Dirt
A Niley Story
Starring Miley Cyrus&
Nick Grey
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Honestly I wasn't sure what I was doing. All I knew was that it would be all over, that there would be no more pain, or suffering, or agony. Why would anyone want that? Why would I want to live in a world where I can't be happy?
I don't.
After everything, life doesn't seem to be enough. Not after losing the people who matter most to me. I'm a monster, everything I touch I hurt, everyone I'm near always faces the destruction of my desicions.
When I looked at my friends I had so much I needed to say but they wouldn't understand. They don't get that every breath I take makes my heart break. They don't care that I needed them, and they couldn't save me. They couldn't heal this depression.
Somewhere deep inside there was guilt. I didn't pay attention to the words they used to lure me from my suicide, but the meaning was clear. I wanted to die, I just didn't want them to suffer again from my desicions. There was only one persons voice, who made me hesitate. Who made my my stomach warm and fuzzy, even in the worst of situations.
"Miley, we can help. I can help you, just please. Put the gun down." Nick begged.
My hands shoke, my index finger becoming sweaty on the trigger.
"Please, stop." I moaned.
Nick could stop me, deep inside he was the only thin strand holding me to this earth, but he'd left while I was broken. He'd left when I needed him most, and some part of me was never going to forgive him for that, forgive myself.
"Are all our memories nothing? Do I mean nothing to you?"
I shook harder, and harder.
"Miley, you don't want this." Nick pleaded.
That's where he went wrong, that's where he messed up. I did want this, I'd never been the violent type. I'd never wanted to take a life, but my life has had to many unexpected turns.
"Our memories mean nothing." I lied.
"Nothing? Miley I know you better than anyone, I care about you more than anyone."
Nick took a step closer to me, and I took three steps back. The more Nick spoke, the clearer my thoughts became. A new realization hit me, he didn't know me. He new the old me, but with everything I've faced I can't simply walk away unscarred.
"You used to know me." I whispered.
"Miley, please, please, please." Emily sobbed.
"I love you Nick."
What can I say, they've got dirt on me.
Then I pulled the trigger.
