TADDDDDAAAAAA! Here it is as I promised. This is the rewritten version of my first Yaoi FanFiction "Twincest – Urges" with a fancy new title and some extra fluffy glitter to make it shine! I hope you don't mind the decision to re-do this but I think it will be beneficial if you guys want the story to continue.

So please read, favourite and comment. I would love to know your opinion and I hope I haven't strayed too far from the original story. ENJOY!

Hatsuharu Lover

Disclaimer: I don't own Ouran High School host club...but DAMN I wish I did

My Boyfriend? My Brother!

Chapter One – Just a dream

"Hikaru! Oh Hikaru! Please! I'm...I'm so..c-close!" The sweat soaked boy beneath me cried out, his hold on my shoulders tightening.

I smiled devilishly and thrust harder, pushing myself deeper into his entrance. It has obviously worked as the unknown male that I had let myself become lost in screamed out my name in a passionate cry, releasing his hot, sticky mess over my chest. I too, found myself releasing as his prostate tightened around my aching member, my back arched and I cried out a name that was lost in the shiver coursing through my body.

I fell on to my back, panting in a matched rhythm with the boy next to me, our bodies still shaking in the aftermath of our climaxes. I slowly placed my hand on my chest to feel the beating of my heart and smiled as a second, identical hand joined mine. I linked our hands together and stroked gently in small circles with my thumb. The boy slid in closer and pushed his head under my arm so I could hold him against me, all the while stroking his hand as he laid his ginger-clad head on my chest. He hummed quietly as he listened to my heart. Just the feel of this boy close to me was enough to calm me down.

"You really are amazing Hikaru", the boy said, his hot breath against my nipples.

I chuckled loudly, causing the boy to smile. "Don't let me take all the credit. This is a two man job you know".

Laughter escaped the boy's lips, the soft sound a welcome harmony to my ears. He then shifted even closer and his eyes closed. He seemed so content and happy that I couldn't help feel a little smug. After staring down at him for a while, he spoke quietly but just loud enough for me to hear.

"I love you Hikaru."

I smiled again for what seemed like the millionth time that night.

"I love you too...Kaoru".

xXx

'Woah! Seriously? What the fuck was that!?' I thought to myself as I sat upright in my bed, panting heavily in a hot sweat, trying to tame my now pulsing manhood beneath the covers. I flexed my bicep, trying to redirect the blood flow but to no avail. It really didn't help that the focus of my wet dream was asleep barely an inch away from me.

I looked over at him, recognising the ginger mess of hair instantly. Kaoru Hitachiin... A.K.A: My twin brother...the very boy I had just mentally fucked.

I clutched my head in my hands, a part of me wanting to slap some goddamn decency back into my perverted little skull. Why, of all the people was this dream about Kaoru? It just wasn't right. It was disgusting, immoral, and just the idea of it alone was enough to send my tonsils on a rampage and my stomach on a hiking trip. I needed to puke badly but I couldn't just get up and leave the bed. Kaoru was always too easy to wake up, and I wasn't explaining why I had a rather large boxer tent to the guy who caused it.

Kaoru was definitely not going to find out about this. There was no way in hell that I would let him know that I did those things to him, or that I said I loved him.

Oh god, there comes the sick again.

I was in the en-suite within seconds, supporting my body as I lurched over the bowl. My body rippled in a horrible motion as the fluid exited my system. My face felt hot and I struggled to breathe in as I felt more of the grimy fluid travel up my throat.

"Hikaru, are you okay?"

I groaned audibly at the sound of his voice. I tried to block it out by my leaning my head against my arm but my mind kept playing the cries of pleasure over and over, replaying the sound of his voice as he called my name. I groaned again, disgusted as I felt my boxers tighten uncomfortably. Why the hell was this turning me on?

"I'm fine, go away," I moaned, fighting the urge to throw up again as I tried my hardest to block out the image of his naked form. Seriously! Why am I still thinking about it?

"You're definitely not okay. You look like crap".

"Thank you, for pointing out the obvious". I groaned again and shifted uncomfortably, doing my best to hide the pop up tent.

"No need for the sarcasm, I just wanna help". He sounded a little hurt, but the concern for me was still audible.

"It's just a stomach ache...I'll be okay". I lied, to him and to myself. I wasn't sure if I'd be okay at all. A sex dream was bad enough, but a sex dream about your own brother was even worse. I had to regain myself, it was just a one off thing, it won't happen again. Will it?

The horrible images filled my head again, disgust took over and before I knew it, I was blowing chunks again.

I sensed Kaoru step closer and place a comforting hand on my shoulder. His touch immediately caused a sudden boost in my arousal and I had to stop myself from up-chucking a lung. 'Stop touching me!' I mentally screamed. It was causing more bad than good.

