A/N: Hello! I've just taken a moment to read over my old stories and I realized how rubbish they are, haha! I'm determined to make a good story today. Let's see.

Enjoy!


Chapter 1: Prologue

Life's hard sometimes. There's some times I'm perfectly fine with who I am. The frightening girl who had an obsession with scissors and could make anybody do anything she wanted them to. My outside sure looks great. Like I'm impossible to crumble. No fear, nothing that could stop me. But that's not who I am. Sure, I might've been like that some time ago. But then it changed.

See. I used to be the perfect teenager. Perfect hair, no piercings but ears, no tattoos, skinny, perfect. Then I discovered Hollywood Arts, and my true talent for singing. My parents supported me and got me all the music that I would've listened to then. Justin Bieber, Miley Cyrus, all the bubblegum pop-esque trash that I wouldn't touch with a 10-foot pole today. And I liked it. At first. Then I discovered what I like to call real music. Not my parent's trash, but real music. Rock bands, punk bands. I liked that. And I started researching the singers. I wanted to look like them. So, I got my hair dyed. I got piercings. I got tattoos. I got worse. And my parents did not approve. So I was headed off to Hollywood Arts with a new personality and no parents.

It was soon after that I found Beck. He was my sun. The one that brought light into all the dark things, the dark problems, everything I was going through. He healed the wounds. He made it better. I thought he was the only one that understood me. See, I have other friends. They only see the outside of me. But Beck knows the real me. My struggles and all. And I loved him. We were going great for a long time. Until, I realized I didn't love him anymore. Something unthinkable happened last year. And it made me realize I was doing everything wrong.

And as I lie here, thinking this, staring at my fiancee's wonderful, sleeping face, I know I did something right.


Ooh, did you guys like that? I'm using fiancee as a term for either a woman or a man, not one or the other, so you'll have to guess who it is! That was like the opening monologue, kinda as Jade talking! But from here on the story will be in past tense until the end, where you'll know who that mysterious fiancee is!

Are you guys interested in this? Let me know!

As well, I'm a rookie fanfic writer and I might have been doing something wrong there, which I probably have, so let me know what I did if anything and I'll try to fix it! I hope this is a good fanfic, I have a good feeling about it but I'm still scared. Please, help me sort this out!