~.~ Quatre's thoughts
/./ Duo's thoughts
~ I can't see why no one thinks I am selfish. I do everything to please everyone else. Why can't I just think of myself once and not get punished for it. Why me? ~
Quatre Winner sat in his room, of his current safe house, and looked at the knife he held in his hand. He had accidentally found a site on Self- Harm while he was on the Internet. The idea of relieving his inner pain by cutting himself was greatly appealing. He was tired of the pain that plagued him all the time. That pain got worst when he saw his fellow pilots being so happy with each other.
~ I have no one to care about. Why is it hard for me to find love? Heero is actually happy with Duo. ~
Quatre lifted the knife and brought it down on his wrist, cutting it in a shallow fashion. He watched the blood run down the side of his wrist and drip to the carpet-covered floor. His blue eyes widened in shock at the pain that ran up his arm and he dropped the knife to the floor.
~ What am I doing? I can't let my pain get to me. I have to accept that I will find someone in time. Fate can't be so cruel as to not give me a soul mate. ~
Quatre pulled his first aid kit out from under his bed and got out a piece of gauze to cover the wound. He placed the gauze on the gash and ignored the pain as the pressure he was applying caused the wound to hurt. He tapped down the gauze and cleaned up the blood on the floor.
~ I feel so weak now. I didn't loose much blood, but what I did drained me. I can't believe I hurt myself. I hope no one finds out about this. ~
Quatre lay down on his bed and cradled his arm as he tried to fall to sleep. Outside his room, Duo shook his head and walked back to his room as he thought about Quatre's actions.
/ I knew one-day things would get to him. Q-man is not meant to be alone. He is too sensitive to be left to his own devices. /
Duo slipped into his room and climbed into bed as a plan formed in his mind.
/ I will find someone for Q-man to love. I can't call myself his friend if I don't try to help him. /
Duo slipped into sleep as Quatre finally fell into unconsciousness and both rested as fate began her plan for Winner's love life.
A.N: I do not own Gundam Wing. I hope everyone likes this story. I have been gone from the writing world for a while. This is my come back and there will be a sequel.
~ I can't see why no one thinks I am selfish. I do everything to please everyone else. Why can't I just think of myself once and not get punished for it. Why me? ~
Quatre Winner sat in his room, of his current safe house, and looked at the knife he held in his hand. He had accidentally found a site on Self- Harm while he was on the Internet. The idea of relieving his inner pain by cutting himself was greatly appealing. He was tired of the pain that plagued him all the time. That pain got worst when he saw his fellow pilots being so happy with each other.
~ I have no one to care about. Why is it hard for me to find love? Heero is actually happy with Duo. ~
Quatre lifted the knife and brought it down on his wrist, cutting it in a shallow fashion. He watched the blood run down the side of his wrist and drip to the carpet-covered floor. His blue eyes widened in shock at the pain that ran up his arm and he dropped the knife to the floor.
~ What am I doing? I can't let my pain get to me. I have to accept that I will find someone in time. Fate can't be so cruel as to not give me a soul mate. ~
Quatre pulled his first aid kit out from under his bed and got out a piece of gauze to cover the wound. He placed the gauze on the gash and ignored the pain as the pressure he was applying caused the wound to hurt. He tapped down the gauze and cleaned up the blood on the floor.
~ I feel so weak now. I didn't loose much blood, but what I did drained me. I can't believe I hurt myself. I hope no one finds out about this. ~
Quatre lay down on his bed and cradled his arm as he tried to fall to sleep. Outside his room, Duo shook his head and walked back to his room as he thought about Quatre's actions.
/ I knew one-day things would get to him. Q-man is not meant to be alone. He is too sensitive to be left to his own devices. /
Duo slipped into his room and climbed into bed as a plan formed in his mind.
/ I will find someone for Q-man to love. I can't call myself his friend if I don't try to help him. /
Duo slipped into sleep as Quatre finally fell into unconsciousness and both rested as fate began her plan for Winner's love life.
A.N: I do not own Gundam Wing. I hope everyone likes this story. I have been gone from the writing world for a while. This is my come back and there will be a sequel.
