I don't own nor collect rights, proceeds, or acknowledgements for Naruto...though I wish I did...


Blood slowly dripped from his mouth as he watched his sensei push the blade further into his own heart. A small tremor seemed to grow within Hidan. His sensei was smiling at him as he stood up and walked forward.

"See, this is something you'll yearn for by and by. Forget everything you ever thought you knew. Worship him! Give your very being to him! He will reward you tenfold!"

The tremor grew more within Hidan's body. His sensei grabbed his hand and placed it on the kunai driving it to the hilt. They weren't tremors at all he realized, as he erupted into deep maniacal laughter.

"This feels so good sensei."

"By almighty Jashin, it does."


"So, exactly what happened?"

"I want complete privacy."

"Get out. All of you. Now"

Everyone quickly filed out of the room.

"That means you too Kakashi."

Anko met Kakashi's glare and quickly looked away guiltily. She could feel his eyes lingering over her for what seemed like an eternity before he was enveloped in smoke and his presence was no longer felt.

Lady Tsunade pulled herself forward towards her desk, resting four bottles of sake and a glass down.

"I'm all ears."

Anko shifted nervously as she stood before her Hokage.

"May I pull up a chair? This is gonna be a long story."

Tsunade nodded and poured the chilled sake while Anko pulled up a chair and sat down in the middle of the room. She wiped sweat from her brow under her hitiate. She placed her trembling hands nervously to her lap, making sure she was not looking at lady Tsunade's face.

"S-so it all started six years ago...I...I met him." Anko looked up at lady Tsunade, fear in her eyes. "I was dead." she said in a whisper. "I died twice...and I liked it.

No...I loved it."


"….and I grew bored. I was sick. Sick of Orochimaru's bidding. I could tell he was losing interest in me. And I hated him. I hated him for it. That night….I did leave…"

"Oy! Th' hell are you doing?"

"I'm trying to leave."

"Really." Hidan said flatly. "And what would Orochimaru do when he comes back to find his little prodigy gone." Hidan said, air quoting at prodigy. Anko rolled her eyes and didn't answer.

"Oh wow, don't roll your eyes at me like that!" Hidan laughed out. "You know I can't be bothered with letting you leave."

Anko smirked at Hidan. "You will let me leave."

"Or what? You gonna sick a bundle of snakes at me? I'm just shivering in my little shoes!"

Anko huffed at his words in disgust. "I...I'm just bored of this place. He's hardly here and what am I supposed to do? I don't like it here at all." Hidan blankly looked back at Anko with nothing to say. "What?" she said angrily.

"I dunno, but you shouldn't be out this late. Who knows what or who could be waiting out here, anxious to get you." Hidan said with devious intent.

"I'm a big girl. I don't need you warning me about anything." Anko said in protest. Hidan walked towards Anko.

"Bored you say?" he said quizzically.

"Y-you can't force me to go back... I-I won't..." she said nervously. He suddenly seemed to disappear, when she suddenly felt him next to her. Her eyes widened as she felt him grab her hard by the arm.

"Aww, woe is me for poor little bored little Anko! I have something you can do." he said as he flung her back towards open field under the moonlight. She landed lightly opposite him, cloaked in the shadows of the forest, stanced with kunai armed in both hands.

"Whoa! I see your training is paying off!" Hidan said laughing aloud.

"What are you intending to do?" Anko shouted.

"Just a little game." Hidan said as he stepped towards her in the opening. "I've been watching you."

"If that's true, you should know that you have ten seconds before I kill you."

Hidan laughed hard. "You're reaching now, Anko. Anyway, I know about what you've been doing when you think no one is watching. I know how many scars cross your wrists. Why don't you go for it all the way?" Anko's eyes widened at what he said.

"How..."

"Don't bother." he said, raising his hand up at her. "Do you know Jashin?"

"I know of Jashin. And it's bullshit." Anko said.

"Says the atheist non believer. You shouldn't knock it till you've tried it."

"So what? You gonna show me or something?" Anko said, annoyed.

"It's up to you. You're so bored. I'm just giving you an opportunity."

Anko stood silently, glaring at Hidan. Suddenly she charged at him. Grinning at her challenge, Hidan twirled his scythe around gripping it loosely in front of him. He waited for her as she approached head on. "Only fools rush in! You have a ways to go you idiot...come on...come on...COME OOOON!"


