Nina's p.o.v.
No this can't be happening. Not now not to me. Why do I love him? We broke up so I shouldn't have feelings for him. But I do. Why is my life so complicated?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~A day earlier~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Nina's pov
"Amber I am not singing. I don't sing well" I said. "Listen to me. You do sing well. You are 20 years old. You need a career. Sing=career. Career=money" Amber explained "I suck at singing though" I said." You're lying. You are the best singer I know. Other than me of course" Amber said manner-of-factly. I chuckled under my breath. 'Amber will always be Amber' I thought. "Sooooooooo? Yes or no. Wait scratch that. It's a yes" I sighed " Fine but only one song". Amber squealed and pouted at the same time, if that's even possible. Amber wanted me to sing at one of her favorite karaoke clubs. " Two please?" Amber said while giving me a puppy dog face. "No only one" I said crossly. "Fine. Come on!" Amber shouted. "Now? Amber are you crazy? It's 3 in the morning!" I shouted "Yeah and also when people come." she said winking. Damn is she talking about Fabian. I haven't seen him since he broke up with me for that slut Joy. I still love him though. My feelings have never changed. I heard they're engaged too. Maybe I can remind Fabian what we had. What he lost.
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I walked into the common room. I see Joy flirting with Fabian again. "Nina come here! I need to tell you something." Joy said. "Yeah?" I asked. Joy isn't the type to talk to me. "Fabes and I are going out! Aren't you happy for us?" Joy said smugly. I felt a tear slipping down my cheek. I ran out of the room. "Nina!" I heard Fabian call after me. I just kept running. Out of the house, up the hill and to the tree where I had carved FR &NM=3. I took my pocketknife and scratched the bark off where it said that. I let the tears fall freely down my face. I sobbed for a while. I realized it was almost supper. I reapplied my make up. I looked at the tree in disgust. 'I don't need him anymore. It's a whole new life now.' I thought.
I walked back to Anubis slowly, wondering if I would ever regret my decisions. " Why does he like that slut?" I asked myself. "Because that 'slut' actually cares about me." I heard. I slowly turn around. "Why are you here?" I say coldly. "Trudy told me to go look for you." Fabian said. "Thanks but no thanks" I said. "No need to act like a bitch." he said. "Well what do you think I should act like? I thought I loved you. Now I know better. I now know not to trust you or oh yeah, YOU!" I yelled at him. " Well I never loved you." Fabian said sharply. The words cut like glass. "It was a dare. Ask the newbie out. I did." Fabian said. "That kiss meant nothing to you then?" I shouted. "Of course not!" he exclaimed. "Fuck you" I said to him while walking away. "At least I have a family. Where are you going to go? The orphanage?" He shouted to me. I stop. He knows my gran died. He also knows my parents died. He just doesn't know how. I felt a tear fall down my face. I turned around and slapped him in the face. "What you don't know is that they were murdered. By someone named James Rutter!" I yelled. I saw his face pale. "Nina I'm sorry. I didn't mean it that way." he whispered. "Who is that? Your uncle?" I shouted at him. "That's my brother. He takes my place sometimes. He looks exactly like me. You have actually thought he was me. You probably accidentally kissed him a couple times." he said softly. I stared at him with a shocked look. I back up and run away. I keep running till I get to the house. "Amber I'm leaving here." I say. "What?" she exclaims as her eyes start watering. " I just can't stay here." I said while crying. " No stay at my place. My parents won't mind. We have lots of room. PLEASE!" she pleads. "I guess so," I say. "Thank you." she says.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~end of flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Fine I'm coming" I sighed.
I don't own hoa & I have a feeling I never ever Eva willl!
Over and out
-m
