Reminds Me Of You
A Thor fanfic
rated T for language and some slightly off-color content
I does not own anything except Belladonna!Summary: Loki's ex-lover(OC) writes him a final letter, telling him all that happened after his fall from the Bifrost.


My dearest Loki,It has been many months since your fall, both from grace and the Bifrost. Only Thor and I seem to have truly mourned you, although the Allfather has been slightly more short-tempered of late.
The Lady Frigga has unfortunately taken to disguising herself as a much younger woman and prostituting herself, in addition to this she has developed an unbecoming habit of drinking herself into a stupor. Your brother Thor has brought his pretty little woman, Jane, to Asgard. He also has developed unseemly habits.

Most in Asgard will never admit it but our great realm has lost some of it's spirit upon your death, or what ever you would have me call it.

It sounds far-fetched but every small thing reminds me of you, every shadow taller than average rounding a corner, every flash of green.
It truly matters not what I say to myself, or do to try to prevent it happening. Not crying grows harder every day, and I am at a loss for what to do, Every little thing reminds me of you.

I know that my words will never reach you, but I wish that ,somehow, you will know I feel them. Even as I write these words, knowing you are no longer with me on Asgard, I think you are going to stride through the door and make love to me as you once did. Such things can not be anymore, and I am merely torturing myself.

I love you as the stars love the sky from here to Valhalla come.
Ever faithfully yours,

Belladonna Entirsdottir