He watched her, nonplussed as blood filled the small wound on her neck. Her chest heaved up and down as she tried to catch her breath. He saw her pulse beating at her neck, ready to ease blood out of the open wound with each pulse. He twirled his scythe and slid it back in place on his back, thinking about how he had come so close to decapitating her. He watched as a large droplet of blood made a thick crimson path down her neck, soaking into her shirt. Without thinking, he was on her, his hand gripping her neck in a choke, pinning her to the ground. Anko was spent, too tired to dodge him as she felt his hand surround and squeeze at her neck tightly. She didn't flinch as she felt the weightlessness of her body float downward with him as he slammed her hard to the ground. "I'm dead." she thought. She closed her eyes, ready to welcome the reaper with open arms rather than go back to Orochimaru's hideout. Hidan stared at Anko, his brows furrowing and his grip not letting up. "Is she giving up?" he thought. He looked at her face, admiring how her dark hair framed her face and the flawlessness of her creamy skin. This was a good look he thought. Under him. Quiet and not scowling. Definitely a good look he thought. He was aroused. Further more when she shifted, almost as if yielding her will to him, silently asking him to send her to her maker. He lowered his head towards her.

"You stupid girl..." he breathed heavily into her ear.

His hand shifted to the back of her neck, pulling it to his mouth to lick at the oozing blood from her wound, savoring each drop. She was gasping for air as she felt his fingers rubbing over her nipple, tangling in the netting of her top. She felt lustful heat from his body as he leaned close and whispered.

"If you really want to die, give yourself to Jashin first. I might make a believer out of you."

She opened her eyes.

"Yes...keep your eyes open...I can't have you miss this." he said.

He then pressed his lips to hers, not caring about her trying to recover from being choked out earlier. He forced his tongue into her mouth. She could taste her blood, yet it all seemed to turn her on. He bit hard into her tongue. She groaned into his mouth, yet she allowed the kiss to deepen. Blood seeped out the corners of her mouth. Anko searched his face, reading lust and desire.

"Mmmmmm" he hummed into their kiss, as he continued watching her.

She felt him sucking at her tongue as she forced her eyes to stay on him. His skin...what was happening to him as she stared at him in bewilderment. He lay between her legs, grinding his body against her warmth. His skin continued to darken. She broke the kiss and gasped both at his transformation and the way he was making her feel as his hard cock pressed against her through the fabric of his cloak and pants. He sucked at her bottom lip as she gasped and rubbed her hands across his chiseled back, digging her nails into him. He moaned feeling her nails dig deep into his skin. He tugged at the thick rope around her waist. She was suddenly scared. She was inexperienced, and never in her most vivid dreams of Hidan had she imagined him having her like this. Frantically, she tried to fight him off of her with what little strength she had left. He grabbed both her wrists with ease, pinning them into the ground above her head with chakra ropes.

"It's too late for that now. I've wanted you for a long time..." His lips kissed at her neck, leaving red smudges, his hot breath sending shivers up her spine. "I see how you look at me when I've come by. You want this too don't you?"

Anko remained silent as she felt his mouth trail lower and lower, biting hard at her nipples through her top. It was true and she knew it. He forced his hand past her shorts, pressing his fingers past her panties, sliding them into her pussy. His fingers invaded her slick warm folds, delving deep inside her entrance. One finger she could handle. Many nights would go by that she'd get off to the thought of him doing this very act to her. His thumb pressed over her clit, moving over and over in circles. Her breath hitched as her body responded to him. Then there was another. Two fingers slid deep, in and out of her. His heart was racing as fast as his fingers slid in and out of her. She was so wet. It hurt her and he loved it. He forced his fingers hard into her, hoping it hurt more and more. Her chest rose and fell as he brought her over on an orgasmic wave of pleasure and pain. Her walls tightened around his fingers, wanting more than what they could offer. Her hips bucked upward in pace with his hand. He pressed his hand over her pelvis, stopping her from bucking wildly. Three. It had to have been three this time. She felt like she was about to die as Hidan's fingers pressed and stretched her as he quickened his pace, feeling a heavy warmth surround them.

"You're fuckin' hot like this...I'm so hard for you..." he whispered heavily into her ear.

His voice, what he said. That's all it took to send her over. "Oh...ah...ahhhh." she moaned.

"Say it..." his whispered heavily in her ear.

She bit her lip trying to hold back. Hidan slowed his pace, slipping his hand behind his cloak to pull out his throbbing cock. Once it was free from the restraint of his clothes, he slowly built up his pace, fucking her with his fingers. He stroked his cock, matching her thrusting into his hand.

"S-say it..." he said again faintly, as his pace quickened. He curved his fingers upward inside of her, wishing his cock was deep inside of her, hitting this very spot.

"H-Hi-Hidaaaaaaaaaan!" she screamed.

"Good girl." he whispered.

