out. Here I am sitting in Charlie's living room waiting for him to return from the airport with Renee. Edward had called me and asked if I wanted him here when they got back but I assured him that I was going to be just fine.
I had just flipped the TV on when I heard Charlie's cruiser pulled into the driveway, I met them at the door and Renee had a look of pain on her face and Charlie looked as if he were going to cry.
"Mom, what's wrong?" I asked my voice was shaky.
She looked down at her feet as she walked past me, "Hello sweetheart how is Edward?"
I scowled at her, "I know something is wrong, can you just tell me and get it over with!" I hissed, raising my voice.
She shot her head up and glared at me, "You need to work on your attitude Bella."
I shook my head, "I am sorry, just please tell me what is wrong before I lose my mind."
Charlie came back into the room and put his arm over my shoulders. "Let's have a seat first Bells."
We went into the living room and Charlie turned the TV off and sat down in his arm chair, Renee sat down beside me on the couch and took my hand in hers.
"Bella, we – I mean, I have something to tell you." her voice broke when she corrected herself.
I looked over at Charlie and he was trying to cover his tears.
"What is going on?" I pleaded.
"Just listen to me Bella. You know how I got pregnant in high school, with you?"
I nodded. Hoping to god this isn't going to be another sex talk, but I still didn't understand why Charlie was crying.
"Well, I was a bit of an adventurous free spirit back then. Charlie wasn't my first boy friend either."
I cut in. "I didn't think he was…"
She held her finger up to quiet me, than continued. "What I am trying to say is that, Charlie wasn't the first person that I made love to."
Panic overcame me; I didn't want to hear about my mother's past sex life. "Mom, please I don't…"
But she quieted me again. "I wasn't as truthful with Charlie as I should have been back then."
I was completely confused at where she was going with this. "Just spit it out mom!"
"Charlie isn't your father." It was but a whisper but I heard her loud and clear.
"What the hell are you talking about!?" I screamed jumping up from the couch.
"I cheated on Charlie a few weeks after we got together… and by the time I found out that I was pregnant…"
I looked at her in disbelieve. "How can Charlie not be my dad!?"
"I'm not Bells…" he voice broke.
I couldn't hold back my tears or my anger anymore. "So, my whole life you both have been lying to me!? How could you!" I was facing Renee now. "And of all times to tell me this…"
"Bella could you please sit down so we can talk about this…" Renee was reaching for my hand and I pulled away, I had to get out of here.
I turned to leave but Renee called to me. "Bella please, don't you want to know who your true father is?" she looked at me with pleading tear filled eyes.
"As far as I am concerned, Charlie will always be my father. But as for you… how could you keep something like this from me?"
"I am sorry Bella." She dropped her head.
I started to slam the door when I heard her yell for me again.
"Bella, it is Joshua Uley!"
My heart sank, Joshua Uley? As in Sam Uley's father? My father? And the tears began to pour from my eyes, I had to get away from here and I wasn't going to come back. But where could I go? Edward, the first person that crossed my mind… no I couldn't, how would he feel about me now that I am the sister of one of his mortal enemies? I need to see Sam, I needed answers.
I climbed into my truck, turning the key in the ignition and it roared to life. Pulling away from the curb I spotted Renee running from the front door, I didn't even slow up instead I pushed my old truck to its limits. I knew Alice would probably see me disappearing soon but I could care less at this point, I was going to La Push no matter what anyone said to me. I was so angry and upset that my hands were trembling and I could barely see the road through my tears but I kept driving. I passed the first little house in La Push and knew I was home free from the Cullens coming after me.
I pulled up in front of Jacob's house and killed my truck, not getting out but sitting there… trembling, scared, hurt, pissed off and crying. I know even know why I stopped here, Jake hates me now… I reached for the keys to start my truck when my door flew open and there stood a very confused and very angry Jacob.
"What the hell are you doing here Bella?" he glared down at me.
The tears stopped now and I became enraged. "Oh I don't know Jacob! I just thought that maybe my best friend could understand me when I was hurting. I guess I was wrong though!" I threw my arms in the air.
His face dropped from angry to concern and he looked down at my hands then looked up at me.
"Bella, are you okay? What happened? Why are you shaking… it's almost as if…" he trailed off.
"Never mind Jacob, move so I can leave, I need to go speak with my brother if you don't mind!" I snapped, pushing him out of my door.
He looked at me like I had lost it, "Brother? You don't have a brother Bella."
I scoffed, "I actually do, you know you buddy Sam. Yeah, turns out my mother is a complete whore and I am Sam's little sister."
His eyes widened. "Bella... I don't…"
I clenched my jaw and pushed him out of the way, walking past him towards Sam and Emily's house. he quickly caught up with me and looked at me concerned again.
"What?" I hissed through my teeth.
"Are you sure Bella?"
"About what?" I snapped.
"About Sam, are you really his sister?"
"Apparently so, Renee just dropped the bomb on me and Charlie sat there and cried!"
I kept walking and Jake had stopped but I wasn't going to.
When I reached Sam's house, Embry and Quil were sitting on the front porch. Quil looked up and smiled at me.
"Hey Bells," but his smile quickly faded when he noticed the anger on my face.
Jacob ran past me and got in front of the door, blocking my way.
"Stay out here Bells," he turned to Embry and motioned for him to come over to me. "Sam!"
Sam came running out the door, knocking Jacob forward and then stopped. "What, what is going on out here?!" he demanded.
"Hello there, brother." I hissed.
He looked at me dumbfounded. "What are you talking about Bella?"
"Why don't you call my mother… she will tell you all about how her and … our father, fucked around when they were younger."
I heard gasps coming from Embry and Quil, whom were now positioned on each side of me.
Jacob nudged Sam's arm, "Look at her body, tremors."
"It can't be…" Sam shook his head.
"If she is really your sister… then yeah." Jake whispered back.
"What the hell are you guys talking about!?" I shouted.
"Bella, could you please calm yourself down." Sam urged.
I scoffed, "Calm myself, why do I need to calm myself?"
"Because, we don't want you to hurt anyone." His face was a mask of concern.
"The only people I would like to hurt is Renee and Joshua! I had a perfect father and now Charlie is a mess!"
My arms were shaking uncontrollably now and it felt like my head was going to split in half. I had to close my eyes and I took deep breaths that didn't even faze me. Then I sharp pain cut through all of my limbs and it felt like they were all on fire, and the next thing I saw was shreds of blue fabric that resembled my shirt, falling to the ground in front of me.
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