Ok, I have had this in my head for a while now but only now finished writing it. Enjoy! :P Something about "I don't own Twilight" or whatever!


EPOV

I was making my way back to Forks, in the middle of the night, a place that has haunted my mind since I decided to leave my Bella. Alice told me to go see Bella immediately. I tried to protest, tell her that Bella's life is complicated enough without me, which was true; she had been slipping on her grades, getting home after curfew and drinking but she said it was a matter of life or death and I didn't want to risk getting pummelled by a pixie so I – reluctantly – gave in.

It has been a whole year since I have been to Forks, a whole year without seeing my Bella and it was pure agony. I couldn't stay, I knew this but none of my family, including Rosalie, wanted to leave Bella. They left despite what they wanted for the sake of my well-being.

I sped down the streets of Forks, under the street lamps that was illuminating the roads, reading the minds of the residents as I drove past. Some were pure, trivial thoughts while others hurt me in ways I didn't understand.

Oh. My. God! Edward Cullen is back! That was Jessica Stanley, of course.

Are the rest of the Cullen's back? Of course these were the pure thoughts of Angela Weber.

A few other inconsequential thoughts breezed by in my head.

Nice car. Slow down, Jackass! Have they ever heard of a speed limit?

The worst thought of them all, but I didn't fully comprehend why, suddenly shrieked inside my head. Cullen, you're a lunatic! Wait til you see her. They were the sullen thoughts of Mike Newton.

I didn't think it possible but I pushed the car beyond its limit, travelling dangerously fast towards Bella's home.

The house finally came into view, the same old, white house. It was strange; I did not see Bella's red truck or Charlie's cruiser though I did see a flashy, red motorcycle parked in the drive way, right next to the garage door. I parked my car in the drive – being careful not to hit the motorcycle – and climbed out of the car. I walked a few paces before I heard a low, muffled sob coming from the direction of the roof. What surprised me was a dark silhouette standing on the ledge of the roof. Even my enhanced eyesight couldn't see the mysterious figure on the roof, but something in the pit of my stomach told me I didn't want to know.

I started to climb the tree outside Bella's window to the tallest branch. It was nestled in the canopy of the tree. I jumped off the branch onto the roof and what I saw stunned me beyond belief. It was a woman, a definite woman with soft curves, mahogany hair that trailed down her back swaying gently with the breeze.

I abruptly heard a sigh but that was not the reason my head snapped up; it was the voice, her voice, my sweet Bella. What was she doing up here?

I was unconsciously taking steps toward her until I realized how close to the edge she was. She took a step closer until the toes on her bare feet were dangling over the side. It was then that I noticed what she was wearing; a midnight blue night gown that reached mid-thigh and hugged closely around her body. It complimented her ivory skin in the moonlight.

The wind blew again, slightly stronger and her scent caught me off guard. It wasn't her normal scent where her blood is masked by her translucent skin but instead it was fresh, running blood. Bella took a deep breath and drew the blade that was in her right hand to slice her left wrist. I took a few unwilling steps toward her and lifted my arm to her, to reach her, to touch her, to comfort her when she clearly needed it.

She started mumbling something beneath her breath, even my vampire hearing was straining to hear what she was saying. She said all this while still cutting herself.

"Ensnared by a circle of black,

Alone but never lonely,

They wonder why,

I wonder why I try,

He's never coming back."

She whispered the last part and I decided that it was time to make my presence known. I take a few more cautious steps forward, clutching at the space between us, willing it to disappear. Her breathing hitches and her heart starts to beat frantically; she knows I'm here.

"Bella..." It never came out as more than a whisper but that word held so many emotions, it was all I needed to say. I was pleading; I was begging her to back away from the ledge.

"Edward..." She breathed but with that word there was defeat. The relief I felt was only brief because she inched closer to the edge. "...You're not real. You're just in my head."

What was she talking about? I was right here. I stepped closer again and gripped her wrist, right of course, not wanting to cause her anymore pain. I spun her around to face me.