By his hand she was forced into a climax like never before. His cock was so hard for her, it felt like he was gonna explode as his grip tightened around it and he stroked faster. He pulled her shorts off completely.

"Cum on me Anko." Hidan said breathing heavily. He pulled her onto his lap, rubbing his veiny shaft between her folds. His swollen tip teased at her entrance. He fought the urge to ram his cock inside of her, yet she was so wet...so warm... so...

She thrust her hips hard forcing Hidan's cock to slip inside of her to the very spot he lusted for earlier. She rode his cock with no abandon as her floodgates opened up in full glory. She screamed his name as her warmth surrounded him, poured over him, drowning his cock inside of her. He thrust deep into her, matching her pace as he too released all he had into her.

"Fuckin...beautiful." Hidan said heavily, as he looked into her hooded eyes. "A moment ago, I thought it was death you wanted, not this."

She quivered involuntarily at his touch, ignoring his comment. He drug his tongue over her lips, trailing down her neck to once more slide over the oozing blood at her open wound before he pulled away from her and stood up. He adjusted his clothes, swiftly closing his cloak. He then turned away from her and began walking away.

"You're not ready. Go back" he said over his shoulder, letting the chakra ropes dissipate. "Release!" he shouted.

Anko watched him as the distance between them grew wider as he continued to walk away. Why was she standing, fully clothed, full of energy as if nothing ever happened? Because it didn't... It never really happened. "Fuck!" She cursed at herself. Genjutsu. Now he knew how she really felt. She felt heat rise up to her face, redness overtaking her otherwise pale skin.

"W-wait!" she shouted.

He kept walking, grinning in the darkness at what just transpired between them. Her heart was racing like it never had before.

"Are you scared? Are you scared? Just go back to Orochimaru...Just go...go...go..." her inner consciousness teased.

Unexpectedly and angrily, she threw a kunai at him. Hidan smiled, sensing the movement. He spun swiftly on his heel, letting his arm swing around to let the kunai pierce through his hand. Had he not moved, it would have been his head. A loud groan forced its way out of his mouth as he pulled the kunai out. Anticipated pleasure made his mouth pull into a wider smile as he let his blood fall to the ground. Anko watched him, terrified as he kneeled and smudged a large seal around himself, not once looking at her nor speaking. He then pulled from his cloak a cloth and a beaded chain with an amulet on it that matched the seal he was in. He put the chain around his neck and then wrapped the cloth around his dripping wound.

He bowed his head...

...and prayed.

Suddenly, his eyes felt like electric as she saw him suddenly stare up at her. The only sound between them was the slight rustle of leaves as the wind swirled between branches. It seemed like forever before he called out to her.

"Come here..." he said quietly. His voice haunted her to her very core as she slowly moved towards him. Her eyes watched him with uncertainty. There he was, on his knees in the middle of a blood stained seal, his eyes searing at her core. He appeared skeletal, with his darkened skin, white face and stripes. She was scared, yet she felt as if she no longer had control of her body. It was as if it willed its way to the outer edge of the seal, face to face with him. They did fight she realized as she reached up, touching the wound on her neck. What part was real? She wondered.

"Don't be afraid of me." he whispered. "Jashin will take care of both of us...I promise."

He stepped forward, taking her hand into his. He pulled her towards him, forcing her hand to rub over his cock. She was shaking, trying to quell her fear. She could feel how rock hard he was through the fabric of his pants.

"Take it out." he demanded through clenched teeth.

Anko complied, unbuttoning his pants and releasing his throbbing cock. Contrary to her fear, she marveled at its length and thickness as she ran her fingers over its veiny shaft. His hips slowly thrust into her grip as she stroked over it. He grabbed her by the back of her head forcing her on him, thrusting his cock into her mouth.

"Mmm, you've done this before, you dirty little sl...aaaaahhh", Hidan said as he watched her tongue slide up his slick cock.

Anko looked up at him, her eyes seeming to beg for more as she sucked him in. He pushed and pulled in and out of her mouth, fucking it, savoring the warm, wet, sloppy feeling her mouth provided. He let her head go, and quickly performed a seal. He was almost there when he felt her moaning hard over his cock. The vibrations from her throat made him go wild as he realized what happened. She could now feel it too. He pulled out of her mouth, holding her back as she stood up before him. Using the same kunai she threw at him, he sliced through her clothes and was all over her in an instant. Anko's head fell back, a moan escaping her, as the warmth of his tongue trailed from her neck, down to her collar bone.

Lower...Please...Lower...

That's all she was wanting. It was different this time. Her legs quivered as she felt him sucking at her yearning flesh. Something started to tingle. His tongue slowly moved further.

