Winds

I want warmth, sunlight, star bright. Snow vanished. Cold dispersed. Sing when silent. Move when still. Calm. Tranquille. Quiet. Warm sand underneath your feet. Like hot pavement steaming. Like a flesh eating disease crawling underneath your skin. Skin tight. Course. Stop breathing. Sun rays burning your precious face. Cool Water falling. Drifting. Flowing. Pphhfftt!! The thought of hope, like sisters make me sick. I know that you can't be more than this. Then drink me more. It's in this backseat. Smears. The antichrist is spawn from your precious womb. Let's fall after all. I'm not!!! And deflect your head. The bottom of the bottle. I'm in your head. Is that your bleeding? Tingles. Something's wrong. Maybe the ropes drifting back. For words are like swords. On frail wings of vanity and wax. Slipping of pages. Tonight. Everything. And all the while, the wind kept blowing…..