"That's a lot of puke for a stomach ache." He smirked, his sarcasm matching mine.

"Shut up," I retorted. "Just leave me alone I can handle this myself."

"Touchy, touchy."

"Kaoru please don't. I'm not in the mood." I shrugged my shoulder and he immediately removed his hand.

"Ok something is definitely up, what's wrong?"

"I told you, it's just a stomach ache." I really needed him to shut up. His voice was driving me mad!

"Hikaru," he said sternly. I couldn't ignore him, but at the same time I didn't want to tell him.

I sighed. "I'm sorry for acting like this...it's just..." I sighed again. I couldn't bring myself to say it.

"Well, whatever it is, I bet it's a lot better than what Tamaki has in store for us tomorrow". He grinned, knowing too well that the obnoxious blonde and his fanatical ideas drove me up the wall.

I groaned "I'd rather stick a spear up my own arse than deal with Tamaki. Please tell me you have a spear". I looked at him pleadingly.

Kaoru laughed loudly, and then offered his hand to help me up. I took it reluctantly but I was just glad that I had finally managed to get that god damn dream out of my head. Thinking about all of this was just ridiculous and rather than questioning where the dream had come from, it was just better to ignore it. Kaoru lifted me up onto my feet and tried to insist that he help me back to the bed, concern spreading across his features but I turned the offer down. He did however manage to convince me to let him get a drink of water for my now aching throat.

I drank it slowly, letting the cool liquid sooth my throat as Kaoru climbed in next to me. I felt his gaze as he watched me and after a while of awkward silence between us, Kaoru finally spoke up.

"Do you know what I think?"

"That there is something else that could be shoved up my arse besides a spear...and Tamaki's head?"

He snorted loudly, surely thinking about the rude answer to that question. A flash of images made me regret saying that.

"Nope, I think that you're stressed out. A lot has been happening at school and it has become too much. That's why you had a stomach ache and threw up".

I stayed quiet for a while, then nodded. It was the best excuse that fit and I was pretty sure that deep down, it was true and was the probable cause of the dream. "You're probably right," I mumbled.

"Nope, I am right," Kaoru said with a smug grin, almost proud of his deductions. "Just, don't let it get to ya okay?"

"Okay." I was sure I was convincing myself more than I was convincing Kaoru.

He smiled and laid his head against his pillow. I was about to do the same when he suddenly shot upright again.

"Oh, and Hikaru?

"What is it?"

"Please don't shove a spear up your arse, I'm not cleaning the blood up."

I shook my head and smiled. "Goodnight Kaoru."

Kaoru smirked and we both fell sleepily against our pillows. Before I knew it, Kaoru's loud snores filled the air.

Kaoru really had no clue what was going on but the way he spoke scarily made sense. I was feeling rather stressed as of recent, what with exams coming up soon and the countless different events that Tamaki had 'lovingly' planned for the host club...and then there was the end of year dance. Sure, it was a good couple of months away but I really wanted to go, there was just two things standing in my way.

Firstly, you had to pass all final exams. The way my grades were going, I really had to work hard on that one and secondly, you had to have a date. Being part of the host club meant that I had a whole homage of girls that were begging to be chosen by me, but only one girl in my mind was truly worth it.

Haruhi Fujioka

I sighed as I turned over. I had no idea how I would ask her out, nor did I have to confidence to bring myself to do it. Sure, I was confident enough around the girls at the host club, but that really wasn't difficult. They practically fainted every time I spoke. Being confident around Haruhi? Now that was a whole other ball game.

Maybe if I tried to ask her out on a date soon I wouldn't be so stressed out. It might just work and if it meant that I could forget about this stupid, meaningless dream then it was worth it.

'But if it's meaningless, why did you just get an erection just thinking about it?'

I mentally slapped myself. This was stupid, I can't be thinking about this. It was just a stupid, one off thing that meant NOTHING! Nothing at all and it will never, ever happen again. He's my brother and nothing more; it's probably because I care for him. Yeah, that's it! I care for him, nothing more, nothing less.

'It was just a dream.'

'It meant nothing.'

'It would never happen again.'

'I care for him and that is all.'

I sighed for the final time, closed my eyes and drifted off gingerly to sleep, hoping that I wouldn't dream of Kaoru again.

xXx

How's that? I hoped you like it. I definitely prefer the shorter chapters as it's a lot easier to write in short bursts rather than one, long extended chapter that gets too confusing.

As for the smut at the beginning, i thought that would be a great start for all you pervy fan girls/boys.

All feedback is welcome

HatsuharuLover out!

Tamaki: ALL THE SPEARS ARE MINE!

Haruhi: Oh God, he's going to start a war I know it.