_~* To be? Or... *~_
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Trust me.
AN: It might seem a bit confusing at first, but I think the ending statement ties all the loose ends up in a pretty little bow ^.^
_~*~_
/Do you miss him?/
What?
/I said, do you miss him?/
Of course I do. I miss him every day of my life- I loved him.
/But did he love you? You, a useless idiot!/
Useless...
/Why do you even try? What inspires you to keep on living?/
I've never really thought about it.
/You are of no worth./
None whatsoever.
/Ah, so you agree. Why don't you get out?/
What are you talking about?
/Take the gun! It's right in your pocket. No-one will miss you./
No! I don't want to do that!
/Deep down you yearn for an escape. Here is your chance./
No! I still have a life to live. Don't talk about that kind of thing!
/He did it./
That was different. He went into battle knowing he was going to die. He wanted to make a difference.
/Did he even tell you he was going to do it?/
No.
/More proof of your uselessness. You are unlovable. Why continue?/
I don't want to die. Not like that.
/But you must! You're only a menace to this world! Take the gun./
No.
/Take the gun!/
NO!
/Then I'll get rid of you myself./
*A hand reaches for the gun.*
Stop it!
*A solitary figure, half hidden in the shadows of sunset, puts a gun to its head.*
/You are stupid! You are worthless! Let us be done with it!/
Stupid... worthless...
*Sob.*
/No-one cares about you! No-one gives a shit if you live or die! Your life is void of meaning./
I want to be loved.
/But no-one loves you./
I want to be loved by him.
/He is dead./
Yes. He disappeared beneath the black, murky waters of death.
/And you will too./
I will...
/Pull the trigger./
...
/Pull it./
...
/PULL IT!/
*BANG!*
*Noin rushed into the head office at the sound of the gunshot.
"Lady Une!" She shrieked, rushing to the fallen woman lying in a pool of her own blood. She was still grasping the gun. Kneeling by the former colnel's side, Noin checked for a non-existant pulse.*
~I just found her dead in her office, gun in hand. She'd killed herself. It was her condition that did it. We all thought that her darker side, the one that appeared when she braided her hair in buns, had disappeared after the war. But no- instead it was plaguing her mind with evil thoughts. She mentioned it to me one time. I knew I should have talked more about it to her, but I didn't- and this is the result. Her darker side took over and pulled the trigger. But maybe, maybe if there's such a thing as an afterlife... then she might become free of her torment. Be reunited with Treize, her love. I lie a single white rose on her grave, which is located right next to Treize's. Rest in peace, my friends.~
_~*OWARI*~_
Confusing? Suprising? Absolute shit? Review and tell me! Please? ^.^;;
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Trust me.
AN: It might seem a bit confusing at first, but I think the ending statement ties all the loose ends up in a pretty little bow ^.^
_~*~_
/Do you miss him?/
What?
/I said, do you miss him?/
Of course I do. I miss him every day of my life- I loved him.
/But did he love you? You, a useless idiot!/
Useless...
/Why do you even try? What inspires you to keep on living?/
I've never really thought about it.
/You are of no worth./
None whatsoever.
/Ah, so you agree. Why don't you get out?/
What are you talking about?
/Take the gun! It's right in your pocket. No-one will miss you./
No! I don't want to do that!
/Deep down you yearn for an escape. Here is your chance./
No! I still have a life to live. Don't talk about that kind of thing!
/He did it./
That was different. He went into battle knowing he was going to die. He wanted to make a difference.
/Did he even tell you he was going to do it?/
No.
/More proof of your uselessness. You are unlovable. Why continue?/
I don't want to die. Not like that.
/But you must! You're only a menace to this world! Take the gun./
No.
/Take the gun!/
NO!
/Then I'll get rid of you myself./
*A hand reaches for the gun.*
Stop it!
*A solitary figure, half hidden in the shadows of sunset, puts a gun to its head.*
/You are stupid! You are worthless! Let us be done with it!/
Stupid... worthless...
*Sob.*
/No-one cares about you! No-one gives a shit if you live or die! Your life is void of meaning./
I want to be loved.
/But no-one loves you./
I want to be loved by him.
/He is dead./
Yes. He disappeared beneath the black, murky waters of death.
/And you will too./
I will...
/Pull the trigger./
...
/Pull it./
...
/PULL IT!/
*BANG!*
*Noin rushed into the head office at the sound of the gunshot.
"Lady Une!" She shrieked, rushing to the fallen woman lying in a pool of her own blood. She was still grasping the gun. Kneeling by the former colnel's side, Noin checked for a non-existant pulse.*
~I just found her dead in her office, gun in hand. She'd killed herself. It was her condition that did it. We all thought that her darker side, the one that appeared when she braided her hair in buns, had disappeared after the war. But no- instead it was plaguing her mind with evil thoughts. She mentioned it to me one time. I knew I should have talked more about it to her, but I didn't- and this is the result. Her darker side took over and pulled the trigger. But maybe, maybe if there's such a thing as an afterlife... then she might become free of her torment. Be reunited with Treize, her love. I lie a single white rose on her grave, which is located right next to Treize's. Rest in peace, my friends.~
_~*OWARI*~_
Confusing? Suprising? Absolute shit? Review and tell me! Please? ^.^;;