His mouth... Oh my god...

She felt his teeth scrape against her nipple and then warmth closed over as his tongue swirled over it. The tingling she once felt seemed to grow into a burning sensation at her wrist. Despite the burning sensation, Hidan seemed relentless as his mouth worked her nipples till they were hard. She was falling, her legs turned to jelly as she felt him catch her and lay her down. Here she was again before him, vulnerable, yet it was what she wanted this time. The look was sacrificial Hidan thought as he looked over her naked body. Suddenly, a blinding white pain seared through Anko's core. She screamed, but no sound escaped her. The pain was blinding. All she could hear was loud moaning. Moans of pleasure from Hidan. She felt him. She felt a blade slowly pulling out of her stomach even though it wasn't there. He was panting.

"Anko..." she heard him call.

"H-Hidan...it hurts...h-help m-me" she cried out.

"Become one with it, stop fighting it..." he called to her.

Suddenly he was on her again. The blinding pain was almost forgotten when she felt his mouth close over her delicate folds, his tongue slipping inside of her. The burning sensation seemed to ebb into faint throbs as she sensed her climax nearing. Hidan watched her as she arched herself into him, satisfying his temptation to taste all she had to offer. Blood from his wrist smeared across her thighs as he pulled her near him, delving his tongue deeper into her. His cock was throbbing as he slowly drug his tongue from her entrance to her clit. Sitting up, he fought the urge to press his cock into her, teasing the tip between her slick folds. He spun the kunai on his middle finger, catching it and pressing its sharp point to Anko's neck. She cringed in pain, refusing to look away from him. Simultaneously, he pressed the sharp point into her skin while pressing his cock slowly into her warmth. She arched again, turning her head away, as she dug her nails into her fists. A bead of blood rose and burst, trickling down the side of her neck as he slowly drug the kunai down in her skin. His own blood poured down his neck and over his shoulder, trailing down to his abs. Slow and hard, he forced the kunai down from her neck, tearing through her flesh, making a thick red line, stopping between her breast. He was half way inside. Her eyes met his pleadingly.

"Please Hidan..." she begged.

Taking her hand, he placed the kunai in it.

"I need you Anko..." he said.

His mouth was on hers, roughly urging for more. Their tongues teased and tested each others. More pain...stronger pleasure, his movement. He was pressing further into her. The gates of pleasure and pain seemed to open up full blast as she realized what was happening. Warmth ran over her hand that was intertwined with his. She felt him thrusting deep within her. Everything seemed to slow down. She heard his heart beating. Or was it hers? He broke the kiss, tugging at her bottom lip, locking his eyes to hers.

"Don't close your eyes." he said, thrusting at a slow rhythmic pace. "Stay with me...feel this with me..."

Her eyes ran from his eyes to his lips, from his lips to his neck, and then from his neck to his chest, where both her hand and his hand met intertwined around the kunai. His hand was wet and glistening, dark and shiny under the moonlight. Hers was too, as she realized it was covered in blood. Her eyes took the same path back to his eyes, as her body jerked to his thrusts. A combined look of lust, sin and evil seemed to flicker in his eyes. Hidan still was only inside of her part way. He drove their hands further into him, at the same time, pressing himself all the way into her. He watched her, relishing her scream of both pleasure and agony.

"Oh god, Anko...y-you're a virgin…" he said as his cock pushed through her, stealing away the last of her innocence.

He felt her heart beating. It seemed to go slower and slower as their pulse beat in unison. His thrusts became forceful, deeper, harder.

"R-right t-there..." he barely heard her say.

He let go of the kunai, placing both hands on her waist, lifting and steadying her on his lap. He was in so deep.

"Ahhh...Anko..." he whispered as he thrust over and over.

Her warmth poured over him. His warmth poured into her. They came together. She lie limp and barely alive. Everything seemed to be fading to a black bliss. She hurt. She hurt badly, yet she was sated. Anko was falling into a black abyss…..

"Welcome child…" she heard an unfamiliar voice whisper in her ear, as she gave way to darkness.


Hidan ran his hand along her pussy stroking his fingers up through her course black hair. He sighed aloud. Thinking about his next actions. His hand slid upward over her stomach, and between her breasts. His hand slid up further until he was holding her at her neck. He pulled her up, cradling her as she lie dead in his arms. They were still connected, still warm, their intermingled juices oozing over his lap. He was still hard for her as he stared at her beautiful face.

"Please forgive me Jashin, for I have sinned…..and will sin….over and over….and over…. with this one…." he said to himself aloud. He pressed his forehead to the middle of her chest, slowly whispering an incantation.

TBC.