"Bella, please don't do this." I was almost to the point of getting down on my hands and knees and begging her to step away. My voice came out strained, like it was difficult to breathe and at this point, it was.

"Edward," She said, yanking her wrist free from my grip. "Are you really here?" She took an involuntary step towards me. All I could do was nod and pull her into a tight embrace.

"Bella, I love you, I have never stopped loving you. Please, forgive me?" My shoulders were hunched and my chest was racking with dry-sobs. She stepped out of my embrace and stepped back to the ledge. Her face was contorted with sadness, pain and relief.

"Edward," She sighed. "I love you, forever and eternity." She closed her eyes and a small smile was tugging at the corner of her lips. With that she leaned back and fell from the roof.

"NO!" I screamed. It was too late. I looked over the edge to see Bella's body mangled in disgusting angles but looking past her body, her face looked peaceful, at ease. I jumped off the side off the building to land on the ground with a muted thud and ran to Bella's body. My knees buckled beneath me and gave out as I collapsed to the ground, sobbing into Bella's chest, willing her to wake up, to tell me she loved meone more time.


1 WEEK LATER

Here we were, my whole family, standing beside Bella's burial as the priest conducted the sermon. Esme was dry-sobbing into Carlisle's shoulder as was Alice into Jasper's. The two men each had an arm around the two women's shoulders'. Rosalie and Emmett stood still with their hands clasped together; finger's entwined giving each other a reassuring squeeze every now and then. Emmett looks heartbroken and Rosalie looks devastated. Their thoughts assaulted me.

I wish I got to know her better, These were Jasper's thoughts. He felt he couldn't grieve for one he barely knew and that was killing him.

Why did I have to be so mean to her? Rosalie's thoughts were, for the first time ever, sincere. She did care for Bella; she was just too stubborn to admit it.

She was my baby sister. What am I going to do? Emmett's thoughts were covered in grief and sorrow.

My best friend is gone. There is no-one to complain when I take them shopping. I didn't even get to say goodbye, I took away my sister's first human companion. She was more than Alice's companion, she was her sister and she felt a true loss. She caught my gaze and glared at me, icy and cold. I never got to say goodbye.

She was my newest baby, my dear, sweet Isabella. I'll miss you, sweetheart, Esme's heart was literally breaking. It was her youngest daughter and she is lost, forever.

She was someone I could relate to, someone who shared my love of knowledge and curiosity and now she's gone, This was Carlisle's true friend and daughter; someone who had the same burning curiosity that Carlisle had and knowledge that wasn't maintained over centuries of an education.

The ceremony was over and it was just my family and I standing at her gravesite as her casket was slowly lowered in the ground. I don't know how long we stood there but it felt like more than a day. My family wanted to leave but I refused to, I would stay with Bella. They left me.

When the sun had set I moved, I now stood on top of Bella's grave. I slowly tore myself apart, piece by piece. I pulled my lighter out of my pocket and mumbled my last words before I lit myself on fire.

"Ensnared by a circle of black,

Alone but never lonely,

They wonder why,

I wonder why I try,

She's never coming back."

I set my legs on fire and was quickly engulfed by the flames. I did not scream, I did not fear my death because it would bring me one step closer to my Bella. Everything went black before my eyes and I did not care because of one reason and one reason only.

Now we can be together.

Forever and Eternity.


Thanks for reading. I'm just glad I got it outta my head and into yours. LOL! :P Please review, I need to know if I should make more stories/one-shots like this one. Not the exact same but along the same lines. You can PM me and send me a request of a story you would like to hear with me as the author, and I will mention you in the A/N.

I would also like to know if anyone would like me to write Chapter 2. It would be done in Bella's POV of course. Doesn't anyone ever wonder how Bella finally snapped. Yeah, I got you curious now didn't I? Please review, big cyber cookies if you do, chocolate chip ones, I promise. :)